A/N: Most of you want Jenny to be a bitch and I think I know now what to do with her. So thanks for sharing your thoughts with me, it's really helping me to develope this story. I also want to thank all of you who take the time to read this story and I hope I can come up with many more ideas to keep it going for while.
I have an idea for another story but I won't start writing it down until this one is finished because I wouldn't be able to update both stories regularly if I had two ongoing stories.
Disclaimer: All characters belong to E.L. James
Ana's POV
I wake up on monday morning and stretch out in bed. Life can be so good! I had a wonderful weekend with Christian. We spend saturday at the penthouse and talked most of the time about anything that came to mind. I learned so much more about his life with the Grey's, his hobbies and his work.
In turn he asked me everything about my life before we met that he didn't know already. We hit a little rough patch when I remembered that I needed to sort out my birthcontroll again, since I had stopped taking the pill when Elena kidnapped me. I asked Christian if he had a clear bill of health and he got mad thinking I was implying that he wasn't a safe partner for me.
Once I convinced him that I just asked so we wouldn't have to use a condom he made an appointment since his last check up was 6 months ago. My parents came over on saturday to see if I was ok and I was surprised how good Christian and my Mom got along, but then I realised that it was because she was treating him like a son and wouldn't even ogle him for one second. So I guess I don't have to worry about that.
My brother adores Christian. Once Christian told him about his boat Patrick quizzed him about everything related to boats and what Christian's company does at his shipyard. In the end Christian offered him that he could come and work at GEH next summer if he wanted to and Patrick was thrilled.
Kate on the other hand wasn't pleased at all but I told her that I love Christian and no matter what she thinks of him he is the best that has ever happened to me. I guess that and the fact that I couldn't stop smiling all day was enough for her to cool down a little bit. Though I suspect this won't be the last time Kate will bitch about Christian.
Maybe they just need to get to know each other better, I think I need to come up with something they both like to do so I can get them to spend some time together. Though since their dislike for each other is mutual I think I will have to talk to Elliot to come up with a good plan.
Yesterday was perfect. At first Christian wanted to take me gliding but his Mom told us it wasn't a good idea until I'm a little better so Christian took me sailing on his boat. It was amazing and he even let me steer the boat for a while. Well ok he was standing behind me to balance me and take over if needed but it was just amazing.
Today I have a lot to do. Christian had to get up at 5 in the morning because he had a teleconference with a CEO from a company in europe he is interested in and I slept until 8 in the morning. Now I'm showered, dressed and ready to go to the rehab center to start my physical therapy. After that I want to see my gynecologist to get a shot instead of waiting to start the pill again and then I want to go to my apartment and pick up some things.
I hope that Sawyer is here to drive me because driving with my knee is a no go at the moment and I hate to take cabs. I should have asked Christian but I barely woke up enough this morning when he had to get up to give him a quick kiss before I was asleep again. I guess I just have to see if Sawyer is there and has time to drive me.
I leave the bedroom and walk into the kitchen and stop surprised when I find Christian sitting at the breakfastbar.
"You're still here. I thought you were at work already" Christian walks over to me and helps me over to the diningtable where we sit down. "The call I had to make took me until 7 am, then I went for a run and decided to stay to have breakfast with you." he explains and Mrs. Jones comes over to ask me what I want.
"Just some granola with yogurt and cut fruit if you have."
"Of course Miss Steele." Christian frowns at me once she goes back to the kitchen. "What?"
"Since when do you eat granola for breakfast?"
"Since I can't dance or work out at the moment and I don't want to gain weight."
"Ana I don't want you to start some sort of crazy diet just to stay slim, I need you healthy."
"Christian don't worry I'm just staying away from the heavy food for a while. Once I can work out again I go back to what I eat usually." He seems satisfied with that answer and I remember that I need a ride for today.
"Is Sawyer still here?"
"Of course he is, why?"
"Well I need to go to the rehab center today and then I wanted to see if my gynecologist can see me today, I can't driv..." Christian stands up so abruptly that I stop midsentence.
"Ana no! You won't leave the apartment without me. Not today and not until you are fully recovered." What?!
"Christian that's stupid of course I have to go out"
"No you don't!"
