I woke up sick again, this is getting annoying. When I was done I got up slowly and brushed my teeth. Looking in the mirror I realize I look pale. "What is wrong with me?" Walking back into the living room I see Austin sleeping peacefully. Smiling I lay back down next to him. He is leaving today and I am going to miss this boy like crazy.
Waking up later I feel like someone is watching me. I roll over to see Austin is staring at me, "Morning." Smiling he pulls me closer and goes to kiss me but I turn my head. He gets sad, "Austin, I don't want you to get whatever I have." He still looks down "Come on Austin. Don't be like this. I just don't want you to get sick." He finally looks up, "I don't care Ally. I just want to kiss my girlfriend." Sighing I agree because I know if I don't he will keep on with it. I lean into his face and smiling he gladly closes the space between us. After a second I pull away and he is upset but still happy that he got to kiss me.
I get up to take a shower so we can start the day while he goes to the bathroom downstairs.
After twenty minutes I am dressed and ready to do whatever he wants. I am wearing a yellow shirt and dark skinny jeans, with my black and white converse shoes. I smile at my reflection and I actually feel better after a shower. Only I found out soon that feeling good was not going to last.
Austin's Pov.
I get up to shower after Ally leaves to do the same. After ten minutes I am showered, dressed and making pancakes. I hope Ally is feeling better. Humming to a song in my head I hear footsteps but I don't pay attention. I suddenly feel two small arms wrap around my waist from behind. Smiling I turn to see Ally and she looks like she is feeling better. "Are you feeling okay?" Smiling and nodding she gets on her tippy toes and kisses my cheek.
I turn back to the pancakes. Taking the finished food to the table I can't help but stare at Ally. The way her hair flows down her back, the way her eyes sparkle and the way her smiles lights up the room. I stare at her lips for a long time. Man, she is perfect. I love this girl so much, how am I going to stand five months away from her.
I sit down and start to eat. Looking up at Ally I see she is pale and runs to the bathroom. I follow and hold her hair back while rubbing small circles on her back. She gets up and brushes her teeth while I just stare. "Ally, are you sure you are okay?" Color is returning to her face and she nods. "Yeah, I feel better now." Sighing in relief I nod. "Austin?" "Yeah baby." "Can we go get pizza?" Confused I just stare at her. She couldn't stand to have the pancakes around her, she got sick but she wants pizza. Wow, this is weird. "Um, sure, let's go." I guess we are going to get pizza, again.
Ally's Pov.
Austin sets pancakes down on the table and I grab my fork ready to eat. They look so good and man I really want some pancakes for some reason. I start to feel sick, oh no, not again. Austin is staring at me as I get up and run to the bathroom. This is getting really annoying. I feel great one minute and sick the next. I have never had a stomach flu like this. Austin grabs my hair and rubs my back. Finishing I flush the toilet and brush my teeth again. I am starting to feel good again. "Ally, are you sure you are okay?" He looks really worried. I don't want him to worry but I honestly don't know what is wrong either. "Yeah, I feel better." I actually see relief take over his face and that makes me feel even better. Man, I really want some pizza. I wonder if Austin would care. "Austin?" Staring at me, "Yeah baby." I take a breath, "Can we go get pizza?" I see a bunch of emotions and expressions cross his face but I hear, "Um, sure, let's go." I smile and kiss his lips real quick before skipping out the door to his car. Wait, did Austin call me baby back there? He gets in the car and I turn to look at him, "Austin?" Smiling he looks at me, "Yeah?" "Did you call me baby back there?" The smile leaves his face and he starts to scratch his neck, "Uh, Yeah. Sorry, I mean, if you don't li." He is rambling, so I lean over and kiss his lips. "I don't mind, baby" He smiles big and starts the car. Pizza here I come.
Arriving at the same pizza place we went to before, I get out and go order and meet Austin at a game. "Want to play?" I shake my head, "Na, I would rather watch." After we eat and talk we decide to go hang out at the beach. We play in the water and take a walk on the beach. Austin decides he wants to go get ice cream and I agree it sounded amazing. We are walking down the board walk when I smell something and I start to feel sick seeing a little bathroom I go get sick. Austin is outside waiting with ice cream. "You still want it?" Smiling I nod, "Yes. I want ice cream so bad." He just laughs, "This is a weird stomach flu." I nod, "Yeah, I think I am going to go to the doctor tomorrow if I don't feel better." "Yeah, that would be good. I wish I could go with you."
