We went to this little Italian restaurant for dinner and it was so much fun. I sat between Alex and Austin which ended up being a little weird. At points Austin would lean over and whisper something in my ear. Alex would grab my hand and give me a sweet kiss every once in a while. Alex was a complete gentleman. He leaned over at one point and kissed my cheek, "You are so beautiful Ally." I blushed and Austin must have caught on because he leaned over and whispered, "He will never know just how beautiful you are." He winked at me and almost caused me spit out my water but it ended up going down the wrong way and I started coughing. Alex patted my back and when I quit coughing, "Are you okay?" All I could do was nod.

Dinner went on like that for over an hour. Alex was the complete nice caring guy he is and Austin would say something or do something that seemed innocent but it always had a hidden meaning.

After dinner we went back to my house and Austin carried a sleeping Aubrey up to her room. Just as he came back downstairs they brought out a cake and started singing softly. I smiled and blew out the candles.

I sat down next to Austin on the couch and Alex sat on the other side. We ate our pieces of cake and When Alex was done he leaned over and started rubbing circles on my back. I smiled at him and he smiled back. "Okay, Present time." I look over to Austin who is rubbing his neck and looking down.

My dad comes over and smiles, "Well baby girl, I didn't know what to get you so I hope you like this gift card." I look at it and see it is a visa, "Well it has $150 dollars on it." I smile, "Dad, you didn't have to do this." Getting up and hugging him I kiss his cheek, "I love you daddy." He wraps his arms around me and smiles. "Anything for you baby."

Sitting back down Trish comes over to me, "Well girly, I got you some really hot outfits." I laugh and she hands me a bag with a bunch of dresses and crop tops. She even threw in some bras and underwear. Laughing I hug her, "Thanks girl." She nods and sits back down.

"Mommy, I got you something for you and baby." I look at Dez like he is crazy when he hands me this envelope. I open it and see it is a mommy and daughter day at this spa. I look up and he smiles, "Dez this is amazing." He smiles and sits back down.

Mrs. And Mr. moon come over and hug me, "Well we got you a nook." I look at this crazy. They shake their heads, "You love to read and it will be easier for you to do that on your nook than all those books." I smile and get up and hug them, "Thank you so much." They smile and hand me the nook and a cover.

Alex smiles, "Well, I honestly had no idea what to get you so I got you a couple things." I look at him confused but he smiles and grabs a bag. Opening it I see presents wrapped. Slowly I open them. I got a diamond necklace. He got me a gift card to Victoria secret. He then gave me a note. I look at him and he smiles, "Read it later." I nod and look back down.

Austin smiles and hugs me, "Well just open the bag." I smile and open the bag he gave me. I open it and find a Gucci purse. My mouth drops and I looks to Austin who smiles. "Open it." I open the purse and see a paper, I open it and see he bought me all of the pretty little liars books for my nook. I flip through it and see something else on the receipt, I look up and he smirks. He bought me the fifty shades of grey books for the nook too. I shake my head and look in the bag again to see a ring, I pull it out and look at him confused. Everyone sees it and gasps, "Ally, I love you but that is not what you think it is. I look at it more closely and see Mine, Aubrey's, and Austin's birthstones put together on the ring. "Flip it over." I do and see our names, "Austin, this is amazing." He smiles and pulls me in for a hug, "Let me know when you read those books." I shake my head and push him away.

Sitting bag on the couch I smile at everyone, "Thank you guys so much." They all smile and nod, "This means a lot to me. Everything was amazing and great. Thank you." They smile and hug me.

We are talking then Austin smiles at me and motions for me to come upstairs, I follow him and look at him weird when he pulls me into my room. "What are you doing?" He sighs, "Ally, I had something else to give you but I got it a while ago. We were happy and… I just don't know how to give it to you." I look at him confused and smile, "Just give it to me, I'll love it."

Sighing he walks over to his closet and comes back out with a little box. He sits on the bed as he hands it to me. I open the box and look in to see a letter that says boy. I look at him confused but he is looking down. I move the letter and see a new Pandora charm for my bracelet and it is baby booties. I smile then I realize something. The booties are blue. The letter says boy. Oh my god, Austin was gonna give me a baby for my birthday. Oh my god. He wanted to have a baby boy with me and he planned to try tonight.

I look up and see him sitting on the bed with his head in his hands. What do I do? This just became a whole new kind of awkward. At dinner it was weird but kind of fun at the same time. Even his presents showed his playful and thoughtful side. I don't want to be mean but I am with Alex.

I look at him still on the bed and smile, It was actually kind of sweet. I knew he has been wanting another baby but I didn't know how soon. I sigh and sit on the bed with him, "Austin I get that you did that months ago. Honestly it was kind of sweet and hot…" He looks up and smiles at me, "I get that you are with Alex but I really wanted to give you all your gifts." I smile and hug him, "I get it. I do." He smiles and kisses my cheek, "I'm still planning on stealing you back."

I smile and kiss his cheek, "Well come on rock star." Smiling he grabs my hand and we head downstairs to see everyone getting ready to leave.

I say bye to everyone and I am left with Alex and Austin. I smile and hug Austin, "Thank you for the gifts Austin." He kisses my cheek and turns to leave before turning and winking at me. I laugh and walk over to Alex sitting on the couch.

