A/N: Happy Halloween to you all :) I hope this chapter is a good treat as Ana will finally lose her v-card ... so enjoy...
Disclaimer: All characters belong to E.L. James. The storyline and some new characters however are mine.
Ana's POV
Today is the day. Finally! I can honestly say I couldn't stand one more day of Christian teasing me. By now I'm desperate for him to make love to me. So when I had my physical therapy today I asked if it would be ok for me to have sex and I'm good to go. On my way back from the dentist appointment I had today I think of ways how to tell Christian and come up with a plan.
"Sawyer can we make a stop at the little gourmet food store near Escala?"
"Sure Miss Steele." he says and I grin. It's so stupid. He is dating Mia for more than 2 weeks now and we even spent a day on Christian's boat all together. So now in his time off I'm Ana but whenever he is on duty I am Miss Steele again. But at least he is nice and I don't mind him following me. My two other security guards on the other hand are really getting on my nerves. Thank God they are not in the car with us and only following around.
At first the thought of having a woman following me around was good, but Prescott is so professional that it is really no fun to have her around and the other guy O'Donnell urghh ... he is a freaking giant at nearly 6'8 and at least 280 lbs. If he stands in front of me no one can see me and he always looks like he has just swollowed something really nasty tasting. Even Kate is scared of him and that is really something as she is not easily intimidated by anyone.
At first Christian wanted them to even drive in the same car as Sawyer and I but I managed to convince him that they could just watch us from a distance and jump in if needed. I guess that I started to lick and suck his cock while I was asking helped to get what I want. Yes I can bribe my boyfriend into almost anything if I do that.
I smirk to myself thinking about Christian's shock and delight when we discovered that I have no gag reflex at all and can take him all in without choking. He said that was a real first for him and it really blows his mind everytime I do it.
Though I have to admit that I was shocked about myself when I discovered that I enjoy being spanked. It was three days ago and I still feel stupid for the stunt I pulled but after all it ended up being very satisfying for both Christian and me.
Flashback
It's Monday morning and Christian has already left for work. I'm so bored. Mrs. Jones is doing grocery shopping and has asked O'Donnell to help her. Sawyer and Prescott have a briefing with Welch who came over a while ago and I have nothing to do.
Shit I'm going crazy in here. I know I promised Christian not to leave Escala without my security, but if I only leave for a short walk they won't even notice. So I go get my purse and leave by taking the service elevator that leads into the garage. I get out of the garage and just walk down the street. I come by a beautysalon and look at my nails. Damn I could need a manicure. I know this will take longer than I wanted to be away, but hell I'm a grown woman I can do what ever I want.
I turn my phone off so no one can interrupt me get in and have a manicure. After that I feel much better and get a coffee to go at a nearby coffee shop and head back to Escala. In the elevator I turn my phone back on and cringe. Shit 5 text messages from Christian.
*Where the fuck are you Ana? I thought we talked about this?*
*Ana this is not a joke! Where are you?*
*Ana this is your last chance! Where the fuck are you*
*Damn it Ana answer me!*
*Anastasia so help me if you are not home in ten minutes I will spank the living shit out of you*
Ooops I guess I'm in trouble now. Oh well he is at work and has until this evening to calm down. I decide to call him once I'm back at the apartment, but when the doors of the elevator open I see Christian. He is leaning against the doorframe of the entrance with a completely emotionless expression on his face.
"Hello Anastasia" he says in a chilling tone and I know I'm in deep shit here. He never called me Anastasia before and I feel like a child that has done something forbidden.
"Hi... umm ... why are you here?"
"Oh I thought my presence was needed here. Come" shit this is not good. He is to cool, but since I have no idea what to do I follow him into the penthouse where Taylor, Sawyer and Prescott are all glaring at me. Christian takes my crutches and coffee and hands it to Taylor. Next he grabs me, throws me over his shoulder and starts to walk.
"Christian what are you doing?"
"You'll see" is all he says and I know what ever is going to happen I won't like it. Once we are in the bedroom he sits down on the egde of the bed and puts me over his lap so that my upper body is on the bed while feet are almost reaching the floor.
He presses one hand between my shoulderblades and hooks one leg over both of mine so I'm completely immobile.
"Does your knee hurt like this?"
"No, what are you doing."
"Oh, I think you know" he says cold but surely he is not going to spank me, I think to myself but then he pulls my skirt up and panties down. Shit!
