Dear Doctor,

Well, I'm not exactly sure if I'm living or dead. I feel alive, but I'm in a hard drive, so I guess its living, but only partially. Thank you though, because everyone, especially you, needs those days when everybody lives. It's funny. I'm here, with my friends, but I just can't help but miss you. Are you thinking about me right now? Or are you crashing the TARDIS with Donna? You always leave the parking breaks in. And you still don't know about the blue stabilizers. You think they're there just to look pretty or something because you have no idea what they do. I'm starting to get worked up here and I'm not even on the TARDIS.

Anyway, I was really glad I was able to meet Donna. She's an amazing woman, just like you told me she was.

I keep wondering how you could handle going on all those adventures with me when you knew how I was going to die. All those times, every once in a while I catch you just staring at me with a long look on your face; that is, until I said some cheeky comment to you or asked "you alright sweetie?" I had no idea what you might be thinking about, or if it had something to do with me. Now though, I think I know what it was.

I go back and think about those last moments I had with you. I'm starting to worry, since there were so many spoilers I told you, but I know you'll be fine. When it comes to time and space, you know what to do.

Remember right before you took me to the Singing Towers? I found the wrong TARDIS, with a younger Doctor inside. It was pretty amusing to tell you the truth. Actually, I sort of liked it. It's not every day a girl has the attention of two Doctors all at once.

I better go sweetie, I still haven't written everything in the diary. It's my diary, but in the hard drive, no idea how that works, but it does. I love you. And don't get into too much trouble alright?

Love,

River

P.S.

Don't think you're off the hook now. I still have a lot more I want to say to you.


If you were confused about the two Doctors thing, look up Doctor Who, Last night on YouTube. It's a mini episode and its pretty funny. :) You might want to watch First Night first, just for the heck of it since its sort of the beginning of the whole fiasco. Anyway, please review!

-Princessa Mia