A/N: Wow I have to say I was surprised to see that many reviews this morning and quite a few feared that Ana is the daughter. Well you have to read the chapter to find out, but don't worry too much ;) Again thank you for all the reviews, favs and follows. I hope you enjoy the chapter.
Disclaimer: I don't own FSOG or anything related to it.
Christian's POV
Her daughter what the fuck is she talking about and before I have the change to utter a single word my Dad is on his feet.
"Taylor get them out of here right now!" he yells and Taylor and Sawyer get them out all the while Elena is laughing like a lunatic and yelling that that was just the start.
"Dad what is going on what daughter?" I ask and notice that my parents are both very pale and they look scared if I'm not mistaken.
"Christian it... we should have told you years ago, but you are so full of hate for Ella and everything about her, which of course is understandable, but we feared how you would react. So we never told you or Mia."
"Told us what Mom?" Mia demands. "When Christian had just turned 6 we got a call from the social worker that helped us with adopting your brothers in Detroit. We became friends with him and he told us about you Mia." My mom starts to cry so my Dad continues for her.
"Mia you were very sick when you were born. Your birthmother was drug addicted and so you were born addicted. There were other things that your mother can explain better than I can due to her medical background. So when we got the call all we knew was that there was a 4 weeks old babygirl that would need a long time in the hospital before it could be adopted and even then would probably be in need of special care for a long time."
"Wait so I was that sick Daddy. I mean why did you never tell me?"
"Because it is way more complicated Mia. Your mother and I went to Detroit to meet you and we fell in love with you and only after that the social worker told us who your mother was. We wanted you to be part of our family so we decided to keep this to ourselfs. When we got you home with 6 months you were a perfectly healthy baby and especially Christian adored you it was you who got him to talk. The first word he ever said was your name we were afraid that would change if you all knew."
"Knew what" I snap and inwardly I know what he is about to say.
" That Mia is your half-sister. She is Ella's daughter. She had sex with some of the male prison staff to make them look away when she bought drugs from other inmates. That's how she got pregnant with Mia. She was already declared unfit to parent and wouldn't even look at Mia after she was born. Hell that woman used drugs left and right knowing she was pregnant. Christian we just..." I can not listen to this shit any longer.
" You wanted just what? You fucking lied to me for 22 years. You brought her here into my home a piece of that god damned whore." Fuck I am so angry I need to get out of here. I get up but Mia grabs my hand. " Do not touch me!" I hiss shake her off and storm out of the house.
Ana's POV
Kate is annoying the crap out of me right now. Eversince we left the patio to give the Grey's some privacy she is chewing me out for not staying there.
"Kate calm down will you?" I snap because right now I've had enough.
"No Jesus Ana we could have known what is going on right now!"
"Kate I will go outside for a few minutes to get some fresh air you are driving me nuts. It's none of our business what is going on. If Elliot wants to share it with you then fine, but until then just stay out of it." I step out of the family room where we were waiting and walk down the hallway. I think I hear Christian yell but I'm not sure. I turn around and suddenly he is storming inside.
" Christian what is going on?" I look at him and his face is a mask of fury, but before I can ask him another question he has reached me picks me up so I'm hanging over his shoulder and continues to storm out of the house.
" Christian what are you doing?" I ask annoyed but again I get no answer but I think we are heading towards the SUV.
" Taylor we are leaving" he hisses once he has reached it and puts me inside the car before he gets in himself.
"Wait what about Mia?" I ask and he glares at me. "We are not fucking talking about her" he damn near shouts at me and I decide that whatever is going on I better leave him alone until we reach Escala so he can calm down a little.
To say that the ride home was uncomfortable would have been an understatement. I swear I could see the steam coming from Christian's ears. Once Taylor parked the car in the garage Christian jumped out of it and I was relieved when we were finally in the penthouse. But that feeling stayed only for a second or two because just like last week Christian starts to throw things around.
" Miss Steele you better go into the security office and wait until it is over" Taylor says kindly but this time I'm not going to let him do this. To have a meltdown once and behave like that I can understand, but I won't let him make a habit out of it.
