CHANGED

CHAPTER 5

...Heeey guys, let me Just start off by saying that yes I know, I am the worst kind of human being there is..& for that I am sorry. I shouldn't have left you all hanging for as long as you have. I Just got caught up in life's daily activities that I forgot to write. ( It's a lame excuse, but it's the truth) However don't fret, Because I am back. I will try to post once every week. IF YOU DON'T SEE A POST A WEEK FROM TODAY PRIVATE MESSAGE MY BRIAN'S OUT, I WILL LISTEN TO YOU!

oh & yeah,

I Don't own, nor will I ever come to own the Teen Titans.

Best Boy's P.O.V

"...there's something I need to tell you guy's." I can't think straight, from the look on Raven's face all I can read is shock.. I don't know if the feelings to follow will be awe or rage. Awe would be nice, but I mean BB come on that would mean she would have to find you attractive. Rage, well Rage is the only option I truly deem possible. Wait, WTF is going on with me?! I never speak with this type of vernacular, before this change I didn't even know what vernacular, or deem meant. am I getting smarter, or have I been this way all along and just now the lights within my head are going off? Did my insides change along with my outer appearance?

Ugh, so many questions I want to..No, NEED to figure out. However I can't imagine how I should even go about it all. Pay attention Beast Boy, look at yourself you're a hot mess. If Raven knew what was going on within your head right now she'd be disgusted. She would see how weak and vulnerable we are.. Speaking of Raven.

"Raven, I apologize for having kept you in the dark about this but I knew you wouldn't deem this type of change a necessity."

I said this without thinking about how it sounded coming from my voice. I guess my inside thoughts and processes have changed as well. But no matter those changes, they never took my feelings for Raven away, and they never will. I look away from her in shame, I don't know if she will like this new BB, or if she will turn away in anger.

"Beast Boy...Is that really you?" She said in a cadence that best suited shock and awe, rather than anger.

"well, I mean Yeah. It's me, I don't think you remember this but when we first met I told everyone that I used to be a normal boy. My parents were billionaire scientific entrepreneurs with a love for wildlife preserve. We were visiting the jungles of some place, I can't remember the name of. Well anyway the fact of the matters is, while we were there my parents were doing testing on animals, you see they were trying to create the perfect mixture of animal instincts with our human instincts to mix into our DNA & help better mankind. I guess there was a problem that occured, I was a little boy with a curious mind. I went and played with my Father's work, and in the end caught a deadly virus, because of this My father tried to help me. But instead of helping me it changed me into the green elf you knew. My parents were mortified at the thought that they done something like that to their child. They took me to the doctors in the jungle to try and figure out what was wrong with me. That is when things went from bad to worst, my parents were mysteriously killed. That factor left me an orphan in the middle of the jungle, & no matter how many billions of dollars my parents had to their name..none of it was going to save me. Out of fear and isolation, my hormones took a liking to the animal instincts that were embellished within my DNA. It was because of this and my adrenaline that my body began to morph into the animal I was wishing I could be. I turned into a lion, the king of the jungle-"

"Wait. Stop, this is a lot to take in." Raven said with a look of concern on her face.

"yeah, Beast Boy I forgot the whole story, bro I am so sorry." Cyborg actually had a tear in his eye.

"Beast Boy, Is that a little bit of why you wanted to change back?" Robin asked with authority.

"I feel the sadness for you Beast Boy" Starfire said solemnly before coming and giving me a bone crushing hug.

"GUY'S it's okay, I am Okay. I have had many years to let those thoughts become a part of who I am rather than let them tear me apart." I said in all honesty.

"As for your Question Robin, the answer is no. to be quite honest I felt that it was just time to change back."

"What was your name Before it became Beast Boy?" Raven asked me with a look of sadness. true sadness for me.

I looked at her and smiled before saying "My name is Garfield. Garfield Logan."

:D was it worth the wait? I know, I know. It was a little short, but once I wrote that last statement, I knew I had to leave it at that. let me know what you think of it so far, i sincerely mean it when I say that your guy's comments are what keep me writing.

-WTFStarbucker

formerly known as JAMMER95.

And now for my favorite part of the day, cheesy pick up lines!

"know what's on the menu?"

"no..what?"

"me-n-u" *wink, wink*

stay tuned for next weeks pick up line folks ;D