Chapter 14
Sian pov
I'm startled awake by the sound of a blood curdling scream, I bolt upright and look beside me to see tong moaning and crying beside me, his eyes are squeezed shut so he must be asleep still, I realise he's having a nightmare, I reach over and gently try to wake him.
"Tong its ok, I'm right here, it's just a dream baby come back to me" he stills and I feel him relax slightly, his eyes shoot open and look at me, he's panting from the stress.
"Shhh, its ok baby, I'm here it was just a dream, you're safe" I reassure him.
He sits up so he's facing me and snuggles into me, his head buried in the crook of my neck and his arms wrapped around my waist.
"You ok handsome" I ask him and I feel him nod against my neck, he stays like that for what feels like ages but I don't mind, if it makes him feel better then so be it, he lets out a deep sigh and I shiver as his breath tickles me, I can feel the familiar dampness pooling in my panties, I don't make a move though, he might not feel like it after having a nightmare and I don't want to make him feel guilty later on for saying no, so I just sit there and let him cuddle me.
A few minutes later and he moves his hand down to my thigh and starts to gently stroke it, it feels like a pipe has burst in my panties, just this one simple thing makes me nearly combust, he has so much control over my body it's unreal, but I wouldn't have it any other way, he moves his hand further up and I know he can feel the wetness as it is soaked my thighs as well, the next thing I know he grabs my hips and pushes me down on the bed, he crushes his lips to mine, I immediately start to kiss him back and before I know it he's sliding himself in me.
I'm lying on top of tong, still feeling the aftershocks of my orgasm, tong has calmed down from his dream, he hasn't really said anything to me since he woke, I wonder if he wants to talk.
"Hi" I say cautiously.
"Hi" I hear him whisper back.
"Are you ok" I ask him.
"I'm fine" he answers.
"Do you want to talk about your dream" I ask him.
"No" he says it so quickly it almost sounds like he's snapping at me and I wince.
"Ok sorry I asked" I say and I roll off his chest to the other side of the bed and get up, grabbing a robe I put it on and walk to the front room, as I leave I look at the small digital clock and see that it's 7.00am in the morning, I walk to the couch and lay down on it, after a few minutes of quietness I hear footsteps and the bedroom door opening.
"Sian" I hear him call, I can her that his voice is softer now, but it still hurts that he snapped at me so I ignore him.
He comes over to the couch and sits on the small table in front of it.
"I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to snap at you, these nightmares are fucking with my head" he tries to explain.
"I just wanted to see if you were ok" I ask and I can hear the sobs in my voice.
"I know and I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to snap or be dry with you, it's just I know that as soon as the night of the match comes, he'll want me to do something bad to Kurt Sloan just like everyone else, and then you're leaving soon and god only know when we'll see each other again and its all just getting to much" he explains.
"I know, but it's effecting me just as much as you, I don't want to leave, I don't want you to have to go back to living that life, but I also don't take it on you like you just did with me" I tell him.
"I know, I shouldn't have done it, and I really am sorry" he's pleading with me to forgive him but I just need some time.
"I need to think for a while, I'm just going to lay here for a bit" I tell him.
He gets up and walks back into the bedroom getting the message that I want to be alone, after only a few minutes there's a knock on the door, tong comes out to answer it whilst I turn around to face the back of the couch and pretend to be asleep, I hear my mother and Sean's voice and tong invites them in.
"Is there something wrong with Sian" Sean asks.
"It looks like she fell asleep, she came through here to be alone, to be away from me" I hear tong say sadly and my heart breaks.
"Why what's happened" I hear mum ask.
"We've had a bit of a fight" tong explains.
"Why don't we go into the bedroom so you can explain without disturbing her" Sean suggests, I hear their footsteps and the bedroom door being closed over but not tight, I can still hear everything they're saying.
"Right, now tell us what's wrong son, maybe we can help you fix this" Sean says.
"I had a nightmare this morning and I woke up screaming, I woke Sian up and she held me and tried to comfort me, I needed to feel loved and so we made love, afterwards when we were lying cuddling, she asked me if I was ok and if I wanted to talk about it, I didn't mean to but I snapped at her, everything is just getting to much for me and I just snapped, she's upset with me and won't talk to me, I can't blame her, I just hope she doesn't hate me" he explains and this time I can hear the tears in his voice.