"Yes I do have to go out. I need to start my physical therapy I will also have to go back to the hospital to have my stitches removed sometime this week and anyway you can't keep me in here if I want to go out."
Christian starts to pace back and forth glaring at me but I'm not impressed. He can't held me prisoner in his apartment, that's crazy.
"Ana right now you are vunerable. Do you know how easy it would be for some sick fuck to just grab you and kidnap you right now?"
"Christian no one knows about me. Why would someone kidnap me?" He walks over to the breakfastbar and returns with the newspaper. Shit right on top of the gossip news is a picture of us on his boat and the headline says 'Seattle's most eligible bachelor Christian Grey is no longer single' I read through the article and there is my name, what I do..well did for a living and even my parents names are in there. Fuck.
"Ok I can see that this might cause problems, but still I can't stay in here until my knee is healed Christian I will go crazy."
"Well I'd rather have you crazy in here than kidnapped, raped or worse out there somewhere." He kneels in front of me and takes my hands. "Look Ana I can have a therapist to exercise with you come here. If you give me the name of your Doctor I will call him and have him see you here, but right now I don't want you to go out."
Ok, Ana compromise, I tell myself. He is clearly worried and actually I don't want to go out only for paparrazzi to follow me around to get a shot of Christian Grey's girlfriend.
"Fine, I will stay here today. Tomorrow I will find a security guy for me so you don't have to worry."
"No, you have Sawyer."
"Well if he is still following me then what is the problem?" he glares as soon as the question is out and I sigh. "Christian why do I get the feeling you are hiding something from me?"
"Ana can you just do as your told?"
"Not if you don't tell me what is going on."
"God damn it, fuck I'm trying to protect you here Ana. You know how rich I am, do you have any idea how many threats I get every fucking day?"
"Threats? What do you mean?"
"Sicko's who want to kill me, threaten to kidnap my family and now that it is public knowledge that you are my girlfriend you are the best way to press money from me. Because frankly if someone would kidnap you I would give anything I own just to get you back. Those pictures of us went online yesterday and Taylor informed that we already received threats regarding you. I've been through this Ana, I can't take any risk with your safety."
I lean forward and rest my forehead against his. "Ok, I will stay in here, but not until I'm fully healed. There has to be another way Christian. I don't want to stress you or make you worry about my safety, but keeping me in here for long will only lead to arguments between us and I don't want that." He cups my face with both hands and just stares at me like he is fighting some sort internal battle.
"Fine how about this. You will stay in here for a couple of days. In the meantime Taylor is interviewing some guys for your security. You won't go out alone. I want at least 3 guys following you until you are good again. After that I might gone down to two." He looks at me as if to say 'take it or leave it' but if it gives him peace of mind I can live with it for now.
"Ok, agreed, but could one be a woman. It's embarrassing to have three guys with me if I'm buying new panties or have a doctors apointment."
"If Taylor can find a woman that is like 6'3 tall and build like a guy, ok. So I will call my Mom to recommend someone for your physical therapy, there will be someone over around lunchtime I promise. What is the name of your gynecologist?"
" His name is..."
"His?!" Christian jumps to his feet and stares at me as if I have lost my mind. I roll my eyes, what now?
"Yes, his name is..." again I'm interupted. "I don't give a flying fuck what the name of that fucker is. You will not have a male gynecologist. Christ I can not fucking believe this. I will find you a new one. A woman."
Ok that's just crazy and I'm not putting up with it. "Christian Dr. Hammond is a really nice man and..."
"Oh, I see so you like him, do you enjoy it when he is touching your cunt?" Christian is yelling now, but hell now I'm mad.
"For fucks sake Christian he is like 60 years old and if you ever talk about my vagina again and use the c-word for it then you won't be getting any of it even when I'm good to go." Great now I'm shouting too and Christian gapes at me open mouthed.
"You're breaking up with me?" his voice is barely audible and I gasp. "What, no! I'm just saying you don't have be to jealous about my gynecologist Christian and I really hate the c-word it's rude and it grosses me out. You can call my ladyparts however you like but not the c-word."
"So you will still be here when I return from work this evening?"