I sit down and he smiles before pulling me on his lap. "Did you have a good birthday?" I smile and turn around and kiss him. He smiles and pulls me to him deepen the kiss. I tug on his hair and he groans. He pulls away and kisses me, "I need to go home." I sigh, "Really?" HE looks down, "Yeah, I think I should." I sigh and move off him. He sighs and kisses me, "Ally, I love you."

I look at him in shock. Did he just say what I think he said? He looks at me and sighs, "Ally, that is why I think I should go. My feelings are getting stronger. After last night my feelings are even stronger than they were. I love you Ally and I don't think you feel the same way. I have always loved you Ally, since I first saw you."

I look at him shocked, "Alex i…" He shakes his head, "Don't worry about it. I understand that you are confused." I look down, "Alex, I don't want you to go home. Please stay." HE looks at me and smiles, "Ally, as much as I want to, I think something is going to happen and I don't want you to regret this." I look down and he comes over and smiles and me, "Ally, I am going to go home and I promise to call you tomorrow. Just get some sleep and relax."

I smile and hug him, "You are amazing, you know that Alex." He smiles and kisses me, "Get some sleep." I smile and watch him leave. I see Alex's letter and smile as I open it.

Ally,
You mean so much to me. I love you. I don't think I will be able to tell you this is person. Last night was one of the best nights of my life. It was amazing. I am not saying that because of what happened, I am saying that because we shared something that is intimate. We were as close as two people can me. You are so beautiful Ally and I never want you to forget that. I see the person you are on the inside. I see the wonderful, caring kind person that many people don't. I see the wonderful mother who even after having a baby young does not let it get her down. You are a fighter and you are strong.
Ally, I wanted you to know that even if along the line you realize that its not me. That I am not the one, then I want you to know that is okay.
You are my best friend, No matter what happens, I don't want to lose that. If you decide Austin is the person you love and want to be with, I will be okay.
There is someone of there for everyone. Just know that you are one of the most important people in my life. No matter what happens you will always have a special place in my heart.
I just want you to be happy, no matter what.
With love,
Alex.

I wipe my tears and stare back at the letter. He is so sweet. He just told me that no matter what I decide as long as I'm happy then he will be happy. I can't believe someone can care for someone so much. How can Alex care for me so much when I know I never treated him right? Wiping my tears I pack up my presents and head upstairs.

Turning on my lights I see a letter on my bed. I walk over and open it up.

Ally,
I know you are with Alex right now and no matter what I need to tell you this. I love you so much Ally. I called you sexy and hot when we got together and I was so wrong. I never should have talked to you like that. Ally, you are beautiful. You are my world, my light, Ally you are my everything. You are the reason I wake up in the morning. You have given me the best things in my life. You gave me your heart and I know I smashed it to pieces but you kept giving it back to me.
Ally, you will never know how much I love you for giving me all those chances, even though I know I never deserved them.
You gave me a daughter who is so beautiful and talented, just like her mother.
I know I was not the greatest fiancée or even boyfriend when we were together. I cheated on you which I will regret for the rest of my life. I yelled and argued with you over the stupidest things. I left you alone to go on tour. I left you for a dream. I didn't even know you were pregnant. I was never there for you. Even after Aubrey was born, I was never there to help you with her. I feel so bad for that.
I was set straight by Alex. He made me realize how special you are and how lucky I was to even get the chance to be with you. Alex was always there for you and helped you. He is everything I can never be.
I have changed Ally, I changed to be the man and the father you needed me to be. I want you to be happy. That is all I ever wanted in this world. I know Alex is the better man for you but honestly, I can't give up on you. Without you I am nothing.
I see us together again with more kids. If you don't see us together I will admit I will be hurt because I would be losing the best thing in the world, but I would be happy for you. Your happiness means the world to me.
Ally, I know we will be together again someday, somewhere.

I wrote steal your heart about you because I couldn't get you out of my head. The lyrics are what I feel. No matter what you say or what you do I will always be there for you. I am gonna steal your heart back. Your drive me crazy and you are the perfect picture to me. I know a side of you that no one has ever seen and I love that. You make me want everything as long as I have it with you.
I actually wrote you a new song. This is how I feel about our love. I wrote it below.

Every day day day
I fall for you a little Mo-o-re
And every night night night
I dream of you so Beautifu-u-ul
Every time we laugh I see the sparks flying
Every time you blush I feel those butterflies
baby how we feel will always be in style
Forever and Ever
This love is never gonna fade
We are timeless
We are timeless
My heart will never ever change
We Are timeless
we are timeless
And we're gonna last
Our love will always feel this way
We are timeless
we are timeless

Ally, I know I have rambled, but I honestly, didn't know how to open up to you like this in person. Every time I see you I go weak and can't think straight. I needed to tell you this before I went completely crazy with it inside me. I love you Ally.

`Austin.
Your rock star.

Wiping my tears I lean back on the bed look at his letter. He finally opened up to me. He apologized. I smile a little and wipe the rest of my tears. He is the greatest. He does not deserve to be put through this. I need to figure out my feelings and figure this out soon. I need to know who I want to be with.

Sighing I look at my letter and re-read it crying all over again. Austin has changed so much. He is the caring sweet guy I remember from when we first dated. I hear Aubrey and go into her room and see her sleeping soundly. I look at her and see how beautiful she is. She is a part of me and Austin. Smiling I go back to bed and look at Austin's letter again. I can't believe he got to be this sweet.

Smiling I set the letter on my night stand and lay down. Thinking about Austin and Alex but my thoughts keep going back to Austin and his letter.