He held me until I stopped crying and then pulled me to my feet. "I don't want to go down there!" I said. He stopped but took me to his room instead. "I'll be back!" He whispered. He returned with a bowl of fruit in his hand and handed it to me as he sat down on the bed. I ate most of it but then put the left overs on the night stand. He was watching me careful. "Seth stop it! I'm not going to blow up again!" I said. He laughed softly and kissed the side of my hair. I sighed at the shower of affection and leaned into his chest. "What did Sam want?" I asked. "To give us the weekend off so we could be here to protect you guys!" He said and I nodded. I yawned and stretched backwards. He rubbed his hands down my arms and around the outside of my breasts. I moaned a little and he laughed. I turned to look at him and he smiled. "Didn't know you had it in you!" He laughed. I slapped his arm playfully and stuck out my tongue. He laughed harder so I stood. "Uhn uh! Where do you think you're going?" He asked as he grabbed my waist and brought me back to him. "Nowhere!" I said. He laughed and turned me so he could kiss me. I couldn't help the heat that spread through my body as I straddled his waist. He groaned and pulled back. I pressed down and he groaned again. "You don't play fair!" He said and I giggled. "Not when it comes to you!" I smiled. He kissed me again and pulled me closer. I felt the spin and he put me on the bed and laid on top of me. He kept his weight off me by using his forearm. "You really are beautiful!" He breathed. "Are you trying to butter me up?" I asked. "Just a little! Come outside with me!" He said. I immediately shot up and shook my head. "Belle I will be with you every step of the way! I promise! You can't get over the fear until you face it! We won't try the car yet! Just come stand outside with me for just a few minutes!" He said. "Seth, I'm scared!" I said. "I know babe but do you really think I would let anything happen to you?" He asked. "No! I just-oh Seth it was all my fault! If I had just left her where she was then they could have saved her!" I said. Tears welled in my eyes as I covered my face. "Belle what are you talking about?" He asked. I noticed Nessie and Jake had come into the room when I looked up. "They never said anything but I heard them talking that night. Oh god Ness! The doctor told my parents that if I hadn't moved her then she could have been saved! I killed her Ness!" I said. "No you didn't!" She growled. "He told them I did!" I screamed before covering my mouth in horror. "Who told them that?" She asked. I shook my head violently but she grabbed my upper arms and shook me. Seth growled at her and shot Jake a look. "Grandpa! Ness he told them that me moving her was what killed her! He said that I killed her!" I cried. She lifted my chin and made me look at her. "Tell me what happened!" She said. "I only remember lights and then the impact! When I woke up we were trapped! I couldn't get out because my leg was trapped between the dash and the seat! There was blood everywhere! I managed to get my leg out and crawl out the windshield. I was screaming for help! Everything was hurting so bad! I just wanted help! Jazzy was knocked out still. The steering wheel was practically buried in her chest. I pulled her free and was pulling her back up to the road when she woke up. Ness, she knew she was going to die! She told me she was! I was screaming for help but they weren't coming fast enough! The paramedics said that she was dead before they even got to us! At the hospital the doctor said that she had her chest crushed and that one of her ribs had punctured her lungs and a kidney. He said that the wheel was holding everything in place so she wasn't bleeding inside. He told them that when I moved her the bleeding started. He said that she would have died within minutes! Grandpa told them that meant if I hadn't moved her then she could have been saved! Everyone was saying it was my fault!" I cried. "Belle you tried to help her! You didn't know! If that had been me I would have pulled you out!" She said. "It was supposed to be us Ness! That was the day we had that huge fight over Jake and you screamed at me to go away! Jazzy took me to the mall to have some fun! Like we planned!" I said. "I don't remember that fight!" Jake said. "I do! Belle was mad because we planned to go shopping but you called! You asked me to come to the beach so I cancelled on her! We were both so mad and I screamed that I hated her and wished she would just go away! I remember Jazzy was pulling her away! She kept telling us to stop fighting! Then she said she would go with you instead!" Nessie said. "Yeah! She kept calling me Bumble Bee! I hated that nickname so much! Then she called me Bee and I stopped! That's how I got that nickname! My dear sweet sister started it!" I laughed through my tears. "Do you remember what you called her?" Ness asked. "Ummmm it was...flor! I remember calling her flower and Uncle Peter taught me the Spanish word for it! She asked why I called her that and I told her because I was her little Bee who would always come home to her favorite flower at night! She loved it! Whenever I called her Jazzy after that she thought I was upset with her!" I laughed. "We had good times with her. She always kept us laughing! She wants us to be happy! She was sister in ever since of the word but you Bee is my best friend! Always my best friend!" Ness smiled. "Hey!" Jake complained. "You know you mean way more than that to her! Stop it!" I said. He just gave a playful growl before picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder.