It was precisely 2:37am and Natsuki could not sleep.

The excitement, the nerves, the happiness - they were all too much. In just a few hours, he would be taking Y/N on a date! This was something that, until now, had only graced his most beautiful daydreams. The reality was struggling to set in.

Hugging his Piyo-chan stuffed toy, he tried to get some sleep. Tomorrow was a very big day.

He had to stop himself from running to the cherry blossom trees - you're decided meeting spot. He had spent a while putting some effort into his usually laid back appearance and, for once, he was trying to control his excitement.

When he eventually saw you, standing under the the falling petals, and he felt his heart skip several beats. Y/N-chan, you look so cute! He thought, beaming as you waved to him.

He could hardly believe it. Of all the times that you two had been together, this was so different. This was a date. A real date. Not one that he'd dreamed up in a spare moment at rehearsals. Today you were his and his alone.

As he reached you, he cleared his throat.

"Y/N-chan, I...you…"

"Hi, Natsuki," You smiled, a slight blush colouring your cheeks.

His eyes caught it. It was so just so adorable.

In a flash he had enveloped you in his arms, strong hands holding you tight to his chest, his face buried in the curve of your neck.

You gasped. Yes, you were ready for this date and yes, you knew it might become intimate, but he had never embraced you so quickly before. You're eyes fluttered a little as you breathed in his scent. Like vanilla, you though, smiling.

As he pulled back, he kept his hands on your upper arms.

"I'm sorry, Y/N. You just look so...beautiful today. I guess I'm just a little-"

"Excited?" You ventured.

He nodded, bashful and a little embarrassed that his control slipped so easily.

"Me too,"

His eyes shot up in surprise and immediately softened into an expression of joy and adoration.

She's excited...to go on a date with me! He could hardly believe it.

Choosing not to waste this moment he took her by the hands and asked, smiling,

"So, shall we go?"

"Sure!" You replied, genuinely delighted at his happiness, "What did you have in mind?"

He already knew where he wanted to take you. He'd spent the best part of three hours imagining it last night.

"There's this cafe I know. It's in the middle of a park and it does these amazing cakes and-"

He stopped, sensing he was rambling. He was reassured, however, when he saw the excitement on your face.

"That sounds wonderful? Is it far? Let's go!"

"Of course, Y/N-chan!"

As you both began to walk from the grounds of the Master Course dorms, he honestly couldn't see how this day could get better, even though it had only just begun. That was, until you tentatively took his hand.

Oh, Y/N-chan…

"So, do you like it, Y/N? Is your cake good?"

Natsuki sat across from you, at your small window table at the cafe. It was as lovely as he had promised: Right in the centre of a large park and, from where you were seated, you could clearly see the ducks bobbing about on the pond. It was absolutely perfect and, as you took another bit of your caramel sponge cake, you quickly felt it becoming one of you absolute favourite places.

"It's delicious! Thank you so much, Natsuki!" You grinned, scooping up another mouthful with your spoon.

"I'm so glad you like it! This is somewhere I used to come a lot to write my lyrics… before STARISH, that is,"

"That's so sweet!" Your eyes lit up at the thought of him sitting here, by the window, scribbling away and trying not to get cake crumbs on the sheet music. The image made you feel such a rush of affection for this gentle giant. He truly was a sweetheart.

He blushed a little at your compliment, feeling his heart thump harder. He wanted to thank you, or say something to make him seem cool and collected but nothing came to him. Instead, he simply stuffed a spoonful of carrot cake into his mouth.

You giggled slightly.

Was he really that nervous? You couldn't imagine why. True, this was a date and yes, the thought of being romantic with him gave you more than a few butterflies, but he always seemed so...carefree. Any time that she had been around him, he was either cooing over some small creature, or saying something positive to cheer everyone up, or hugging Syo to within an inch of his life.

It was strange to see him flustered. Not that she was complaining.

Trying not to make him uncomfortable, she looked out of the window to the duck pond.

"Oh! Natsuki! Look!" You gasped, pointing.

"Huh? What's wrong, Y/N-chan?" He asked, leaning over to get a better view, "Ah! So cute!"

Out on the pond, the ducks had begun to swim close to the edge and a few ducklings were playing together, bobbing up and down and flapping their tiny feathers.

"Aww, I love them!" You cried, excitedly, "Can we go out and see them? Please?"

"Of course! Let's go!" Natsuki grinned, silently noting how adorable your excitement was.

