It had been a week since Santana's encounter with Quinn aka Lucy. Lucy had sent Santana countless amounts of messages, but Santana just couldn't face them. How could she, the girl she had fallen for had been under her nose the whole time and to make matters worse she didn't even like her.

Rachel was throwing another party yet again and Santana was sure that Quinn wouldn't attend due to Santana's cold shoulder act.

Saturday night parties had now become Rachel's thing, once again the loft was buzzing with drunk people and flowing with alcohol. Santana sat in the window, with a red cup in her hand and many empty red cups displayed by her feet. "hey, lezbro. Think you could cheer the fuck up for maybe 5 minutes so we can beat the divas in beer pong, you know we cant let them win" Santana couldn't object to that, after all Puck did have a point, that game was their's and no one could take it from them.

It was almost 2 hours later and Santana made her way out to her usual spot by the stairs, when she seen the pretty blond she had been avoiding, sitting In her step." hey, Quinn. Mind moving your fake ass back to where ever it was you came from" she knew her words were cold but at this stage she didn't care.

"I came from that party you just left, I'm not surprised you didn't notice me, you're head was too busy down some sluts top" Santana was shocked she hadn't noticed Quinn enter the party.

"oh, jealous are we Quinn or should I say Lucy, hmm, which side of you am I taking to? The girl I fell in love with or the stuck up bitch from down the hall" there was anger in Santana's voice as she spat her words out.

"I'm the same person you idiot, wait did you just say you loved me?" Quinn's voice had a tone of concern to it, how could this be, she was sure Santana hated her.

"I don't know, I hate you, but I love you, I guess, I love Lucy but you arnt her, you're the girl down the hall to me" with that Santana turned on her very drunken heel and walked away.

The sun Shawn there the window disturbing Santana's sleep. Once she was awake she couldn't force herself to go back to sleep. She lifted her phone and opened it at Lucy. She typed a message "I miss you, I wish things could go back to normal" she didn't know if it was a good idea to send it because nothing about this was normal. Against her better judgement she sent it. Less than a minute later she received a reply "you know it wont be normal San, but I love you too. Cant you get over this" shit Santana replived last nights actions in her mind. Did she really tell Quinn she loved her. "fuck sake" she thought "no more alcohol for me."

"how can I get over this, you're not the person that I thought you where" silent tears rolled down Santana's eyes but she would never admit it to herself that she needed Quinn.

"Santana, I am still the same girl who you found on this, all that's changed about me is my name. My birth name is Lucy Quinn F, I was an over weight teen with a bad nose. Now I look good and have a decent nose and my name got changed because I wanted to forget that old me, the only reason I went by that name is because that girl had a lot of insecurities which you know all of them but now Quinn doesn't and that's why my name was different. Please Santana let me show you that I am still that girl" Finally Santana thought. Everything was starting to make sense.

"okay, you have once chance to prove it to me Quinn" how could Santana of possibly said no after all she loved this girl, or at least her alter ego. She had to take this chance to see if she was telling the truth.

"really, okay :) what are you doing tonight ?" wow Santana thought Quinn was slightly eager.

"I have a feeling you're about to tell me" at this point Santana would of cancelled anything she was doing tonight in order to see Quinn.