So hey everyone this will not be a long authors note just verifying I'm back. I've been gone so long til it hurts but this is a guarantee that I'll continue this story I hope I still have my readers with me. Ok so it'll be longer chapters and more frequent updates I'll use the plot but I'll make sure it's so much better than when I was sixteen because I'm 21 now! Yay me. Lol so I'm not gonna skip the pregnancy per say but I'm gonna make my characters more mature because come on this story was how I acted when I was sixteen. With age does come maturity? First and foremost I'm going to rock the socks off of this story and let you get a sneak peek into what everyone has and will be thinking.

Sad to say I do need a new beta with more experience like how I've become much older and to pre-read this story and go over every grammatical error. I've noticed tiny mistakes that at the time I still shouldn't have made but like I said new and improved so with that said on with the story. Thanks again everyone I hope to grasp new comers and my old readers!

DISCLAIMER: Still don't and will never own Twilight!

Chapter 9: Every road has its Thorns

(BPOV)

I'm at my wits end with this pregnancy really. All I do is throw up and throw things, this is so overrated. I feel like I've been pregnant for forever and I feel like it's never going to end. So Edward and I have broken up for good and quite frankly I don't care what happens with that relationship I've learned to give up on those things and focus on the task at hand.

Sighs, I'm on my 7th month and how everyone seemed so into it I think they even got over it. In those past couple months I've really rationalized things out and noticed its time I grow up over the bullshit drama and my kid's father because newsflash, I'm pregnant.

Rosalie has been my rock, my coach and my baby's dad over these past few months. Alice has been Alice popping in and out but she is Edwards's sister so I really can't blame her. Can you believe Emmett and Rose's relationship is finish? Yea my sister actually got over all the drama with the Cullen's. We don't do sleepovers and we don't date brothers ever! That's our number one rule because it gets so messy but you can see she misses her boyfriend but like I said it's on her. Jasper is still an Alice fan and we excluded him from our trio, I mean we aren't Alice haters (or hating on anyone of the Cullen's) but we don't like them either we just tolerate them.

So you know how I said we was going to wait til I had the kid to see what the sex was? Well Edward and I got over that little phase so we found out the sex. I just wanna hurry up have this kid and get the fuck out of this town already because I still hate being pregnant and yep you guessed, still hate everyone around me.

So I'm packing up some of my old things to give to good will because let's face it I went from 0-100 real quick. No smaller cut off pants and tiny tanks I have to give all that shit away to a next teenage girl who wants to go and have a baby at fifteen.

So much has happened I don't even know where to start. Like sarcasm is now my middle name, yep I've changed my name to Bella sarcasm I hate everyone Swan (see so not kidding). Edward and I try this co-parent thing before the baby actually comes. He comes to my home sit at the dining room table, we do homework and after that's done he'll say call you later and drive off. Mary-Ann and dad are regular they don't really bother Carlisle and Esme that much but when it's essential and necessary we call on them.

School is so boring like really I actually did went to Port Angeles school with a bunch of pregnant hormonal teenage girls and I really hate it but I'll be out there soon enough. Well yea that's about it. Last I heard Tanya wasn't really pregnant she just wanted to say it and Edward was tested and he came out clean. And if you guys wanna know if I still have sex, the answer is No! I don't I looked back and wonder what the fuck was I having sex for in the first place and saying I was in love gosh. As for Edwards's life he's fucking up some other chicks' life, names Maggie. Poor girl she'll be a wreck soon.

So basically that's everyone and everything drama has calmed down. Rose has got into it with a lot of other people over everyone laughing at me but I told her calm down it's never that serious. I am not the only young mother and I will never be the only young mother in this town.

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"So so boring Rosalie, what the hell are we gonna do all damn day," Rose gives me blank stare, you know the one you give when your little sister is pregnant and can't do anything.