Ever the gentleman, he pulled your chair out for you as you left and, despite your protests, paid the bill.

As you approached the duck pond the ducklings looked up at you curiously but did not swim away. Carefully, you both knelt on the grass, eager to be closer to them.

"Y/N-chan, look!" Natsuki gasped.

One of the little ducklings had paddled itself to the edge of the pond and hopped out onto the grass. It was currently waddling its way towards you.

"Oh! Isn't he sweet! Come here, little ducky!" You beckoned, holding out your hands to form a cup and resting them on the grass.

The duckling hopped its way closer and, deciding that you seemed like a nice sort of person and that your hands looked warm, clambered into the cup.

"Ah! Y/N-chan! He really likes you!" Natsuki beamed.

"He looks just like Piyo-chan!" You whispered excitedly, careful not to disturb the now comfortably seated duckling.

Natsuki covered his gasp.

He remembered now. He remembered that you had seen his Piyo-chan stuffed toy once when you had come to his room to return a book. He had been so terrified that you would ridicule him or think him less of a man. Even then, he knew how he felt about you. The thought of you believing that he and his feelings were childish broke his heart.

However, all his worries had disappeared when you had squealed with delight, picked up the stuffed toy and asked what its name was. He was so shocked that he had almost forgotten how to speak but, when he realised how cute you looked cuddling his Piyo-chan, he had laughed and told you all about him. That was, he thought, when he understood how truly perfect for him you were.

Now, watching you cradling this tiny, real life Piyo-chan, he was overcome.

"Y/N...I love you so much…"

When he saw how your eyes shot up he realised, in horror, that he had spoken aloud.

"N-natsuki?" You gasped, "Did you...just…?"

There was no way he could take it back now.

And why should he? He loved you. You were here, on a date, with him. He was the first.

"I love you, Y/N-chan," carefully scooping the little duckling out of your hands and settling him back in the water, he took your hands in his, "I love you and, I know that you love us all, I know that but I….I don't care! You are my...my everything. You inspire me to be better. Y-you are my inspiration. You have to know…"

A single tear escaped the corner of your eye and tracked its way down your cheek.

"N-natsuki…"

"I know, Y/N-chan. I know that you probably don't feel the same. I know that. But-"

"I love you!" You cried, "I love you Na-chan! I do feel the same! Yes… I do love all of you…I'm sorry for that b-but Natsuki… I love you… you are so...so special…"

"Y/N!"

In one swift movement, you found yourself swept forward and soft lips enveloped your own.

You eyes fluttered shut and, of their own accord, your hands found their way into his hair, pulling him down to you harder. You felt his gasp as you tentatively licked his lower lip, immediately granting you access as you deepened the kiss. His arms wrapped firmly around your back as he moaned softly, feeling your tongue gliding sensually over his own.

This is a dream! I can't be...Ah! Oh, Y/N-chan….

When you eventually separated for air, tears were visible in both your eyes.

"N-Na-chan-" your voice trembled.

"Y/N, d-do you want to get out of here?" He breathed, "Would you like to come back to my room? I-I totally understand if you say no, I-"

"Let's go!"

Things had escalated considerably the second that Natsuki had locked his bedroom door. You were now both breathlessly tugging at each others clothing as you lay entwined on his bed.

"Y/N-chan!" He gasped, as you ran your hands up his chest and began to work open the buttons of his shirt.

"I-is this okay?" You panted, hardly waiting for a reply.

He nodded frantically, no longer caring how eager he appeared. You winked coyly, and turn to straddle him.

As you made quick work of his buttons, you latched onto his neck, kissing the pulsing vein tenderly. You could hear his breath speed up, his hands wrapping around your waist. A mischievous glint entered you eyes and, taking a chance, you bit down gently on his neck.

"Ah!"

You listened carefully, terrified that you had hurt him or made him uncomfortable. The sounds that escaped him, however, were a mixture of surprise and arousal. You grinned. His chest now exposed, you pulled back to admire him.

He truly was something. His hard work at STARISH's rehearsals, as well as his towering height, had given him a body comparable to a Grecian statue. You had no idea how you could possibly have never noticed how well built he was.

As you traced your fingers appreciatively over his muscles, you could feel them tensing. He was almost shaking with the effort to stay still.

"Y/N-chan…" he breathed, looking up at you with a strained expression, asking for permission.