"It's alright, I'm sure she will forgive you, just let her rest and think then try talking to her later" mum suggests.
"Are you sure" tong asks.
"Yes, it's obvious how she feels about you, she loves you, she won't end it over a small thing like this" mum reassures him.
"Ok, if you're sure" he agrees with them.
"Well we'll head back out and leave you with her for when she wakes up, good luck son" Sean says and I hear the door open and their footsteps as they leave.
Tong closes and locks the door after letting them out, I hear him coming over to the couch and I keep my eyes shut still pretending to be asleep, he gently turns me so I'm on my back, he then lifts me bridal style and carries me into the bedroom, he puts me on the bed and pulls the covers over me, I hear him moving away and think he's leaving the room, but then the bed dips and I'm pulled into his strong arms.
"I'm so sorry, please don't hate me, I never meant to hurt you, I love you" he starts sobbing and I'm overwhelmed by the love he is pouring onto me, so much so that I can't be upset with him anymore.
"I love you to" I whisper and he freezes.
"Sian" he whispers back, I turn around to face him and wipe away the tears coming from his eyes.
"Its ok baby, I forgive you" I tell him.
"You don't hate me" he asks.
"I could never hate you" I tell him and launch myself at him, we make out like a pair of teenagers and in between kisses tong repeatedly apologizes, finally I can not hear another apology.
"Would you stop apologizing and just make love to me" and he does.
It's mid afternoon and tong and I are sitting in a park, well I'm sitting he's training for his match, he asked me to come along since we don't have a lot of time left together, and I'm not going to lie the view from where I'm sitting is pretty great, and I don't mean the Thailand view, I mean the view of watching tong, he's already called me a pervert because I said I wouldn't mind watching him do it naked, he made me sit under a tree for some shade so I'm somewhat protected from the sun, he doesn't want a repeat of that day on the beach where I passed out from the sun, we've moved on from our disagreement this morning and we have thoroughly made up and also made out a couple times like teenagers, I smile as tong stops the exercise he's doing and comes to sit beside me for a rest and a drink, I giggle as he demolishes a full bottle of water
"Feeling a bit thirsty are we" I giggle at him.
"Only a little bit" he chuckles back.
"I'm still enjoying the view" I tell him.
"I thought as much" he chuckles again.
"That's me done for the day anyway, want to head back to the hotel, I want to have a shower before we decide on what to do for dinner" he says.
"Yeah sure lets go" I stand up and we start to walk back to the hotel, the park wasn't far so we decided it would be nice to walk for a change.
When we get back to the hotel I notice my parents are sitting in the beer garden attached to the restaurant, I ask tong if we can pop out to see them so they know everything is fine between us, he agrees, we walk out and I call to mum, both their heads raise and they smile when they see us holding hands.
"Ahhhhh so the love birds have made up" Sean says laughing.
"Yeah we have" I say.
"We told you so" they say to tong at the same time and I hear him chuckle.
"Anyway we have some good news for you both" Sean says.
"Really what is it" I ask them.
"Well we thought that since you're so worried about tong being in this match and we'll admit we are a bit worried as well, and so we have postponed our flight to Sunday morning, so we will be able to go to the match and support tong" mum says.
"Are you guys joking" I ask shocked.
"No, we're really staying a few days longer" they say.
I have never wanted to scream with joy but it seems like a good time to I hold it down not wanting to embarrass myself.
"Thank you guys so much" I choke out.
"It's about time you had a family behind you son, and we're honoured to be that family if you'll have us" they say and standing up they both pull tong into a hug.
"Any room for me in there" I ask, and they pull me in as well, we're in a small circle hugging each other.
After spending time in the beer garden with my parents and then having dinner with them we retreat to our room so tong can have a shower, he convinces me to join him and even asks if I would prefer a bath, I disagree and stick with the shower, I don't want a repeat of last night that water was freezing, after our shower we spend the rest of the night deciding what to do tomorrow, we decide to spend the day with tong showing me around the rest of the markets, we intend to kiss each other goodnight once we're in bed but it gets a little to heated and we end up making love, not that I'm complaining, in fact it's fast becoming my new favourite bed time hobby.