"Bella do not do it! I have to donate every fucking pink thing you have and change them blue because your idiot friend didn't think this through," Lol my sister is the funniest. She's meaning Alice by the way. "And don't get me started on how Em's going out with that stupid looking Vicky chick. Like is he stupid? Can you believe him?" I just tone her out and hear her rant on bout how Em got over her so quickly and moved on with the stupid looking Irish chick and how Edward dates her cousin. I guessed some things never changed. Idiots!

"Rose come feel, he's kicking," she comes near my stomach because it's our favorite thing to do nowadays. My kid is gonna be so bad-ass all he does is kicks Rose and I love it.

"Look baby daddy at 9 o clock, kisses I'll be back gonna go take a run and then get me a smoothie. You want something BM?"

I shake my head no. "Just hurry back BD I need you more than air itself."

"Ha-ha Bella Swan, you are so lucky you're pregnant or else I'd kick your ass for your sarcasm," I catch the kisses she blew. I can tell she loves when I fuck with her. Edward walks in as she walks out, she nods, he nods and then shes out; see no room for drama these days. He sits down on the couch and show me what he got for baby Cullen. I jus smile. I still love Edward I mean he put life into me but I haven't really figured out love per say. We smile crack jokes and then sometimes I feel fifteen again. Not some overly sized pregnant teenager but a real fifteen year old with no care in the world until I feel this blob in front of me and I frown.

"So," boy does he sound excited "I got the coolest toy ever known for little man he is so going to love it." Blank stare because come on, IT'S A FUCKING BABY. "So what are you up too nowadays?" he looks at his phone, type something back quick and then puts it on silent and rests it back in his pocket.

"So baby C is killing me lately punching and grabbing and pushing on my pussy you know, that's what I been up too."

"Oh yea pushing on ya vagina like no tomorrow, I think lil C is ready to come." He has this sheepish grin on his face like yeah, I'm the man I made that kid. I knock him with a throw pillow and sigh heavily. "Come on Bella, what's really wrong?"

I'm so scared to tell him my fears of becoming a teen mom. He looked like he grew so mature over the past 3 months and I'm still a child ya know. I'm so scared and frightened and what he does next surprises me because Edward and I are nowhere near close. "Come here," he hugs me and I let him. "I'm so fucking scared Bella. Like what if I curse too much or drop him and fucking kill him what if he hates me like you hate me and what if I'm a bad parent? So much what if's right?" I nod I guess he sensed it, "But what if we are great parents and doing better than some of the people who put us down. Come on Bella we made our bed now let's lie in it. Fuck what people have to say. I love you Bella Swan, I'll always love you. You gave me my first kid." He sighs. "But we don't have to be together to make this work, you know this and I see every day how much happier you are now that you're done with my bullshit."

"Edward I know all of this but it still makes me think," I pause Jasper walks into the living room with Alice and sits down and join in. Lately Jas has acted like he is some damn physiatrist and he makes me sick but he never was about that drama life.

So he's watching and absorbing all the information and Edward and I both needed this.

"You guys know what I think, I think you'll be great parents and later on the future when you see how much of a blessing this was you'll probably settle down and make another child who will be a girl and we could put all those pink shit Aunt Alice had to use." He's now by my stomach talking baby talk and Edwards laughing and I'm smacking him away. Alice is looking with hopeful eyes.

So we finished our little intense talk and mom and dad are home. She's cooking and we all are in the living room until it's time for dinner. I must admit I missed my brother and my best friend but I wasn't ready yet. It will happen but I don't feel it. Couple hours later Rose walks in and she's smiling and then her smile drops because she sees Alice, I look at her with a little hurtful look and she sighs and pulls Alice into a hug and then we sit down and talk.

But come on guys this isn't the Brady fucking bunch because with Edward comes fucking drama. Someone is banging on my door screaming his name. I see Emmett trying to restrain Vicky and I get up to Open the door and look who the fuck it is. Lucky Charm 1 and 2. Baby C hurry up come so mama can kick some Irish Ass please!

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So it's not necessarily a cliffy but hey it's here and come on it is Bella and Edward we are talking about. Drama central! Lol

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