A/N: This is Drink You Away Continued (Chapter 65 Con't)
~I love when you pulling up in your Jeep
Bumping all your beats
Js on
With your shades on
Just to bring me something to eat
You the man up in these streets
But when it comes to my heart
That don't mean a thing, no, oh
So, I hop up in your ride
Ooh, it's hot as hell outside
Ooh, got the top down
With the doors off
Ooh, with your hand on my thigh
Ooh, drive slow
Take your time
Every little thing you do got me feeling some type of way (way)
When you give me that thunder you make my summer rain
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh oh oh)
Everyday, everyday
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Yeah
With every single part of me
My love for you is constantly
Forever and ever on repeat, on repeat
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh~
Camila's P.O.V.
I made my way up the stairs towards my room a little off balance and groggy. I could still hear the clapping and chatter downstairs from the grand room, but whatever, I needed to get out of there. I love her; why couldn't I just say it earlier? I just need to get through the week, maybe things need to change…MAYBE, but am I ready for that? What would my father think? UGH…all these questions are making my head hurt, not the actual alcohol. I LOVE HER…I hope she knows that, even if I have to say it through a song, it's her.
SHE'S THE ONLY ONE.
I felt my body crash against the wall, I had to close my eyes shut for a few seconds before opening them…WHAT THE FUCK!
"Cece! What the fuck? You really shouldn't push an intoxicated person!" I spat angrily, I really don't need her around me right now, I just want my damn bed…and Lauren, but since I can't have Lauren, I'll have to settle for my bed.
She held me against the wall, "what the fuck was that all about huh?" she's pissed and I STILL don't give two shits!
I just smiled at her smugly, giving her my signature look…you know, the asshole look.
She pushed me up against the wall a little harder, pressing her lips on mine all of a sudden, and I gathered as much strength as I could to push her off me, "what the fuck Cece, I'm not in the mood…"
I started to walk towards my room, which was only a few feet, but I felt like I was crossing the seven seas for some reason, probably the alcohol…Yup, definitely the alcohol.
I felt a hand grab my arm and spin me around, "well I'm in the mood," she said in a demanding tone.
I REALLY don't have the patience for her shit right now!
This used to be us, Cece and I, no matter who we were fucking at the time, whenever we were in the same vicinity WE were together, physically, for show for our families, whatever the case, WE were together and maybe I even had feelings for her, I don't KNOW what kind of feelings, maybe because we were the same, can't love, can't hurt attitude, but things have changed, for me anyways.
I stepped towards her, "look Cece," I spat out, "I said I'm not in the mood," I took another step, prompting her to step back against the wall, "I. DON'T. WANT. TO. FUCK. YOU." I said to her face, "do you understand the words that are coming out of my mouth," I nodded up and down, yeah, sometimes, the asshole in me just comes out and this was definitely one of those times, "now why don't you go," I just gestured with my fingers down the hall, "back to your room, think about me while you satisfy yourself because I sure as hell ain't doing it." I turned my back to her walking to my room.
"FUCK YOU Camila," she said, her tone enraged.
I opened the door to my room, taking have a step in, looking down the hall at her, "not tonight doll face,"" I let out a puff of air before breaking eye contact, closing the door behind me.
My bed! Thank you universe…my bed! I flopped down on the comfortable mattress, face down in the pillow, it's never felt this good before. I let my body relax and my breathing steady as I closed my eyes. The moment they shut a vast sea of green took over and SHE was all I could see. My heart's pace picked up, to be honest I wasn't sure if it was because all I could see were her bright green eyes with little specs of glimmer in them or because the alcohol was flowing through my blood stream, either way, all I know is as I lay my head down tonight, I'm dreaming of sleeping next to HER. I feel like this lost little girl without her and I wished that her fair skin arm was wrapped around my body, keeping me warm. I let out a breath and I let my eyes fall into a deeper green…sleeping to the most beautiful sight I had ever taken in…HER.
I'M SO IN LOVE WITH HER.
~I love when we pulling up to the beach
Sand down to my feet
Sun down
Nobody 'round
That's one hell of a scene
You rocking my body,
Rock, rock the boat Aaliyah
Don't it sound familiar?