I stop walking and pull him to the side, "Austin, I wish you could too but this tour is something you cannot pass up." He looks up and I see hurt in his eyes, "I know, I am just going to really miss you. Can you promise me something?" I nod, "Ally, please keep in contact with me. I want to text, email, or call every day." Smiling I take his hand, "Austin, of course. I want that too." He looks down, "One more thing. Well two."After a long pause I barely hear him say anything but I catch, "…Alex… Please." "Huh, I didn't hear you." "Ally, if anything happens between us please don't date Alex. I don't like him. I see the way he looks at you. Please Ally. Also, I know I hate the guy. I just made that clear but I know he would never let anything happen to you. I trust you completely and I know you would not let anything happen. Ally, please take Alex with you to the doctor tomorrow. "I am shocked, "Austin, I am not going to date Alex. I love you. I am not taking Alex with me tomorrow. I will be fine by myself. If I have to take anyone I will take Trish. I love you. Don't get jealous, Alex is just a friend." Leaning up I kiss his lips and I can tell he is relieved.
After an amazing day we are at the tour bus and I am not ready to say goodbye. "Ally, I really do not want to leave you. Can we just cancel?" "Austin, no. Go. I will miss you like crazy. I will but you can't turn this down." He nods, "I can't wait for five months to be over. So I can be back here with you." Smiling I lean my head into his chest and he wraps his arms protectively around me. "Five months will fly by. I promise." "I got you something." Pulling away I look at him as he grabs something from his pocket. It's a box. "Austin, we are. . ." getting cut off by, "Ally, I know what you are thinking. We are too young for that right now. I want to marry you some day but we are not ready. I got you something else." He opens the box and I see an amazing necklace. It is silver and has a heart with a key. However the unique thing about it is it has a music note that is making the key with the heart. "Aw, Austin, I love it. It's beautiful."I kiss him and pull back to look at it again. It also has a diamond in it. "I'm glad. Turn around." I feel the necklace being put on my neck and when he is done I look down to see it lays perfect. "I got you something too." He smiles and puts his hand out. He is such a kid. I grab the necklace from my pocket and give it to him. He looks at it with a smile. The necklace is on a rope like string and it has a guitar pick with an A on it. "A for Ally?" Laughing I shake my head, "A for Austin but yeah I guess it could be both." He pulls me to him after putting the necklace on and kisses me. "I love it. I will wear in every day." "Austin, we have to leave. Wrap it up." I see Jimmy is standing at the door. "I'm glad you like it. I love you Austin. I will miss you so much." He wraps his arms around me more, "I love you too Als. I am going to miss you too." I start crying and he pulls me back to wipe the tears, "Everything will be okay. I will be back soon. Like you said the time will fly by." Nodding I lean up and kiss him.
"I love you Ally. Text me, call me, email me, and I will do the same." "I love you too Austin. I will I promise." We kiss again and I feel everything disappear. It is just me and him. We pull back from lack of air, "Go rock the stage. You will do great." Smiling he kisses me again before we say I love you again and he is gone.
Lying in bed, I look at my ceiling and play with my necklace. I already miss him. I get up to get ready for bed. I go under my sink to find my extra toothpaste and see my tampons. Wait, I didn't get my period this month. I am never late. I run to my calendar. I was suppose to get it around the time me and Austin, "No, I can't be pregnant." Everything starts to click. The sickness, the craving for pizza and the changing in feelings, it all makes since. Sitting on my bed I look at the picture of me and Austin and just cry.
Austin's Pov.
Getting on the bus it was cool. I look around and see a flat screen TV, video game systems and more. I go to my bunk after talking to Jimmy about work. I start to think about Ally as I play with my necklace. Everything starts to flood my mind. Us being each other's first, the pizza place, the kisses, her smiles, and that weird sickness. Wait, Ally didn't need me to rub her back because of her cramps. Did she not get her monthly friend? I am racking my brain for the dates I am called to rub her back and eat ice cream. That was around the time we were together. Everything clicks, "Ally can't be pregnant."