I get up with my crutches walking over to him and hug him the best I can right now. "I love you Christian. This won't be the last time we are arguing but that doesn't mean that I'm breaking up with you. So yes, I will be here when you return from work tonight and if it bothers you that much I will try to find a female doctor, but you have no reason to be jealous. I made my choice and I chose you, so you are stuck with me now, get used to it." This makes him smile and he leans down to kiss me. When we stop we are both breathless.
"Fuck, now I have to have breakfast with a massive hard on" he groans and I can feel his erection pressing against me. Hmm maybe I could do something about that...
"Come" he looks surprised when I walk into the bedroom and sit down on the edge of the bed. I motion him to come closer and when he is in reaching distance I open first his belt and then his pants.
"Ana what are you...oh fuck" he groans when I pull his pants and boxers down and start to stroke his really impressive erection. "What do you think I am going to do?" I smirk up at him and his eyes are dark with desire. I hope I can do this right, but now there is no going back so I lean down a little and flick my tongue over the head of his erection. He tastes good, fresh and a little salty and when I hear his breathing getting louder I take him into my mouth swirl my tongue around the tip and suck hard.
"Jesus...fuck Ana...that's good baby ...yes keep going" Christian moans and I take him deeper into my mouth and keep sucking and licking his cock. Hmm I like this, I muse while I start to really get into the groove and Christian is getting really loud. Geez everyone in the apartment will know what is happening in here!
"Fuck Ana how far can you go" he growls when I take him in really deep and since I have no idea how deep I can take him in until I have all of him in my mouth and quickly pull back a little.
"Jesus Christ Ana ...fuuuuuckkkk!" he exclaims and I do it over and over again until I feel Christians legs that I am holding for support stiffen. "Ohhh fuucckk Annnnnaaaaaa" and with that he reaches his climax and I have to swollow twice to get it all down before I lick him clean and then tuck him back into his pants.
"Better" I ask with a big grin and peek up at him. "Jesus Christ Ana don't you have any gag reflex" he mutters completely shocked and I start to giggle. "Obviously not, so can we have breakfast now?" I ask and get up but he holds me back.
"Wait, what about you?" I frown not understanding what he wants. "What about me?"
"You took care of me, now I want to take care of you." it takes me a second but then I'm realizing what he wants and I blush. "I'm ok come." again I try to leave but he sits down on the edge of the bed and puts me in his lap.
"Can you sit like this?" I nod and he starts to nuzzle my neck and opens the buttons of my blouse while he is now kissing and sucking on my neck.
"You can always tell me to stop if you feel uncomfortable or don't like want I'm doing, ok?" he whispers into my ear and softly bites my earlobe. "Yes"
Once my blouse is open his hands glide over my belly and up to my breasts leaving a tingling sensation in their wake. I just lean against him and enjoy the feeling of him massaging my breasts and kissing and licking my neck. I moan when he yanks my bra cups down and starts to play with my nipples making them pucker up.
"You have amazing tits baby, one day I will spend hours just licking and sucking on them" he murmurs in a husky voice against my neck and this combined with what he is doing is making me really wet.
"Christian please" I beg though I have no idea what I'm actually begging for. "What do you want baby, do you want me to make you cum?"
"Yes, please" with one hand he unbottons my jeans and then opens the zipper. While one hand is still playing with my right nipple his other hand slides into my panties.
"Your so wet baby, I'm going to make you feel really, really good. Do you touch yourself?" I shake my head and feel his smile against my neck. "Well then I better make this really good for you" he murmurs and his fingers are tracing the lines of my vagina until he spreads my folds a little to rub my clit.
I can't help it my hips start to buck and I grind into his hand that is playing with my most private bodyparts. My moans are getting louder and my hands glide into his hair so I can pull his to me and kiss him. I'm lost it feels like heat is coursing through my veins and when I feel the heat concentrating deep down in my belly he pinches my clit.
I break freak from our kiss cry out and reach my climax. I hear Christian murming something into my ear but it's like his voice is so far away that I can't make out his words. After a couple of moments I come down from my orgasm and look up at him.
"How was that?" he asks with a smile and all I can do is smile back and kiss his lips softly. "Perfect, like you."
10 minutes later we are having breakfast and Christian leaves to go to work promising me he will sort out my physical therapy and a new gynecologist to see me today. I don't think he will manage to make this happen today but to my surprise right after lunch first a woman who introduces herself as Dr. Greene shows up and I decide to have a shot as birthcontroll. Shortly after she has left another woman shows up who introduces herself as Judy my new therapist and so I do my exercises with her.
