Dear Amy,
Time is going so slowly. Every hour starts to feel like a day, and it feels like I'll never see you again. There are days that I just want to give up and lose hope. Sometimes, as the years pass, I start wondering if you're even there in that big box called the Pandorica, or if that adventure was just a dream and I'm standing around the box for nothing.
There are other days when I feel like it's only been an hour but it's actually been three days. Still, three days is nothing compared to the two-thousand years I'm going to be waiting. Did you know that the Doctor offered me the easy way out? To time travel with him into the future? I couldn't do that though. I couldn't just abandon you like that. Some human would eventually find you and then who knows they'd do with you? Maybe they'd do a bunch of tests or try and blow up the Pandorica. Or maybe they'd use you for a building block and then you'd be a corner stone for a building and then be trapped once again. No, I will not let that happen. You need a protector, and that's going to be me.
I don't know what I'd do with myself if something happened to you while you were in that box. I had already killed you and that box is my last hope for saving you. I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself for killing you.
I know what you would say - I was programmed to do it and I couldn't help myself. But I think I could have. I just wasn't strong enough. I stopped myself for a bit, but I could've held on for a while longer. I'm so sorry Amy. I'm so so sorry. Amy, it's all my fault. I told you to run, but you didn't, you Scottish beauty, with your stubbornness and determination. That's one of the reasons I love you so much. You just have this determination and you'll believe in whatever cause you think is right, and then you won't let it go, even when someone tells you otherwise. I told you otherwise. I told you to run, to save yourself, that I was a monster. But you wouldn't listen. And now you're stuck in a box and it's all my fault. I'm so sorry Amy.
Well, now that I got that all said and over with, I actually feel a bit better now. Sorry, I just feel so upset at myself sometimes. It's not every day, but there are times when I let myself sink into despair. But I have to keep going. I have to keep you safe.
Remember when you played hide and seek with me, and then left me for an hour in the cupboard? You always played games like that. I didn't mind though, because I was just glad I was able to play with you. I still don't mind. Because I know that eventually you'd always come find me, and give me some lemonade to make up for it. So in a way, this is just like we're kids again, and I'm just waiting for you to find me. I'll wait as long as I have to until I see your face again, and drink some of that delicious lemonade.
But, it's not about the lemonade. I just want you back, and I really will wait as long as I have to until I can see your face once again. And when that day comes, I will hold you in my arms, and you will be mine forever, and I will be yours. I love you Amy. I'll love you forever, and I'll wait for you even after the day I die. Well, in a way I'm already dead aren't I? The whole "I'm actually a robot with hand guns" thing. But never mind that. Just come back to me Amy, Come back and live.
I love you.
Yours forever,
Rory Williams
So what do you think? Please review and let me know. I am still taking requests for letters! Just please know that I've only seen seasons 1-6 of the new Doctor Who, and I'm halfway through season 7 with the 11th Doctor and Clara.
Thanks!
Princessa Mia