"Christian you can't spank me I'm ...ouch!" I yelp when he slaps me hard on my behind.
"Yes, I fucking can Anastasia. I had one rule. One mother fucking rule and that was that you wouldn't go out on your own. Did I ask for to much? Is it so hard to follow one simple rule?" he hisses all the while he continues to smack my behind though now he starts to rub my behind after every slap and he doesn't hit me as hard as the first time.
"I'm sorry I was bored" I murmur and I know that was the wrong answer because the next slap is as hard as the first was and I cry out again.
"Bored? Really and that's enough to go out and risk beeing kidnapped or worse?" he yells at me. "I showed you the threats that we get every fucking day do you want to see the newest too?"
"No, I'm really sorry I didn't think" I murmur but to my shock when the next round of rubbing and smacking my butt starts I'm starting to get wet and I can help but moan when the next slap comes comes down on my ass. Shit I hope he doesn't notice. What's wrong with me?
"You like that don't you?" he has leant down to whisper into my ear which turns me on even more. Crap I say nothing this is just too embarrassing and instead of spanking me further he starts to rub my clit.
"Your so wet baby, tell me do you enjoy me spanking you?" he whispers seductively and I can't help but answer with the truth.
"Yes" my answer is all breathy and he starts to spread the wetness between my folds with his fingers and then pushes one finger inside me. "Ahhh" I cry out. Shit he was never done that before and it feels so good especially when he shoves a second finger into my now dripping wet pussy and really starts to move them while still rubbing my clit with his thumb.
"Ohh...Christian...ohhhh...fuck!" I yell out and cum hard. I barely notice that he cradles me in his lap and holds me close until I come down.
"Hey" he smirks at me and I feel to shy to look at him. Crap turned on while being spanked, am I some sort of a pervert?
"Ana look at me." I peek up at him and he has a huge smile on his face. " You don't have to be embarrassed being aroused from a spanking is a normal physical reaction." he says as if he could read my mind and now I'm intrigued.
"Why?"
"There are nerves in the buttocks that respond to stimulation with arousal. Since they are under layers of fat they need more impact to be reached, plus a spanking brings more blood into your genitals which is also needed to be sexually aroused." he explains. Ok that makes sense...I guess.
"So you planned this?" I ask confused I thought he wanted to punish me for leaving the penthouse without security.
"No, actually I wanted to spank your perfect little ass until you couldn't sit straight for a week, but I couldn't bring myself to do it and seeing your pussy all wet and ready for me turned me on so I changed my mind. But Ana if you ever pull a stunt like that again I will go and buy the biggest fucking wooden paddle I can find and spank you until I have no more strength to lift the fucking thing, understand?" And he is serious again, shit.
"Christian I'm really sorry. I was bored and thought I could go for a quick walk. It was stupid I know it's just you know I never needed security before so it takes a little getting used to."
Christian sighs and presses a kiss on my lips. "I know Baby, but you have to understand me too. I was in the middle of a meeting when Taylor came in to tell me that you had left the penthouse alone and no one could find you because your phone was switched off. I nearly lost my mind.
There are so many fuckers out there who would love to get a chunk of my wealth and for them you are the key to get it. The media knows about us so they are digging into your past too and I don't even want to think about what will happen if they find out about your wealth. Promise me you want do it again."
"I promise." I kiss him and after a second he kisses me back. "Do you have to go back to GEH?"
"No, I was planning on coming back for lunch today. I have a surprise for you, but first how is your behind?"
"Fine, a little sore maybe" I admit and blush. "Wait here" he plops me down onto the bed goes into the bathroom and returns with a bottle of lotion. He sits down again and makes me stand up to rub the lotion into my behind. Hmm that feels good.
"What surprise?" I ask to distract myself from him massaging my butt. "Remember I asked you a while ago to come flying with me. I have my helicopter on the roof. If you like we could go after lunch."
"Yes!" Now I'm excited and beem at him over my shoulder but when I do I see the very impressive bulge in his pants. " But first..." I turn around pull my panties up, put my skirt back down and motion for him to get up. I sit down and pull him closer by the waistband of his pants. He smirks at me understanding full well what I want to do and so after one mind blowing orgasm for him and lunch he takes me on flight around Seattle.