Later that afternoon Jose comes to visit me and I'm glad to see him. This situation is hard on him too. He told me he doesn't want to find a new partner because no one could ever replace me and he wants to finish his studies and then maybe open his own dance studio.
We are just talking about his plans and I've told him that I would give him the money for his dance studio idea when Sawyer comes into the TV-room carrying a huge wicker basket full of the most beautiful wildflowers.
"This just arrived for you Miss Steele" his says and places it on the coffeetable. "Thank you Sawyer." I murmur and take the card.
For the most beautiful woman in the world.
I love you.
Christian
I know I have the biggest smile on my face and Jose rolls his eyes. "Your boyfriend?"
"Yes" I grin. "Girl you got it really bad" he chuckles when I can't get that goofy grin off of my face.
"I know. Christian is perfect."
"Really, that sounded very different only a couple of weeks ago."
"Oh, he still can be an ass if he wants, but he doesn't have to put that show up with me. Beneath all the rude talking and trying to hold people at bay is the most amazing man I have ever met in my life. It's crazy I know but it's not just that we love each other but we also need each other. We have this connection ... I don't know it's hard to explain."
"So you think he is your soulmate?" Jose asks and I nod. " I feel safe with him. You know when I was with Josh I never felt this secure like for some reason I was holding myself back. With Christian it's nothing like that. I want him to know me like no one else does and I'm not afraid that he won't love me just because I'm running around in my pj's all day or we get into a fight."
"Well, if he wants you after seeing you in those awful pj's you have then it must be love" he teases and I poke my tongue out at him. "They're not awful they are cute!"
"No they are not, but I guess your boyfriend has enough money to provide you with some sexy lingerie and nightwear."
"Maybe I just start to sleep naked" I smirk.
"Ok that's too much information for me Ana. Oh I totally forgot you need to help me come up with a really good idea for Dave's birthday it's his 25th and I want to do something big."
We talk about possible birthday gifts and then Jose has to leave and I take a quick shower and get dressed before Christian arrives and we have dinner, but just as we are about to eat our meal Taylor comes in with a parcel.
"This was just delivered for you Miss Steele. It had no name on it so I opened it. It's safe" Taylor says hands it to me and goes back to his office. I open the parcel remove the tissues and gasps. Inside is an old, blue teddy bear. I take it out and find a card underneath it.
To keep you safe from the monsters.
Jenny
I just sit there holding the teddybear and start to cry. "Ana, baby what is wrong and who send you that old ugly thing" Christian asks and comes to stand by my side. I can't answer and I have no idea what to think, so I just hand him the card. He reads it and I can tell from the look on his face that he is mad.
"Ana do you want me to get rid of this stupid teddybear?" he asks but I shake my head. "It's mine. My biological father gave it to me the day I was born."
"Why did your sister have it then?" Christian takes a chair and pulls it closer, so he can sit right next to me. "When we were kids Jenny thought there was a monster living in her closet. She would wake up at night and cry. My parents had no idea what to do because nothing worked to convince her otherwise.
I had this bear always in my bed I wouldn't go anywhere without it. It's grumpy bear from the care bears. You know it was a tv-show for kids. Anyway I gave her my grumpy bear and told her if the monster would come out of her closet and see him it would get scared and couldn't harm her. She always placed it right in front of the closet every night to keep the monsters from coming out of her closet and keep her safe. She never had nightmares again."
"Do you think she wants to reconsile with you?"
"I don't know."
"Ana I want to be honest with you. I don't like this. I don't trust your sister not after what she did to you. But if you want to talk to her I will be there for you, but if she hurts you again I will make her pay."
"I don't know Christian. I need to think about this, maybe she just wanted to give it back. Right now I can't do this. I need time to get better and then I will decide if I want to call her or not. I can't do this right now." I reach over and hug him.
"It's ok baby, I'm here and I will support you whatever your decision will be. Now let's eat because I want to take you to bed and show you more ways to make you feel really good."
"That sounds like a perfect plan."
Next chapter will be up tomorrow or thursday... until please leave a review and tell me what you think so far...
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