"You can touch me too, Natsuki...I want you to,"

Wide-eyed, he carefully slid his hands to the bottom of your t-shirt and pulled it over your head, exposing you white lace bra.

"Oh, Y/N…"

His eyes took in the swell of your breasts, heaving against their restraints. Looking up at you with wonder and anticipation, he reached behind you and undid the clasp. As the straps slipped from your shoulders and you threw it off, he audibly moaned.

"Y/N...you're...you're so beautiful!"

You saw him lick his lips and, emboldened by his adoring response, pressed your breast to his mouth.

"Oh-mphf!"

His eyes drifted closed as he suckled ecstatically. His arms wound around you and pulled you even tighter to him.

You gasped as he became more and more intense, licking and nipping on your nipple, letting you hear his pleasured moans. You seemed to have lit a fire in him.

He was doing the same for you. Throwing back your head, you let a groan of pleasure escape. The things he could do with his tongue!

Having him here. Having him like this. It was the mirror on one of your fantasies. You felt your excitement growing and, before long, you needed more. Gently you pushed on his shoulders to let him know.

He gasped for air as he broke away and his hands instinctively flew for the zip on your jeans.

"Please….please, can I-"

"God, yes!"

It was mere seconds before you found yourself, and your panting lover, bare to each other. You returned to straddling him and pushed him down onto the bed, flat on his back.

"Y/N-chan…. Are you sure? Please, I could never force you…" he whispered sincerely.

"I am. I love you Natsuki,"

"I love you too, Y/N. God, I do!"

You felt your eyes welling up at his sincerity. He was such a treasure and, tonight, he was all yours.

"Na-chan… have you ever…?" You asked, needing to know.

He shook his head, embarrassment colouring his cheeks. You smiled endearingly down at him. You were no virgin but it had been so, so long. You remembered your own first time and, knowing how special this was for him, you were determined to make it the happiest of his memories.

"Don't worry," you whispered, pressing a loving kiss to his forehead, "I'm going to look after you,"

"I trust you, Y/N...I trust- AAH!"

His voice trailed off in a howl as you lowered yourself onto him, keening at the delicious stretch. You allowed him time to get accustomed to the feeling, holding yourself still in his lap.

"Ohh! Y/N! You….Ah! You feel so good! It's...so... tight!"

You felt him quaking under you, every nerve alive with these new sensations.

"Natsuki...I have to move!" You moaned, raising yourself up so that he nearly exited you.

"Please!" He begged, tears of want threatening to spill.

You dropped down, taking his entire length inside you.

"Ah! Natsuki!" You moaned, feeling his hands fly to you hips and grab on for dear life.

"Y/N! I...I-"

He lost all capacity for speech as he gave in to his body's demands, thrusting up into you with as much power as he could muster.

"Ah! That feels amazing!" You cried,digging your nails into his chest.

This only spurred him on as he growled and built up a punishing rhythm, clearly revelling in this new experience. He was moaning with abandon with every thrust, his head tossing from side to side.

"Y/N! So good….so good! Ohh!"

"That's it! Right there! Ah!"

He was incredible. Everything thrust shook your entire body. He was pushing you so close to the edge.

"Ah! Y/N! I can f-feel it starting!"

You were going to make him come! That was so hot! Those few words took you right to the brink. You were so close.

"N-Natsuki! I'm...I'm gonna…"

"Yes! Yes, please, Y/N! Come for me! Please, I want you to come!" He panted out desperately, his hands flying from your hips to grip the sheets.

"I'm...I'm-AAH!"

Your vision whited out. Wave after wave for intense pleasure crashed over you.

Natsuki, awed by the sight of your ecstasy, was thrown over the edge by your tightening.

Crying out loud enough for anyone to hear, he arched violently from the bed, his knuckles white as he clutched the sheets.

"Y/N! Y/N! I'm cumming! I-I love you! Ohh!"

As the pleasure subsided, you felt onto his chest in a shivering heap. You could hear his heart thundering and, glancing up, were amazed to see that, so great had his pleasure been, that he was drifting in and out of consciousness.

"Na-chan?" You croaked, you voice hoarse from moaning,

"Y-Y/N…"

His voice was faint but his smile was blissful. As he held you to his chest, letting you drift off into a heavy slumber, he thanked god for you, for your love, for your beauty and for you being his very first. He would never stop loving you and tonight would be something that he cherished forever.

Tomorrow may come but for now every one of his dreams had come true.