-End of flashback-
Yes that was pretty damn hot and now I'm looking forward to him spanking me again. He told me that he enjoyed it because he likes it when I give up control to him. I guess we have a lot more things to discover together in the future and I'm really looking forward to it.
"We are here Miss Steele" I look up and smile at Sawyer who gives me a knowing smile. Shit caught daydreaming. Oh what ever. I get out of the car and my two other shadows are following us into the shop where I get everything I need to cook a nice dinner tonight. Yes tonight I want to seduce my man.
Once we are back at Escala I look around to find Mrs. Jones and find her when she is coming out of the utility room. "Hi Gail."
"Ana, do you need something?" Gail is the only person on Christian's staff that I could convince to call me by my first name. Christian doesn't like it that much but I told him since I am here most of the time Gail became like a friend to me he agreed that this is ok.
"No ... well yes. I wanted to ask you if it is ok with you if I would cook dinner tonight. I want to surprise Christian."
"Oh thats ok Ana. You live here so you can cook whenever you want." she says with a smile and I thank her and leave.
This is another topic that Christian and I need to talk about soon. Technically I live here, but I still have my own apartment. We never actually talked about me moving in here fulltime and I suspect that Christian hasn't said anything so I wouldn't think about moving back into my apartment.
Honestly I don't want to go back but we will have to talk about this at one point anyway. Kate told me that Elliot asked her to move in with him as she is at his place most of the time anyway so there will be no one living at our apartment. If Christian wants me to live with him permanently then I will probably put it up for rent. This way someone can live there and I still have it in a couple of years if my brother should decide to study in Seattle and needs a place to live.
I look at my watch and see that it is almost afternoon so I call Kate, who has a day of today, to help me getting ready. I want to look as good as possible tonight which includes having my eyebrows shaped and legs waxed so I need Kate to help me with that. She is much better in grooming than I am and I didn't want to spend hours at a salon if Kate can help me here.
When she arrives I get us both something to drink and she heats the wax in the microwave. "Only your legs or do you want me to wax your ladyparts aswell." she asks over her shoulder and my mouth pops open.
"No, just my legs."
"Don't tell me your going all natural" she asks and I can't believe we are having this conversation.
"No, I shaved this morning. Jesus Kate I can't believe you even asked that question."
"What you are my best friend if you need help getting it done I'm here" she shrugs and I can't help but laugh Kate really knows no shame.
"I'm fine thanks, I just hate to wax my legs myself and I get this nasty little spots if I shave them."
"Your such a baby sometimes just rips the wax off."
"I can't that's why I asked you to do it."
"No problem, so today is the day?" how does she know?
"Yes"
"Ana you know I care for you, are you sure he is the right guy for you. I mean hell he is an ass on a good day."
"Kate you don't know Christian like I do. I know he can be rude and act like an complete asshole but ... look his past is really complicated. He has a hard time to let anyone in but believe me he is the best boyfriend a girl can ask for."
"But what's with all the security?"
"There are threats he gets on a daily basis. Mainly against him but since the media found out that we are serious there are threats against me aswell and seeing what happened with that old bitch he isn't taking any chances where my safety is concerned. I won't lie, I don't like it, but if it gives him peace of mind I'll deal with it besides I don't ever want to get kidnapped by some nutjob again. I survived the car accident and now the kidnapping I won't be so lucky all the time."
Kate comes over to me and hugs me hard. "Don't talk like that ok. I know we only know each other for 4 years but you are like a sister to me and if anything would happen to you I don't know how I would survive this." Kate actually starts to cry and I'm shocked as I have never seen her cry before.
"Hey I'm not going anywhere. Besides with us dating brothers we could end up as sisters in law." I try to lift her mood and this makes her smile. "I thought about this too. Has Christian talked about getting married?"
"Kate we are dating for 2 weeks now it's a little soon."
"Oh come on Ana. That guy is obsessed with you I bet you have a ring on your finger before the end of the year or would you say no if he would ask you?" I frown.
Marriage. I never really entertained the thought of being married, but with Christian... "No, of course not I want to spend the rest of my life with him Kate, so of course I would say yes. Has Elliot asked you?"
"No, but I think he will. Oh Ana he is perfect. We have so much fun together but at the same time we can talk about anything and he is an animal in bed." she winks at me. "Kate I really don't want to hear about Elliot's fucking skills."
