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AN: I found a story like mines… sigh but is good though… I promise mines will be completely different.
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Last week was the last night that Charlie and I talk about the baby. Everyone came up with one option… abortion. Mary Ann decided that we should go and look up that option because I was a 15 year old girl having a young baby… how would that look?
Mary Ann must not have known that I didn't care really. They could kill the baby or keep it, that wasn't going to stop me from succeeding in life. Hmm, I just really looked at how I'm talking, seems like I'll be like that mother off of teen mom Farah. I promised myself though I would never be a bad mother; I just didn't know I would have a responsibility this early.
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Epov
Bella's pregnant and its mines and I'm only fucking 16. I know one thing, I'm not ready to be a fucking father so when Carlisle suggested she get an abortion, I was all for that shit. I mean put yourselves in our shoes, young teenagers no older than 16 having a child, I mean as Esme said, I'm a fucking child myself.
Everyone was freaking out on me most when Bella had to tell them what we were thinking and of course, she said it was my fault while she cried on their shoulders. Charlie was going crazy that day, he showed up to my doorstep pulling out his shotgun and aiming it at me. Luckily, my mom sat him down and told him it takes two to tango and so it took me and Bella to have sex.
Alright, back to the topic on hand. I didn't even know if I was serious about Bella being my girlfriend let alone, my baby mama. Ugh I sound like one of those crazy people off of Maury. Ha, I can't even tell Bella it's not mines she would fuck me up, trust me I would even fuck me up.
Something drove me out of my thoughts, Bella and her family must be here. I walked downstairs and my thoughts were correct. Queen bitch and the little bitchness; Mary Ann and Rosalie Hale/Swan, Charlie the big freaking chief Swan, Jazz the Spas Hale/Swan and Bella freaking ruin my life Swan. Great! (with much sarcasm).
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"Edward, take Isabella up to your room while we grown-ups talk, Rosalie and Jasper you can follow," leave it up to Carlisle to be proper.
I made a gesture for her to follow me and Bella knew when I wasn't saying much, it means leave me the fuck alone. She followed shyly and Rosalie made a detour to Emmett's room. I knew all of our siblings had something going on, but why did it have to be the youngest sets to always fuck up.
I know, I curse a lot but I need something to keep my mind off of Bella and this mess.
We arrived to my room Jasper still on our tail, I gave him the look and he nodded. It's not that I had something against them; it's just that I think they all have something to do with this. I know right, they don't but you know how kids are, they always find someone to blame and they are always right.
"Bella let's talk,"
"Alright Edward go ahead, I think it's a good experience and I think I want to keep it," there she goes running off at the mouth. I mean Bella how stupid can you get, in the end they leave you so they could do the same shit we do and then we would have to go through this, is she retarded, "and it would be nice to have someone of your genes, Edward are you listening?"
"Yea I am, just you know, don't get why you feel as if we are old enough for this shit. You make it seem like we're fucking 22 or some shit Bella I'm only 16, do you hear yourself. 'A great experience' Bella, make it seem like it's a trip to a foreign country. BELLA YOU'RE FUCKING PREGNANT!"
"Thank you Edward, I knew that I was looking at the positive of this shit. I don't want to be like some other girls and leave their children all about Edward. Don't you think I know I'm fucking pregnant? IT'S YOUR MOTHER FUCKING FAULT ANYWAY".
Now we were just screaming at each other throwing profanities in the air. I could tell she was holding back because whenever she got mad and didn't say what was on her mind, she always had tears pricking the corner of her eyes. I calmed down for the baby's sake. See, I can be a good father.
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Everyone was called back downstairs, including my siblings; finally it was up for discussion. Charlie stood so I guess he was up first.
"We came to a decision," I knew what he was about to say, just waiting for the complaints, "and I think that Bella should get the abortion".
Alice, Bella, Rosalie and Esme jumped up screaming a big what. Bella came to first.
"Shouldn't Edward and I have a say in this matter dad, we are the ones who's having the kid." She was out of her fucking mind to think I was agreeing with her; let em' do it, kill the shit. Okay maybe I was being too cruel. "I don't want to kill this baby and I'm sure Edward will come around, dad please."
