"I just don't get it! What am I doing wrong?!" Lovino cried over the phone.
On the other end of the line was one of his closest friends the nation of the United States of America, also known as Alfred F. Jones. It had been a few days since Lovino and Antonio visited Feliciano and now Lovino needed someone to vent to. The Italian had made sure not to tell anyone about this whole 'trying for a baby' situation, Alfred being the only exception, he hasn't even told Feli yet.
"Dude, you're not doing anythin' wrong, Im sure if ya keep trying-"
"But I'm tired of trying, it's been over a year! How long did it take for you to get Arthur pregnant?"
"I dunno it was a complete surprise for both of us, one day we had an awesome night and then like 3 weeks later he came yelling at me because he said he was pregnant. Sooo yea."
"It's not fair. Im trying to keep it together but it's hard, y'know?"
"I know." Alfred sighed on the other end, he hated hearing Lovino so upset.
"And then here comes Feli with his baby!" Lovino sat up in his bed, clutching on to a pillow. "It's so sad that my little brother is having a baby before me! Like I don't mean to sound jealous but well.. I am! I just-" The Italian sighed. "I don't know."
"Hm." Alfred hummed in thought. "I can understand why you'd be so jealous dude, I mean it's perfectly normal to feel that way. Maybe you and Antonio should try harder."
"We try like every other day. So far, nothing."
"Try harder! Try so hard you both break your hips!"
Lovino couldn't help letting out a laugh at that, Alfred was so stupid sometimes.
"There ya go, I'm happy to hear you so cheerful 'Mano." Alfred spoke honestly, you could even hear the smile in his voice.
"Yea, yea, yea." Lovino replied a small smile forming.
"Oh mon ami, you look so down, here, have another drink." The nation of France spoke to Antonio, already pouring more wine into his glass.
"Thanks." The Spaniard sighed.
Antonio thought that maybe if he had spent the day with his two best friends, the nation of France and the former nation of Prussia, that he would feel a bit better about everything. Honestly trying for a baby was just as stressful for him as it was for Lovino, it was hard to hear that the tests came up negative every time. However, he tried to be optimistic and tried to keep it together for his lover's sake. If both of them were in shambles it wouldn't be such a good thing.
"Come on dude, you shouldn't be moping around, be happy you don't have kids." The former nation of Prussia, better known as Gilbert, said before gulping down the rest of his beer.
"You're just saying that because you yourself don't want any kids yet." Antonio mumbled. "You're only saying that because you didn't want Austria having your kid."
"Well yea I didn't" Gilbert replied. "And I still don't, man I'm not ready for a kid! Be grateful you can't have one."
"That is enough, Gilbert!" The nation of France, Francis, exclaimed.
Francis knew that Antonio was a sensitive person and Gilbert was so blunt about everything that those words were bound to hurt him. The Frenchman glared at his pale friend and all the former nation did in response was put his hands up in defense.
"Mon ami, are you okay?" Francis asked, placing a hand on Antonio's shoulder.
Antonio had this distant look in his eyes, he couldn't get what Gilbert had said out of his head. Be grateful you can't have one. It really hurt, like he'd just been backstabbed. That was the sort of thing everyone had expected from Gilbert but Antonio thought that the German would go easy on him and actually try to help seeing as though they were best friends.
"Yea I'm fine." Antonio muttered before gulping all the wine that was in his glass. "Can I have some more?"
With a sigh, Francis nodded. "Oui, here." The blond poured a bit more wine in the glass before realizing it was empty. "I'll go get another one."
Francis started walking off and when he passes Gilbert, he whispered. "Be nice to him and at least try to cheer him up, he's your friend." Then continued walking into his kitchen.
Obviously, Gilbert had seen nothing wrong in what he had said but then again he was a bit oblivious so he scooted over next to Antonio on the couch.
"Look man." Gil started, scratching at his platinum blond hair. "I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings and crap, that wasn't very awesome of me."
The German was so bad at apologies, Antonio couldn't help but smile a little.
"It's okay Gil." The Spaniard nodded. "I know you didn't mean it."
Gil nodded with a forced chuckle. "So we're cool?"
"Yea, yea, yea." Antonio chuckled, lightly punching his friends arm.
"Glad to see you two making up." Francis beamed, trotting into the room with a new bottle of wine.
"We were never fighting, I just said something unawesome." Gil pointed out, trying to justify himself.
Antonio laughed genuinely before holding up his glass to Francis. "I still need some more wine."
The sound of glass hitting the floor woke Lovino up at 3:00 in the morning. He mentally cursed to himself before getting up off of the bed, he knew that was Antonio and he might even be drunk.
When the italian nation arrived downstairs he was greeted to the sight of Antonio standing in the hallway kicking off his boots along with a shattered vase next to him.
"Aye, sorry for waking you." Antonio apologized, slurring his words just slightly.
"Damn it, why the hell are you coming home so late?" Lovino crossed his arms. "You should've just stayed at Francis' house. And what the fuck are you breaking vases for, are you drunk?"
"No I'm not drunk." The Spaniard answered before breaking out in laughter.
"Not drunk my ass." Lovino sighed before rolling his eyes.
"Speaking of your ass." Antonio began as his laughter died out. "Let's go make love and try for a baby."
"It's like 3:00 in the morning are you kidding me? We have to get up early tomorrow, we don't have time for that."
"But Lovi~" Antonio hummed walking over to his lover. Lovino could obviously tell he was sort of drunk. "I want to have a baby with you soooooooo badly."
The Spaniard started trailing small kisses on the other nation's neck which earned him a small moan.
"Y-Yea but-" Lovino managed to stutter out.
"Come on Lovi, let's go make a baby~"
Morning came around rather quickly or at least it felt that way to the Spanish nation who had just woken up and already had to deal with a migraine. Antonio sat up slowly, not wanting to cause his head anymore pain and looked around the room through squinted eyes. God the room was filled with obnoxiously bright sunlight.
"Buongiorno."
Antonio looked in the door way to see Lovino standing there while fixing his tie.
"Oh buenos dias." The Spaniard rubbed his head. "I'm guessing I came home drunk, huh?"
"Just a little." Lovino mused. "By the way, I called your boss and told him you wouldn't be in today."
"My boss is going to kill me."
"Si, he said something along those lines." The italian spoke just as he finished fixing his tie. "Well I'm off, I've got a meeting with Feli and our boss. Oh and by the way, your boss said to remind you that you're hosting the world meeting next week."
"How could I forget." Antonio sighed.
"Don't complain, you haven't hosted a meeting in a while." Lovino walked over to his lover, placing a kiss on the Spaniard's cheek. "I'll see you later. Oh and by the way, thanks for the great time last night."
"Hm what?"
"Yesterday- Oh right you were drunk. Well you were all like 'Lovi let's make a baby' and 'lovino please have my baby' oh and my favorite one was 'LOVINO PLEASE HAVE MY BABY IM BEGGING YOU POR FAVOR' not to mention you started singing some spanish songs to me."
Antonio's face went red with embarrassment, did he really say things like that yesterday?
"Really?" The older nation questioned shyly.
Lovino nodded. "Yea after we fucked for like an hour you kinda just started begging me to have your kid. It was kinda funny to see you drunk off of your ass and whining like a toddler."
"Lo siento, Lovi." Antonio apoligized.
"Yea, yea, yea, no need to apologize bastardo." Lovino turned towards the door and started walking away. "I'll see later tonight, Toni"
((A/N: Just wanted to let you guys know that I probably won't be able to update until the weekend so yea ;3; The next few chapters are gonna be better than these past few so I hope you enjoy those as well~ Thank you for reading! Review lovelies!))