Chapter 8
Tong dream pov
I run into the house and start to search through every room, I recognise the house as the secret one I have hidden in sticks, I don't know what I'm looking for, I just feel like I have to find it and fast, finding nothing downstairs, I start to climb to the upper floor, I find what I'm looking for in the first room I enter, my bedroom, Sian is kneeling in the middle of the floor just in front of the bed, she is completely naked, her hands are tied together with rope her body is covered with bruises and she is sobbing, I try to walk towards her but my feet and legs won't move suddenly I hear a door open, I look across the room to see Freddie Li come out of the ensuite bathroom, I stare at him in horror when I realise he is also completely naked, I look back to Sian to see she's starting to shake with fear, no, no, no, this can't be happening, I try to move but I can't its like my feet are glued to the floor, all I can do is stand there watching with no way to help her, Li smirks at me then grabs her waist and roughly turns her round to face me, I mouth I'm sorry at her hoping she'll understand that I can't move, she screams at me to help her and I feel my heart break, I try to tell her I can't move but she can't hear me, she screams again as Li forces himself inside her, with each painful scream my heart breaks, finally he finished and pulls himself out of her, he then grabs a gun and points it at her head.
"I love you tong" I hear her whisper
"Sian I love you to" I scream it out to make sure she hears me, and he pulls the trigger, her body falls lifeless to the floor.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
I bolt up in bed still screaming no, I look around the room disorientated, I don't understand where I am or what's happening when I feel soft hands on my shoulders, I jump and look behind me to see my strawberry alive and completely untouched
"Shhhhh baby it was just a dream, its ok handsome I'm here" she reassures me.
"Sian, are you ok" its barely a whisper, I throw the covers off of her and start to examine her body, I lift her pyjama top and check for any marks or bruises.
"hey, did you dream about someone hurting me" she asks
Satisfied that she's ok I finally stop inspecting her body and nod my head to answer her question.
"did I pass your body inspection" she asks
I nod my head again
"do you want to tell me about the dream" she asks me.
"I have a hidden house in the sticks not far from my other one, I sometimes go there to be alone and hide from Freddie Li and his demands, when I entered the dream I had just arrived at the house" I then go on to explain the rest of the dream to her, she listens in silence until I finish.
I look back over my shoulder to check on her and I see she's upset, I turn over so I'm kneeling in front of her.
"I would never let that happen to you baby, let me show you I can protect you, let me show you how much I love you, let me cherish you" as the last words leave my mouth I kiss her deeply.
She kisses me back and lets me push her down onto the bed so I'm on top of her, my hands explore her body through the fabric of her pyjamas, I start to gently rub her breasts through her shirt and she moans, this encourages me as I know she's enjoying this, I break the kiss and start to kiss her neck moving down towards her chest, I move my hand to the buttons on her shirt and start to undo each one trailing kisses down her midsection where each button should be, after I undo the last button and place the last kiss just above the waistband of her trousers, I return my attention to her breasts only instead of using my hand I start to gently kiss and each of her nipples swapping between them, her moans grow louder and I feel her hips squirming, a subtle sign that I'm arousing her down there as well, after a few minutes of playing with her breasts I sit up and pull my pyjama top off, she watches my every move and I think she's going to tell me to stop but she doesn't, instead she sits up as well and start to pull her shirt down her arms once its off she throws it on the floor on top of mine, she lies back down and runs her hands up my chest and then runs them slowly back down until she reaches the waistband of my pants, she grabs the band and uses it to pull me down on top of her, I manage stop myself by putting my hands on the mattress before my full body weight goes on top of her as I know my weight will hurt her, I kiss her again and she responds immediately kissing me back, I start kissing her neck making my way down her chest and stomach, stopping at her trousers, I look up to see if she's ok and since she makes no move to stop me, I start to slide her trousers down her legs and surprisingly she lifts her hips to make things easier for me, I throw her trousers on the floor and turn my attention to between her legs, as I lean down so my head is between them, I see her propping herself up to see what I'm doing, I start to kiss and suck the inside of her thigh and she tips her head back in pleasure.
As she starts to moan again I start to make my way towards her intimate part, when I reach it I gently place a kiss where her entrance would be through her panties, she gasps in shock but doesn't protest, encouraged by her reaction I grab her panties and start to slide them down, once again she aides me by lifting her hips this only encourages me more, her panties join the other clothing on the floor, I settle between her legs again and cautiously place a kiss on her clit, she moans and I take that as a good sign, I slowly and gently wrap my mouth around her clit and start to suck on it, she moans in pleasure and collapses back onto the bed, I release her now very swollen clitoris and turn my attention to her entrance, I slowly slip my tongue inside her and hear her practically scream In pleasure, I then remove my tongue and slip a finger in to test how tight she is and how gentle and slow I'll have to be to make this a less painful for her as possible, I can feel straight away that she is very tight and I will have to be extra careful when I enter her, I push another finger into her attempting to stretch her as far as I can to make her less tight, when she won't stretch anymore I slip my fingers out and climb off the bed, I take a few minutes to admire her beautiful body as this is the first time I've gotten to really see it.
"are you sure you want this baby" I ask her
She bites her lip and nods her head, I grab the waist band of my trousers and slowly lower them letting them fall to the floor, I step out of them and kick them to the side, I climb back on top of her in the missionary position, I gently kiss her lips then start to kiss her neck, I'm trying to relax her as I can feel she's tensed up knowing we're getting closer to me entering her, I move my hand down and grab my manhood angling it up to her entrance, she tenses even more.
"baby I know its hard because you're nervous but I need you to try and relax or it be more painful for you" I explain to her, she nods her head and starts to take a couple of deep breaths, I feel her relax a little bit and realise it the best I'm going to get.
I slowly start to ease myself inside of her, she's soaking wet and it makes it easier for me to enter her at first she moans in pleasure but then suddenly gasps in pain when I press against the layer of skin, I give a few seconds then start to push against it, I feels like and elastic band, just stretching until it finally snaps, as I gently push against it I see a tear slip from her eye.
"I know baby it should snap in a minute then hopefully the pain will ease" as soon as I've said this I feel the band of skin snap and my girl gives a moan of relief, I gently push myself the rest of the way in fully penetrating her, I hold still to let her get used to me being in there, I start to stroke her hair to her relax, after a few moments I start to move again slowly thrusting in and out her, at first she moans in pain because she's still a bit tender, but as she gets used to it I feel her relax more and her moans become filled with pleasure again, I feel her hips buck against mine and know she's trying to move with me and match my rhythm, I move my hand down to her hips and start to move them against mine to help her, once she has the hang of moving her hips in sync with mine, I move my hand back up to cup her cheek and kiss her passionately, I feel her walls start to clench and I know she's getting close, I can also feel myself starting to build and my penis is starting throb inside her, our moans are bouncing off the walls and I wouldn't be a bit surprised if the whole floor could hear us, but I don't care, she's finally mine in every way, I've finally had her, she screams in pleasure as she reaches her climax, and with one last thrust I pour my seed into her, I gently roll over so she's lying on top of me and we're embracing.
As the last drop of my semen pours into her and I feel myself becoming soft I realise my mistake, I forgot the most important thing, protection, I don't even know if she's on the pill, finally soft and back to normal size my penis slips out of her, I feel her tense and know that it hurt.
"sorry I forgot, I should gently pulled myself out" I apologise
"its ok" she says and I can hear the sleepiness in her voice
"are you ok, your not too sore" I ask her
"no, its more like a dull ache" she answers.
"how do you feel" I ask her
"like I'm in heaven" she say's
"please don't say that" I say
"why what's wrong baby" she asks worried
"because the thought of you leaving me to go to heaven is to unbearable, I can't even think of losing you, it would be my worst nightmare come true" I can feel the tears coming as I remember my dream
"you even had the nightmare to prove it" she says
"don't remind me, standing there watching as he forced himself inside you and I couldn't do anything about it-"
"Shhhhh, baby don't upset yourself, it was just a dream, its over now" she reassures me.
"I hate the thought of ruining this, but are you on the pill by any chance" I ask her.
She bits her lip and shakes her head.
"shit I got so wrapped up in you I forgot to put a condom on, I'm sorry" I tell her
"its ok, I know it would be too soon and unfair because of the long distance, but I would be honoured to have your baby tong Po" she confesses
"ditto baby" I grin at her and she smiles back.
"we should probably get some sleep" I tell her, she nods her head sleepily, and snuggles in it doesn't take us long to fall asleep.