"But you have to tell me all about your first time. I will call you right when I get up tomorrow morning. Have you seen him in the nude already... oh I forgot Mia walked in on you in Aspen when he was naked. Tell me how is his dick?"
"Oh my God Kate! Stop talking, now! I can't believe you would ask me something like that." I can't help but giggle. Geez she is so curious.
"Hey I'm just asking. I mean after all you might be stuck with him for the rest of your life. It would totally suck if his dick was tiny. Have you done anything yet. You know has he make you cum or you him?"
"If I answer this will you please stop?" I beg and she nods with a big grin. "Ok, yes he has made me cum several times and I gave him a couple of blow jobs and just to end this topic there is nothing tiny about Christian."
"Well done Ana. Did you swollow it?"
"Oh my God. Go get that wax and let's do my legs I'm so not talking about this anymore." Jesus Christ she talks about things like this as if we were talking about the weather. I guess I'm a little uptight when it comes to talk about my sexlife but hell I don't need to know if she does all those things so why should I tell her?
Kate leaves at 5 pm so I have an hour before Christian will arrive. I leave my hair open and look through my clothes. I remember how delighted Christian was when he discovered that I wasn't wearing any underwear under my knitted dress last saturday when we watched a movie in the TV room, so I decide to only wear a sexy black lace dress that is open at the back, almost indecently short and hugs all my curves. I use only a little mascara since Christian doesn't like make up and look at all my high heels that are now in his walk in closet.
I really want to wear some to look sexy but my knee is still recovering and I'm just at the point where I can walk around the apartment without crutches but I don't think I will be able to walk in heels. So I decide to stay bare feet. At least it's a little more sexy than wearing flats. With one last glance at the mirror I leave the walk in and go to the kitchen to make dinner. While the food is on the stove and in the oven I fill myself a glass of wine to calm my nerves. This is really it. After this evening I won't be a virgin anymore.
Exactly at 6 pm I hear the elevator and Christian comes in. "Ana why are you in the kitchen?" he asks in surprise and I turn around and smile at him. "Because I'm cooking dinner for us. Do you want some wine?" he nods so I fill a glass for him walk around the breakfastbar and kiss him before handing him his glass.
"Why isn't Mrs. Jones cooking?"
"Because I wanted to cook for you so I asked her if she would mind if I would cook tonight. So how was your day?"
"You really want to know? I don't want to bore you."
"You won't I like to hear about your work." he seems delighted that I'm interested in his work and starts to tell me about this big deal in China he is working on and how this could be very beneficial for his company and create new jobs for over 5000 people not only in China but also here in Seattle if he can make this work. I love this side of him. He is so passionate about his work and exploring new ways to create jobs and I also discovered that he is donating huge amounts of money for charities and other things.
He is so different from what I thought he would be when we first met that sometimes it is really hard for me to think that he is still the same guy I met not long ago.
"What about your day?" he asks when he is finished and I tell him about Kate's visit and my physical therapy but then I remember something.
"Oh and I had an idea. I need your opinion on it."
"What is it?"
"Let's sit down first." I fill our plates and he takes them to the table for me. I grab the wine bottle and our glasses and we sit down.
"So what do you want to tell me?"
"Patrick called me today and told me about his friend. Apparently his friends parents are drinking too much and don't take care of their kids the right way. So his friend and his younger sister try to stay away from home as much as possible. My mom is helping them now, but I came to thinking you know there are many kids who have to live under those circumstances and I know there are places were they can go but mostly there are older kids or not enough volunteers to really look after all of them.
So I wanted to look into this you know maybe buy like a building that can be modified into a place for kids where they can get a warm meal, get help with their homework, get free tutoring and bring their siblings with them no matter how old they are. I want it to be open 24/7 so if something happens at home and they feel like they can't stay they can come there and sleep there. I know I have to get into touch with the authorities so it is legal for them to stay there overnight and I would look for a good team to work there, but I'm not sure what do you think about it?"
He looks thoughtful for a moment and then smiles. "I think the idea is really good. Of course you need legal advise and a building that is big enough for everything you have planned. What would be your role in everything?"
"Obviously I would pay for everything and I could offer tutoring in literature. I'm not sure but I really want to do something with all the money I have and using it to help children is like investing it in the future. I mean there are so many smart kids out there but they never get to use all there talent because the circumstances they are living in are holding them back."
