When Tony was finally realeased the following morning I brought both him and our daughter home, and he smiled
"It feels good to be home" he whispered wrapping his arms around my waist and kissing my neck
"Thats good, cause I missed you so much" I said turning in his arms and kissing him. The moment was broken when Sadi's squeals rang throughout the room and I smiled kissing him quickly before making my way over to the couch so I could sit and feed her. Tony sat beside me and watched as I feed our little girl. He was playing with the loose hair that had fallen from my tied back hair. When I she was finished Tony took her from my grip and held her tightly, smiling and cooing at our little girl
"She really is a precious little thing" he whispered and I smiled, watching as Sadi fell asleep in his arms and he watched in awe at how quickly she had fallen asleep.
"Come on lets put her to bed and then we can have some time to ourselves how does that sound" I whispered as I leant into him, and I chuckled as he tried his hardest not to wake Sadi whilst hurrying to get into our bedroom.
As we exited her bedroom I leant over and closed the door before Tony pushed me up against the wall and kissed me passionately, it was something I'd pissed the way he would come home and was eager for the passion and love that came from our love making.
"I hope your ready" he grunted out and I smiled
"To have sex yes, for another child no" I told him and he smiled before ravishing my mouth, making his way down my chin, neck and then his face disappearing into the unbuttoned v of my blouse. He made quick work of the buttons before picking me up bridal style and carrying me into our room, placing me gently on our bed, it was the same way he had carried Sadi. To know that he had the gentle tenderness that he was showing us was something that I wouldn't have thought possible from the man known in the building with a reputation of failed relationships and one night stands, but that all changed when I admitted that he really wasn't the guy that everyone had seen him as, it was a false exterior and barrier against the world and I hated that he had given himsef that sort of reputation, it wasn't fair. I could hardly talk, being trained not to show emotion, to have no feeling or attachment to anything, but with all the loss I had suffered from in my life I needed the love and secruity that I had been shown from the team but especially from Tony, he'd made everything seem worthwhile.
As we drifted off to sleep that night in each others arms for the first time in over six months, I drifted off peacefully. It had been a long time since I had felt the secure strong arms that were holding me against his bare chest, the soft breathing that escaped his mouth when he was driting off to sleep, the noise that had sent me to sleep many a night before the mission that had caused our seperation. It had been hard on both of us, with sneaky conversations through MTAC under strict orders from Gibbs because he hated seeing me so morbid and unfocused on everything, so lost and confused because I didn't have the man I loved and his reassurance that everything would be alright.
"Ani ohev otach" he whispered and I smiled
"I love you too Tony" and with that declaration I drifted peacefully into a sleep that had seemed to dessert me when Tony wasn't there and now he was, he was here and he wasn't going anywhere.
A/N: Here you go, and I know it took a while to update but I had a little bit of writers block, ok so what do you think of this.