"Bella do you hear yourself, you're 15 years old, you can't have a kid," this discussion was now left to Charlie and Bella. The others and I sat back and watch as they tossed what was on their mines.
"Dad I understand what you're saying but please I want this kid, I don't care what Edward says please dad, I want it,"
"Bells, listen honey, Edward is the father and he has a say in this. Carlisle told me Edward doesn't want it Bella, Edward doesn't even know if he loves you or not."
She turned to me I knew that look, she wore it many times. Jacob got that look and now it was me. She was hurt.
"Edward you tell me lies so you could fuck me," all night I notice she watch her tone and what she said around her parents but no one stopped her now. They wanted this; they wanted Bella to feel the hurt that they are feeling. She's just too dumb to not see it and I'm just too damn stubborn to not tell her.
"Bella I told you I love you because that's what I thought,"
"Oh, so at the time I was under you, you thought you loved me but now that you fucking knocked me-" she was cut off,
"Bells your language," she cut Charlie off.
"No don't tell me what the fuck to do, none of you, I'm keeping my baby and fuck all of your reputations because you won't have me around you. I'm going to live with Renee."
And with that said, she stormed out of the house. No one dared to run after her. We decided to wait and let her blow off some steam. All except Alice,
"You know, all of you got some nerve, telling Bella she can't have her baby and look what she said, if she leaves to go live with her mother, I would castrate all of you men and the woman who agree with Edward, won't be able to have children. Believe me!" and after this Alice stormed off after Bella.
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Apov
Of course I followed after her I mean she was my best friend and the nerve of those fucking people.
"Bella, sweetie it's Alice, you out here." Who the fuck do they think they are? Really, and Edward should be ashamed of himself. I knew what he was thinking but that's just Edward. I saw the foot trail in the dirt; I followed knowing whose it belong to.
"Bella I can see your feet, come down silly," she climb down from out of the small tree house Carlisle built when we were younger.
"I love what you've done with the place Alice," I smiled, Bella always found something to make people laugh in the strangest positions we're in.
"Yea, well soon it will be for our kids, including the one in your stomach," I reassured her. We walked down little ways and stop by a bench.
"You think so Ali," I smiled at her little nickname she came up with when we were younger. That would always be Bella.
"Yea Belly," I laughed. I could remember the day when Emmett came up with that weird nickname because of an incident. "You should know me by now, of course I convinced everyone this was a marvelous thing and they agreed."
She looked skeptically at me and burst into a fit of giggles.
"Alice you're a liar, but a damn good one and I love you for that chica,"
"Come on let's go home… it may not be that great but I'm sure they all came to their senses." With that we walked back on the trail home. It was nice to have that little moment. How things are about to turn out, Bella and I needed it.
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Rpov
I could see as they came back, Bella was right everyone had their opinions on what they should do, why not leave it up to the mother. I looked up to her for this brave stunt, she showed me something even though she made a mistake… she would rather eat dirt than to see herself fail. She deserves respect, not only for going through with this but for sticking up for what she believed.
I went back inside; I was going to lash out on Dad and Edward for sure. She was my sister and she had a fucking point.
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"You guys are fucking wrong, she'll be a great mom and you know it. You just want her to feel as if she failed Dad. Tell em' mom tell em' I'm right." She looked at Charlie.
"Rose, Bella's gonna have her baby," I smiled and Bella smiled through the door. Who knew what Bella was about to say next would affect everyone.
"That's if Edward wants it," dumb sister of mines, she know he doesn't. "Edward, do you?"
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Epov
Bella can't be serious up to me, of course I didn't want it, is she fucking stupid. Ha. I opened my mouth but nothing came out.
Did I really want this kid?
Bella would be good to me and the kid. But did I want to kill a human being, even if not born?
All kinds of questions were running through my mind but the main one was, DID I WANT TO HAVE THIS BABY?
"Well Edward, do you?" this came from mostly everyone in the room. Bella smiled.
"Anything you say Edward, I'd respect your judgment no matter what. So, do you?" Bella asked.
"Well Bella-"
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