"You're right. My parents are coming over to lunch on saturday, why don't you talk to them. My Mom is involved in many charities and my Dad can give you legal advise. Once you have a plan for everything I can help you to find the right building and get in touch with the authorities."
"So you think this could be a good idea?"
"Ana, I think it's a brilliant idea. If you can find the right space and people to work with, this could really work out. After all there are many children who are in need of help and to know that there is a place they can go to and stay if they can't stay home means a lot. If you need any help just tell me and I will see what I can do." I can't help it I get up and kiss him.
"Thank you"
"I want to make your dreams come true baby, so if this is what you want we are going to make it happen."
"I want to make your dreams come true, too."
"Ana you are my dreams come true. This, coming home and having you waiting for me, spending my time with you, just knowing that you are here, this is like a dream for me." I can't help it tears well up in my eyes and start to roll down my cheeks.
"That's the most amazing thing anyone has ever said to me" I whisper and he puts me into his lap holds me close and we just sit like that for a few minutes, then we finish our food and I get up and put some music on.
"Dance with me" I ask and hold my hand out to him. "Ana your knee..."
"Please" I beg and he sighs and gives in. We dance slowly in the middle of the greatroom and when the song changes into something more sexy I turn around so my back is to his front. I take his hands in mine and grind against him while I make his hands slide over my body.
I can feel his growing erection against my behind and continue to grind against it. I might be a virgin but if I know one thing then it is how to dance and how to dance really sexy.
"Ana you keep that up and you find yourself bend over the diningtable with me fucking the hell out of you in about 5 seconds" Christian growls into my ear and I grin inwardly. Hah! It's working!
I turn around and smile at him. "We can do that tomorrow if you want. Right now I want you take me to bed."
"Ana" he groans and leans down to press his forehead against mine. "There is nothing I want more but we have to wait until you have the ok from your Doctor."
"Well then you might like to know that I talked to him today and I'm good to go." I smile at him and his eyes widen. "Wait so we could have sex like right now?" I nod and start to giggle when he throws me over his shoulder and nearly runs into his bedroom.
"Hey caveman I can walk" I giggle and he puts me down once we are in his bedroom. "Sorry but I can't lose any more time." he says with a boyish grin and quickly takes his shoes and socks off.
I just watch him and as nervous as I was before I'm not nervous now. I want him and I want him now. Once his belt is off too he approaches me and kisses me with such passion, that I have to hold onto him so I want lose my balance. When his hands slide under my dress he smirks against my lips and I know he likes that I'm not wearing any underwear.
I start to open the buttons of his shirt but get to impatient for this. So I just pull it out of his pants and then rip it open so the buttons scatter all over the floor. My hands slide over his strong chest down to his muscular stomach and once I reach his pants I open them but when I'm just about to reach into his boxer briefs he stops my hands.
"No baby, this one is about you. If you do that this will be over way to soon." he murmurs and against my lips and takes a step back to strip out of his clothes. God just looking at him completely naked makes me want to jump him.
"Lift your arms baby, time to get you out of this dress." Once I'm naked too he picks me up and places me in the middle of the bed. "Place your hands over your head Ana."
"But I want to touch you" I pout as I do and he smirks at me. "I promise you later you can touch me as long as you want, but I want to take this really slow and you touching me makes me want to fuck you even more."
"Then do it" I know I sound like a child now but I want to touch him. He leans over me and rubs his nose against mine making me smile. "Ana this is your first time. I don't want to hurt you, so I need to get you ready, take my time and I can't do that with your hands all over me." he murmurs against my lips and I sigh. "Ok."
He starts to kiss my lips, then down to my jawline, my neck, my shoulders and when he reaches my breasts he takes his time teasing my nipples with his fingers, tongue and teeth.
"Christian, please" I beg and he looks up at me with the most sexy expression as his tongue flicks over my left nipple. "Hush baby, this is only the start" he smirks and moan loudly when he bites first one and then the other nipple pulling gently on it with his teeth. "Ohh...please...Christian..." I beg and I hear him chuckle "All in good time baby" with that he starts to kiss down my belly and when his tongue dips into my navel I'm ready to cum but he just continues his journey down my body kissing, sucking and nibbling every inch of my skin he comes across.
