It's been a month and honestly I don't know how we feel. Austin says he is ready for this and going to be here but I can tell he is thinking about everything too. I want to have this baby but then in a way I don't. No one knows yet and I want to keep it that way for a while. One it's just safer because anything can happen and honestly I still don't know what I'm doing. I smile as I look over at Austin and Aubrey curled up together. Aubrey woke up crying at two in the morning and she said she had a bad dream. I brought her in and put her in bed with me and Austin and she curled right up with him and they haven't moved.

I shake Austin slightly and he doesn't move. Sighing, I decide to go get a shower. I wash my body and stop on my stomach and look down at my hands on it and smile. I wash off my body and get out wrapping a towel around me. I walk into the bedroom and see them still asleep. I walk over to Aubrey and kiss her cheek and rub her back and she stirs, "Aubrey honey, get your dad up." She nods at me and I walk into my closet and put on a pair of blue skinny jeans and a white shirt. I put on my white flip flops and pull my hair into a pony tail. I walk out and see Aubrey kissing Austin's cheek. She sits down, "Momma he not getting up." I laugh and walk over to Austin and lightly place my lips on his. After a second he moves his lips with mine and I pull back.

Opening his eyes he looks around and smiles, "What's up?" I laugh, "Aubrey is mad you didn't get up for her kisses." He turns to her and tickles her, "Sorry Princess, I love you and you have my full attention." She giggle, "Okay." I laugh, "Um… Austin, we have doctors today." He looks at me crazy then his eyes light up with reorganization. "Oh, okay baby." He looks at Aubrey, "I have to get ready princess."

I smile as I pick Aubrey up and take her to her room and get her in a cute pink baby doll dress with black flats and a flower bow. I put her down to play with her toys and walks to the bathroom, "Austin?" I hear a squeak and laugh, "What?" "Austin, what are we going to do? I don't think Aubrey should go." His head pokes out and he nods. "Who can we call?" Thinking I smile, "I'll tell my dad we want to have a lunch date." Nodding his head pokes back in the shower and I laugh.

I pick up my phone and call my dad, "Dad?" I hear a laugh, "Hey sweetie." I laugh, "Dad can you do me a favor?" "Of course." "Me and Austin want to do something and I was wondering if you would care to watch Aubrey for like an hour." "Of course not sweetie. Want me to come there or do you want to bring her. Oh better yet, can I have her for the night? You and Austin can have a night to yourself." I know I look taken aback because I am, "Umm… Sure dad. Thanks." We hung up and I walk up to Aubrey's room.

"Aubrey, do you want to spend a night with Grandpa?" She smiles and I start packing her bag. She has this new stuffed animal she is obsessed with and I made sure to pack it. I walk downstairs and pack her food and formula and then smile as I set the bag by the door.

I walk back up to my bedroom and grab my sunglasses and phone. I turn around and see Austin walking out of his closet, "Hey baby." He smiles, "Aubrey taken care of?" I nod, "My dad is giving us a night off and keeping her tonight." HE smiles and wraps his arms around me and smirks, "Well a night to ourselves, what will we ever do?" I laugh, "Come on lover boy." He laughs and I walk into Aubrey's room, "You ready to go baby girl." She nods and I pick her up and carry her downstairs. I see Austin glaring at me and I glare back.

Grapping her bag I walk out to Austin's car with Aubrey on my hip and her bag on my shoulder. I put Aubrey in her car seat and place her bag next to her. I get in my seat and Austin heads to my dad's. When I get there my dad runs out as I am getting Aubrey's bag and he takes her from me. "Oh my sweetie, look at you. You are getting so big." He pokes her and she giggles. I laugh and hand him her bag as he gives me a quick hug, "Don't worry about her, I got her. Have fun you two." I smile and kiss Aubrey, "BE good Baby girl. Love you." She smiles and kisses me and Austin, "Love you Mommy daddy."

I get back in the car and Austin starts driving to the doctors. I look at him and he looks back, "What?" I sigh, "What's with the glaring?" HE sighs, "You should not be carrying Aubrey and her bag. It's too much?" I shake my head, "No it isn't. Not yet anyways." He sighs, "We will just ask the doctor." "Fine."

We arrive at the doctors and I sign in. I am looking around and sigh, Again I am the youngest one here. "Ally Dawson." I get up and Austin follows. We walk into the room and I sit at the desk. I hear a knock then I see Dr. Harper. "Ally, wow it has already been a month?" I nod and she smiles, "Well, let's check everything then." I nod and sit on the table and lay back. She puts the gel on and moves the wand around.

"Ally?" I look at her, "Yes?" She smiles, "Look?" She points and I see that the baby has grown, "Awe." She smiles and hands me a towel. I wipe the gel up and sit up. We walk over to the desk and she follows. "Okay, so last appointment was stressful, is everything better?" I look at Austin and nod. She smiles, "Great, see I told you everything would work out."

She looks through her papers, "So any questions?" Austin looks at me then smiles, "Yes, Ally was carrying Aubrey today and her sleep over bag, isn't that too much?" She laughs, "Austin, don't worry. It's okay for now but that will have to cut back soon." I nod and smile, "Actually, I was wondering about the dizzy spells. I had them my first pregnancy and I was wondering if there is any way to calm those down." She smiles, "Well they will pass on there on, but just eat well and drink plenty of fluids."

We talk for a few more minutes and she smiles, "Oh pictures, I will be right back." I smile and look at Austin, "How are you?" HE looks at me, "I just want you to be careful. I don't want you or the baby to be injured." I nod and kiss him, "Everything will be okay, I follow what they tell me and remember I went through this before once." He smiles, "Oh yeah."

"Ally, here is your pictures." I smile and take them while she sits back down in her seat. "Is there anything else?" I shake my head and go to get up but I hear, "Wait, Ally I almost forgot, I can tell you how far you are so who the baby is. DO you want to know?"