" Thank you Taylor, but I'm going to stop him." I know Taylor wants to protest but I'm already inside the greatroom and come to a stop infront of Christian who is cussing and just about to smash his pianobench to pieces.
" Put that down right now!" I yell at him and that got his attention. He stares at me wide eyed and puts the bench back down. " Ok, better. Christian I know you are angry and need to let it out, so get into your room and change into your gym gear I'll await you back here in ten minutes." I use my sternest voice and dutyfully he turns around and leaves for his bedroom. I hurry upstairs and change into my workout clothes so I am back before he is.
Once he is back I grab two water bottles from the fridge and he follows me into the elevator. I press the button for the basement where the gym is and he frowns.
" You think a work out will fucking calm me down?"
" Oh believe me big guy once I'm finished with you are as calm as a baby." When we are down in the basement I open my gymlocker where Dave, Jose's boyfriend keeps his spare pair of boxing gloves for the occasions he works out down here and I ask Christian to sit down on the wooden bench in the middle of the room.
" You have boxing gloves?"
" No, they belong to Dave, Jose's boyfriend but you can use them now give me your hands I need to tape them." Once I have his hands taped and the gloves fastened we enter the gym and walk straight to the punching bag.
" You're angry here beat the shit out of the punching bag." I tell him and though he looks not convinced that it will help he starts to punch the bag while I use the crosstrainer.
An hour later he has punched the bag for 25 minutes, lifted weights and ran on the treadmill. He is dripping with sweat but looks a lot calmer.
" Feeling better?" I ask with a smile. " Yeah actually a lot."
" Good now come on we both need a shower, after that I will fix us lunch and then you will tell me what happened."
" Since when are you so bossy?" he says surprised. " You needed that Christian. I don't mean this to sound rude but your behavior upstairs was completely fucked up. I get that you are angry and if it's a one time thing that you feel the need to destroy your furniture well I get it, but I'm not watching you do that whenever something pisses you off. That's not acceptable you are a grown man you need to find a better outlet for your anger issues."
" I had one" he murmurs petulantly. "Why did you stop if it worked?"
" Well shit Ana you want to know what I do when I'm stressed out. I take the first girl I can find home and fuck her or use the services of an escort. Now with you I can't do that because all I fucking want is you and I can't use you like I used them." he hisses but I'm not mad actually I feel better knowing that he won't have sex with any other woman even if I'm not ready to have sex with him.
" Ok umm..." I have no idea what to say so I bite my lip and he groans. " For the love of God Ana do not bite your fucking lip."
" Why?"
" Because it makes me want to fuck you even more!"
" Sorry" I murmur. Shit now I have to watch this and most of the time I don't even realise that I'm biting my lip.
Once we are back at the penthouse we both take a shower and I change into jeans and t-shirt before I make my way to the kitchen and start to fix us something for lunch.
"What did you put on the sandwiches" I hear Christian behind me. " Turkey, green apple and brie cheese with honey mustard and some lettuce"
" Well I never had that before" he mutters and I place his plate and a glass of water in front of him on the breakfast bar and sit down next to him with my food.
" So what happened?"
" Can we eat first? This is good and I know I will lose my appetite if I have to talk about it now." I nod and we eat our lunch in silence. Once we have both finished our lunch I quickly put the dishes in the dishwasher and we sit down on the sofa.
" Mia is my sister." Christian says in a cold voice.
" Umm ok I knew that."
He jumps to his feet and starts to pace. " No she is my fucking half sister. My birthmother's daughter. My parents lied to me my whole life. They know how much I hate her and that I don't want anything related to her near me and now... Fuck!"
Wow that's really fucked up. " How does Mia think about this?"
" Do you think I give a fuck. I don't want to have anything to do with her!"
" Christian that's crazy she is the same girl she was this morning when we left to have brunch with your family. That hasn't changed I understand that you are upset with your parents but this is not Mia's fault."
" No, but now she is just another reminder of my fucked up past."
" That is not true. She is your baby sister Christian. You love her and nothing changes just because you share the same genes. You shouldn't be here talking to me but at Bellevue talking to her."
Christian scoffs. " Says the girl that hasn't spoken to her sister in 4 years." Ouch that hurt and suddenly I want him to know because maybe it will help him.
