Chapter 9

Sian pov

I'm lying cuddled up to tongs chest, I'm awake but have my eyes closed, I'm not ready to wake up yet, as lie there I think back to last night, after telling me about his dream then asking me to let him cherish me I couldn't say no, and when I felt how pleasurable it was to feel his bare skin on mine I knew that I couldn't wait any longer, and so we made love and I let him take my virginity, it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would but it was still pretty sore, tong was really gentle and tender with me and I love him for that, I smile as I remember how amazing it felt having every inch of him inside me, I felt like I had finally found my place in the world and that nothing could ever tear us apart, I feel tong move and open my eyes and look up at his face to be met by sparkling brown eyes looking down at me.

"Hey" I whisper

"Hey strawberry" he whispers back.

"How did you sleep" I ask him

"The first or second time we fell asleep" he asks

"The second time, I think it might be best if we both try to forget about the first time" I say referring to his dream.

"I slept ok, I didn't wake up again and I didn't have anymore bad dreams" he answers

"Did you have any nice dreams last night" I ask him.

"Yeah I actually had a really perfect one" he says.

"Really, will you tell me about it" I ask him.

"Well after I fell back asleep, I started to dream that I didn't go to sleep and instead you gave yourself to me and we made love and it was perfect, oh but wait we're both naked, how did that happen" he say's the last part in a teasing voice.

"Because it wasn't a dream" I say

"I know, it was far to perfect and amazing to be a dream" he says and he leans forward and kisses me, I kiss him back and as it starts to heat up he moves so he's on top of me, I can feel him growing and hardening against my hip, I groan as I feel how huge he is, he suddenly breaks the kiss.

"I thought you would be too sore to go again so soon" he says

"No, its not as sore as I thought it would be, I really loved last night, you felt amazing and I want to feel you inside me again, just be gentle ok" I tell him.

"I'll always be gentle with you baby" he says and without another word he slides into me slowly and gently, I feel a slight twinge of pain but its not nearly as bad as last night, as tong starts to move the pleasure quickly takes over and our moans are even louder than last night, instead of him having to help me like last night I manage to move my hips in sync with his easily.

I feel myself building up to my climax and I can also feel him starting to pulse inside me, his movements become more urgent and I know he's getting close.

"OHHHHHHHH TONG" I scream as I climax.

"Ohhhhh baby" he moans as he also reaches his climax, we lie still as his seed pours into me, I realise that yet again he hasn't put a condom on, I don't even think we have any, but I don't care as I said last night to have his child growing inside me would be a dream come true.

As he finally stops coming he gently slides himself out of me and rolls over so he's lying beside me, I turn over and cuddle into him.

"I love you waan jai" he says

"I love you too dragon, what did that word mean" I ask him.

"Waan jai, it means sweetheart in Thai" he answers.

"Awwwwww you called me a pet name in your own language, if that's not romance I don't know what is" I say with a giggle

He chuckles at me, I'm about to say something else when we hear a door open and close and whispered voices.

"I think they're still sleeping, we should probably wake them its getting pretty late in the afternoon" I instantly recognise the voice of my mum but before we have the chance to tell them to wait and we're not decent they burst into the room, we both jump up to make sure we're covered.

"Oh my gosh, we're so sorry we thought you were still sleeping so we came to wake you and ask if you wanted to continue exploring, we didn't realise that you were enjoying some intimate time together" my mum says

"Its ok, I actually know where some of Thailand's temples are, I can take you to some of them if you want" tong says

"Oh that would be fantastic, at least then you and Sian also get the day together, we'll be like one happy family, well we'll wait in the main room while you get dressed" and with that my parents leave the room and shut the door with them.

Tong and I look at each other and burst out laughing with embarrassment, after a few minutes we manage to calm our laughter down and get out of bed to get dressed we both walk into the bathroom and reach for the shower button at the same time, realising we were about to do the same thing, he back away towards the bedroom.

"You can go first" he says.

"Or you could join just join me" I tell him

He smiles and starts to walk back over to me, I reach up and switch on the shower, just as I step in tong steps in after me, he cups my cheeks and kisses me, I kiss him back and he pins me against the shower wall so the hot water is cascading down over the both of us.

We're back in the bedroom and I'm just finishing getting dressed, I'm wearing a sky blue halter dress with flat pumps to match.

I walk into the living room to see my parents discussing kickboxing with tong, I smile glad at how much they like him, tong looks up and sees me, I've never seen a man smile that much before, he's off the couch and in front of me before I can even speak, he pecks me on the lips and I blush as it brings back memories of our heated activities in the shower, I had heard shower sex was good but I never expected it to be that good, I have no idea why I wanted to wait, we've had sex three times now, and every single time it has been amazing, my parents are now waiting by the door since we're all ready to go.

"So kids have a nice shower" Sean asks

"Yeah why" I ask

"Oh we already heard how nice it was, by the sounds of things it was a lot better than nice" my mother pipes up.

"Exactly what did you guy's hear" I ask them.

"Oh you know ordinary shower sounds, running water, moaning, and a few screams here and there" my mum answers.

"You heard us" I squeak out.

"No dear, tong was nice and quiet and respectable, you however screamed the whole hotel down" mum says

"Oh god no" I say as I bury my face in tongs chest from embarrassment, he chuckles and nuzzles my neck.

"So we ready to go" Sean asks and I'm grateful for the change in subject.

"Yes I think we are, and I wouldn't worry to much about it dear, it was mostly tong we heard last night, and then it was a combination this morning so its not all on you" mum says, I look up to see tong looks horrified, and I can't help but giggle, then I realise what she said.

"You heard us then as well" I gasp out.

"Yes, though we didn't really hear you last night, we didn't hear you until this morning that's why we assumed you were sleeping again" mums says

"Last night was the first time we'd had sex, and it was my first time" I explain why I was so quiet last night.

"Oh, that explains it then, you better have been gentle with my daughter Mr Po" mum adds

"He was mum" I reassure her.

"Just be careful both of you" Sean says

"What's that supposed to mean" I say annoyed.

"What Sean means is that by making love you are fully committing yourselves to each other, which also means you have to be prepared for the long distance, you have to commit to making it work, I hope you've discussed what you're going to do, you only have four days left" mums tells us.

"No, there's no way time has gone by that fast, it can't be" my voice is breaking and I can feel the tears coming.

"I'm sorry to say, I know this is going to hurt you both but its true, we go back home in four days" mum says.

"No" I say and it barely a whisper, I turn and run into the bedroom shutting the door behind me, I throw my self down on the bed and sob my heart out, it can't be almost over already, I hear whispered voices.

"I'll go and check on her, I'm not sure if she still wants to go out" I recognise tongs voice and savour every word, I hear the door open and close, I hear footsteps approaching the bed, then feel the bed dip, I turn around so I'm facing him as he lies down beside me and I curl up against his chest and sob, because I can't go, it hurts to much, I'm not strong enough to be without him, I cling onto him for dear life.

"Shhhh baby its ok, we'll find a way, I know it hurts but just know I'll never give up on us, because I love you" he reassures me, and I'm so grateful to hear him say that.

"I'll never give up on us either, I love you to".