Dear Master,
I don't like the way that this has ended. I'm alone again. Don't you remember that when we were kids,we promised to stick together for the rest of time and space? You would think thatwas such a childish promise now that we're grown. But is it really childish? You've left me alone in this universe for the second time. I'm the only Timelord left. I'm alone, and you're dead with the rest of them.
Why. Why am I alone? I guess it's my curse. I ended the Time War, ending my own race and the Dalek race. And so I am left to bear the burden alone. It's my fault for killing the Timelords, and so I must be alone in this universe to carry the burden of the Timelords on my shoulders.
You kept trying to avenge them, and so you tried to hurt me with all that you had. And you did. You tormented me multiple times. You imprisoned my friends, toyed with them, and made them serve you against their will. You tried to kill me.
And you know what? There were times when I welcomed death, and I wanted it to end and be over. But then I would see you, with hatred in your eyes, and I didn't want to die knowing that you will forever hate me. I saw Martha, and her family, and I knew I couldn't leave them behind to fight for themselves, or they'd never break free of your grasp. And so I had to keep living. For them.
I'm sorry that you hate me. I'm sorry for hurting you. And I'm sorry that I had to kill the Timelords. But I'm not sorry for stopping you, or ending the war. So many more people would die, thousands, millions, maybe even billions of people would die if the war went on. It had gone on long enough, and it needed to end. The Daleks and TimeLords would have destroyed the universe and changed fixed points in time. It needed to end once and for all. I'm sorry that it had to end by destroying the two races.
Goodbye. When we were younger, that was a word that I'd say willingly. Now though, it's hard to even whisper it. And so, instead I'll say, 'see you later.' Because I know that one day, one day I will. But just to let you know, that day is far from coming.
-The Doctor