I squeal surprise when he suddenly grabs my legs and pulls until my legs are hanging over his shoulders and with a devilish grin he dips his tongue between my folds spreading them a little with two fingers so I'm completely exposed to his tongue. He licks and sucks on my clit making me wild and then I can hold on no longer an come gloriously crying out his name.
While I try to gather my scattered thoughts and come down I notice that he is now on top of me and before I know what is going on he thrusts his cock deep inside me in on swift move. "Ahhhh!" I cry out but the pain is gone before I can really feel it.
"I'm sorry baby does it hurt?" he whispers against my lips. "No" I whisper back and he kisses me. This is unlike anything I have ever felt in my life. I can't hold my hands above my head any longer. I let them slide into his hair and kiss him back feverishly.
Christian starts to move thrusting deep inside me and at first it burns a little but then it feels better and better with each thrust and I lift my hips with each thrust following his rhythm. He breaks free from our kiss and presses his forehead against mine.
"Ohh ...fuck Ana you are so tight and wet...fuck you feel so good" Christian and if it is even possible hearing him say this turns me on even more.
"Oh god Christian... ahhh I love you so much" I gasp when he go faster and faster. My entire body is tingling and the heat is spreading from deep down in my belly. I know it won't be long and I'm going to cum again.
"Christian...ohh I'm going to cum"I nearly sob and he kisses my lips. "Let go baby...I want to feel you cum while I'm deep inside you" he growls and thats it I cum hard screaming out.
"Jesus...Anaaaaa...fuuuccckkk!" Christian cries out as he finds his release, stills deep inside me and for a couple of minutes we are just lying there trying to catch our breath while he is buried deep inside of me.
After a while Christian rolls around with me so now I'm lying on top of him with my head on his chest.
"Are you ok baby?" Christian asks me and I look up at him. "Mmmh" is all I can manage to get out because I'm still completely overwhelmed with what just happened.
"Mmmmh good or mmmmh I'm never going to that again, but I don't want to tell my boyfriend" he asks and I giggle. "It was more like mmmh that was perfect" I confess and the ridiculous big grin on his face makes me laugh. He looks so pleased with himself as if he was ready to do a victory dance around the bed.
"So we could give it another go?" he looks excited and I decide to tease him a little. " We could, though I've read in a book from Kate with myths about sex that after having sex a thousand times a man can't get it going again. So we better safe the 3 or 4 times you have left for special occasions."
Christian face is priceless and I start to laugh again. "You know making fun of your boyfriend will never do Miss Steele" he says and tries to look mad but I can tell from the twinkle in his eyes that he is amused.
"And what are you going to do about it?" I challenge him and from out of nowhere he lands a firm slap on my butt. "Ouch, hey that's mean" I scold him but I can't help the giggles that escape me. I'm just to happy right now.
"So you liked it?" he is serious again and I smile at him. "It was perfect Christian. Better than I ever imagined it would be and yes I want to do that again, as often as possible." Now he is also smiling at me.
"Good let's have a shower and then we are going to make love all night long." he lifts me off him get's up and lifts me in his arms. "I can walk" I murmur but honestly I like it when he carries me around and I suspect that he knows it too.
Once we are in the shower Christian grabs the soap and starts to wash me body, but soon the washing turns into more and his hands are all over my body while he is kissing and sucking on neck.
"Fuck baby I want you right here do you think you can hold onto me if you wrap your legs around me" he asks and I moan when he starts to rub my clit. "Yes...please Christian now"
He turns me around lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his hips while he presses me against the showerwall. "This is going to be hard and quick baby, tell me if it get's to rough for you" he murmurs against my lips and kisses me deeply before he shoves his big cock deep inside me and I moan into his mouth. Fuck that's even deeper then before but so, so good.
This time he doesn't hold back and slams into me over and over again until I'm literally screaming in pleasure and cum two times before he finds his release and sinks to the tiled floor of the shower with me in his arms.
"Wow...that was amazing" I muse and feel him smile against my ear. "Yes it was, you are perfect baby. I love you so fucking much. Never forget that you are mine."
"Never I want to spend the rest of my life with you" I answer and he lifts his head to look at me.
"Then marry me, be my wife Ana, please" Oh. My. God.!
I will try and update this weekend if not then the next chapter will be up on monday. This was the first time I wrote a lemon in english and about a virgin. I rewrote it a couple of times but I'm still not exactly happy with it. So sorry if it sucked... as always please leave me a review and share your thoughts...
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