" Sit down, I want to tell you why I'm not talking to her." He looks surprised. " Ana you don't have to if your not ready."
" Come on sit down." He sits down beside me and I take a deep breath.
" My sister Jenny was always my best friend. She is only 20 months younger than I am and we did almost everything together. When I started the dancing it got a little less but she was still my best friend. As a teenager I never had a lot of friends, I was very insecure and so I spent my time between school, dancing and hanging out with my sister.
Jenny and I couldn't have been more different if we tried. I was shy and insecure, while she was bubbly and had tons of friends. In school I was one of the those girls who would just sit in a corner and read a book without anyone noticing her. That changed when I started my junior year in highschool.
I had a crush on a boy from the football team for more than a year. His name was Josh Henderson and one day in the first week of junior year he came to me and asked me if I wanted to meet him after school and watch him at his football practise. Of course I was so stunned that I stuttered like an idiot and blushed 70 shades of scarlet but I agreed.
I watched him at his practise and later we had a coke at the diner and he ask me on a date. I couldn't wait to go home and tell my sister. She was so thrilled for me as she was the only one I ever told that I had a crush on Josh.
Well to make this short we became a couple and dated all through junior and senior year. I was so in love with him but still insecure about my body. You know the typical girl thing like my boobs are too small and my ass too big. I feared he wouldn't like my body so when he wanted to have sex with me I chickened out. He was very understanding and wouldn't push me into having sex with him. I guess I was stupid to think that a teenage boy would actually be ok to have a girlfriend that doesn't want to have sex with him." I snort thinking about how stupid I was and get up to get me a glass of wine.
" Do you want a glass of wine, too?"
" Yes, but Ana if this is too painful for you..."
" It's ok" I answer get the wine and sit back down.
" It was the day after our final exams in highschool. I was supposed to be in a dance competition with Jose in Seattle, but all I could think of was that I didn't want to wait any longer. So I spoke to Jose and he convinced me that it was ok to not enter the competition. Instead I took him shopping with me and got some fancy underwear, a nice dress and heels. I went all out and even managed to find someone who was willing to buy a bottle of champagne for me.
When I arrived at Josh's house I decided to surprise him. I knew he was there because his car was in the driveway, so I took the sparekey from were his parents always hid it and got into the house. I was so freaking nervous but I just told myself that this is normal so I went upstairs opened the door to his room and found him banging the hell out of my sister."
I stop when Christian gasps. " He cheated on you with your sister?"
" Oh it was more than him cheating on me. I don't know how long I kept standing there. It was like I couldn't move and then the bottle of champagne slipped from my hand and crashed to the floor. They both looked up shocked to find me there and suddenly Josh started to laugh.
He was laughing at me and Jenny she was just staring at me. There was nothing on her face no shock or surprise she just stared with no emotion at all. I asked him how he could do this to me, how they could do this me. And then he told me. It was all a plan.
Apparantly Jenny and Josh started to see each other before we started to date and she told him that I had a lot of money. She was jealous that I got the money from my birthfather and could do whatever I wanted with it once I would be 21 and she had to work for a living.
So they came up with a plan. He would try to get me as his girlfriend. Marry me right after highschool and divorce me after a couple of years so he could get part of my money and have a nice life with my sister.
When I realised that my boyfriend and my sister betrayed me that much I couldn't stand to stay in that house for another second. I just ran out of the house got into my car and started to drive. While I was driving I couldn't stop crying and just kept driving faster and faster.
I was outside of Montesano on an old road and then I saw that big old tree and I kept thinking it would be so easy to make the pain go away. That no one would really care if I was no longer there. So I closed my eyes and floored the gas pedal. When I woke up I was in a hospital bed and four weeks had past.
I had both legs broken in several places, a fractured skull, five broken ribs, a broken collar bone and my pelvis was broken. They doctors told me that I would never be able to dance again. I was so depressed at first I didn't want any kind of therapy but my parents and Jose wouldn't give up on me. They knew what happened as Jenny had told them but she never came to see me.