'Cause it feels like ah ah aye aye
Looking up into space
It's just me and my babe
And we feel so amazing
Ooh,
All night
Whoa
Every little thing you do got me feeling some type of way (way)
When you give me that thunder you make my summer rain
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh oh oh)
Everyday, everyday
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Yeah
With every single part of me
My love for you is constantly
Forever and ever on repeat, on repeat (oh)
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh~
Lauren's P.O.V.
~KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK~
I turned the doorknob and to my surprise it was unlocked. I stepped into her room, wanting to make sure she was okay and closed it behind me.
She groaned into her pillow, I must've woken her up, "Cece, seriously if you don't get out of my room I'm-"
"It's not Cece," I said gently, prompting her to pop up, turning her gaze towards me, she was a little off, probably the alcohol.
"Lauren," her voice gentle as she scooted to the edge of the bed; throwing her legs over it.
I leaned against the door as I began to speak, "I wanted to make sure you were okay."
Her dark brown eyes narrowed in my direction, holding me still. I watched her stand up, taking a second to regain her balance; she did have a few drinks, that's for sure. She made her way to me, closing the distance between us as she grabbed my waist, giving it a light squeeze before completely wrapping her arms around me, leaning in, pressing her warm, soft, full lips against mine, caressing back and forth, the kiss was gentle, passionate and she was so delicate with me.
We slowly parted, her lips lingering on mine before she completely pulled away, batting her eyes open, her eyes a lighter brown as they met mine, "that song…who was it forrr-"
"YOU." She whispered out before I even finished the question and I pulled her in with my arms, meshing our lips together, how could I not, my love for the brown eyed beauty was magnified with the words she let out.
"You wrote that for me?" she nodded against my forehead, pressing her lips on mine as she pulled me towards the bed.
All movements halted as our eyes locked, "Lauren…" she said so softly, her dark chocolate orbs locking with mine, "I," she whispered on my lips, "I Looo-"
OH NO YOU DON'T…NOT LIKE THIS.
I put my index finger on her lips, stopping her from saying the words I've been wanting to hear, "not like this Camila," I shook my head, "as much as I LOVE you and I want you to say it," she kissed my lips, "I want you to be completely coherent when you say it, because I know you do…love me," I pressed my lips on her, "I want you to remember saying it," I looked into her eyes, I want her, all of her HERE when she says it, "and I know you've been drinking," I perked an eyebrow as she rolled her eyes playfully causing me to place my lips on hers, gliding against one another, a little more aggressive this time.
~Everyday, everyday
I can't wait
You take my breath away from me
Here's my heart
You got the key
Put that on eternity
I love you 'til infinity
Infinity
My everything
And when I think about it
Don't be making me wait baby
It won't ever stop
My heart won't skip a beat baby
And it'll keep going on
Going on
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Yeah
With every single part of me
My love for you is constantly
Forever and ever on repeat, on repeat
And it won't stop
Oh oh oh oh oh oh~
I laid her down on the bed gently, our lips never parting as her head hit the pillow slowly, our lips separated only to breathe. My eyes locked with flickering brown ones and I could hear her breaths quicken as she continued to look up at me, my hand slowly unzipping her romper as she helped it off of her body, my eyes scanning the nude caramel skin under me. So smooth as I ran my fingers down the length of her torso, so warm as I squeezed her flesh, kissing her lips once again. There was something about this kiss, it was unlike any other, even in her state, she tasted so pure, so open, so innocent, like a fallen angel and I wanted to take her in, she was my drug and I'm so high on her…she was all I wanted.
I DON'T WANNA TALK. I DON'T WANNA THINK, I'M UP HERE WAITING FOR HER.
My eyes continued to fall deeper into her chocolate brown orbs, I had to bite my bottom lip as I slowly began to lean in…
"Lauren…" she whispered on my lips that were lightly grazing hers, "every little thing you do…" she softly propped her head up, kissing me, "you have me feeling some type of way," her gaze a little more intense than before, "my…" she paused before tapping her hand on her heart, "it just, it won't stop…THIS," she placed her hand on her heart, keeping it there, "everyday I can't wait, you take my breath away from me," a tear fell from her eyes as I wiped it off; she let out a chuckle, "when I think about you, it won't stop…I'm so…" she took a breath before giving me a kiss, "it won't stop, what I feel for you," I could feel the tears flow from my eyes, I knew she loved me, a part of me has, she didn't even have to say it, she gently cupped my face, wiping my tears with her thumbs, "what I feel for you Lauren, it's INFINITE and it won't stop."