I was in the hospital and rehab for nearly three months. When I was back home Jenny wouldn't even look at me. At first I didn't want to either but then I couldn't take it any longer, but she just wouldn't talk. I was supposed to start college a year late but convinced my parents that I had to get out so I went to college. I worked everyday on getting back to a place where I could dance and in the end I proved my doctors wrong and was able to dance again.
I met Kate and my life became somewhat normal, though I promised myself that I would never fall in love again so I couldn't get hurt like that ever again. But you know what. It isn't Josh who hurt me the most it was my sister. And I know this might sound crazy but I still love her and I miss her terribly.
I tried to talk to her whenever I was back home. I yelled at her, I begged her to talk to me and tried to remind her of all the things we did together, but she would never say a single word. Hell she wouldn't even look at me. I don't know if she feels guilty or if she is angry with me or if she just doesn't care at all. But it's killing me and that christmas eve I told you about I just completely lost it and when I hit her she wouldn't do anything. When I realised that I had beat my own sister I became too scared to see her again. I miss her every day, I miss the crazy things she said and did, I miss her laughing I just miss my babysister." I have to take a deep breath to stop myself from crying and take Christian's hand before I continue.
" You love your sister. I can understand that you are angry, but if you don't talk to her or your family then that damned cougar has won Christian. This is exactly what she wanted. If you want to be angry, then be angry with Elena or your parents because they haven't told you earlier but don't punish Mia for something she can't change."
" How can you still love your sister after she betrayed you like that, fuck you tried to commit suicide and you still care about her?" Christian looks at me as if I am crazy and I can understand that this must sound crazy to him.
" Look Christian, it's simple she was 16 when I caught them, 14 when it started and I don't think it was her plan. Jenny was always naive and I until now I believe he talked her into it and made her look like the bad one in the story when he told me their plan.
I might be wrong but that is why I can't let go of it not even after 4 years. I just need to hear her side of the story and yes I love my sister because it is not that easy to just stop loving someone you have been with all your life. That's why I know that you still love your sister and that's why I am asking you to go back to Bellevue now and talk to her."
" Ana I... I don't think I can I will probably get bat shit crazy at my parents and..."
" Please and try to see it from their point of view. Maybe they were afraid that you wouldn't accept Mia or even treat her badly once you knew and you can't forget Elliot."
" What about him?"
" Oh Christian come on. Up until now you all thought you weren't related by blood. Now Mia and you are biological siblings and maybe your parents feared that he would feel left out in the family once they would tell you."
"He is still my brother nothing has changed."
" And Mia is still your sister."
" She is part of her" he whispers as if in pain. " Yes but you know what else Mia is. She is a part of you. I might not know you for long Christian but I know you well enough to know that you will never forgive yourself if anything would happen to Mia. She adores you Christian. I have never met any other girl who is hero whorshipping both of her brothers as much as Mia does with Elliot and you." This time he actually smiles.
" Yeah she always did that. In her eyes we both walk on water." he snorts at the thought and I smile. " Then don't prove her wrong now and don't you dare and prove that disgusting, old, miserable woman right by letting the fact that Mia is your half sister come between you and your family." I beg him with my eyes to do the right thing and he gets up.
" Fine I'll go but don't look at me like that" he says and tries to sound angry but fails.
" Why hard to say no?" I giggle and he shakes his head exasperated. " Come before I change my mind."
" You want me to come with you?"
" Yes, not for talking with Mia but when I talk to my parents you... you have a calming effect on me." I smile and get up. He calls out for Taylor and once we are in the car I remember something.
" Christian one thing. I know I'm tiny compared to you but that is no reason for you to carry me away like a caveman. I would have followed you if you had asked me."
" I'll keep that in mind Miss Steele" he smirks.
" Thank you Mister Grey."
So now we know what has happened to Ana. I wasn't planing on revealing it at this point of the story but this story has taken a life of it's own so I'll just write want the characters want me to write ;) Next chapter will be up either tomorrow or monday. Until then please leave a review.
Oh and I know that doesn't belong here but how do you feel about Charlie Hunnam dropping out of the FSOG movie? I was totally surprised to read it on twitter and I hope they find a good replacement soon as the beginning of the filming is only 3 weeks away. Who do you hope/think they will pick now?
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