I wake up and see Austin asleep next to me. Oh he must know by now that he is having a son. I look at him and even though I am still hurt he wasn't there, I can't help but smile. He is so adorable when he sleeps. I know he had to have a good reason to miss yesterday. I can't hold that against him.

I smile and look at him. I can't hold him working against him. He is providing for this family. I can't ask to much of him. I move a piece of him hair out of his eyes and laugh as he mumbles.

I look over and see it is eight in the morning. I grab my phone and remember we didn't have school today for some teacher thing. I smile and lean back on my pillow.

I get up and walk into the bathroom a couple minutes later and after brushing my teeth I walk out. I see Austin still asleep and smile. He must have been up late. I walk out of the room and into Aubrey's and see her still asleep too. I sigh and walk back into the bedroom. There is nothing for me to do. I did laundry and everything the day before yesterday.

I get back into bed and feel the warmth of the bed. I lift my pillow and fluff it then I put it behind my back. I move down a little and feel so comfortable. I turn on the television and turn it on low. I lean back and start to feel sleepy again after a few minutes.

I wake up and look around. I see the television is on and Austin asleep drooling a little on his pillow with his arm slung over my hip. I smile and look over and see it is eleven. I yawn and lean back and feel Austin move. I look over and see him mumbling and moving around a little.

I lean over and kiss his head and when I pull back he opens his eyes and looks around. He sits up and his eyes lands on me. "Ally…" I put my hand up stopping him, "Don't." He looks down then back up, "No Ally. I have to say this."

He moves a little and looks at me better. "I am so sorry I wasn't there. You don't know how bad I felt when I saw that picture and realized I wasn't there yesterday. I was so busy working that I didn't even hear my phone go off. If I would have heard it or listened to your voicemail, I would have been there. But no I was to busy." I smile, "Austin really."

He holds his hand up, "Let me finish. I was so upset I wasn't there but I felt horrible when I heard you upset on the phone and when I read your letter… Ally I am so sorry. I am here for you and my family. I love you and Aubrey with everything I am. I already love this baby." He smiles and places his hand on my stomach.

"I sat in that hallway for probably an hour and you know I don't know anything about what is going on. I don't know if the baby has kicked or anything. I don't know anything except that you are four months pregnant and having a boy." He sighs and looks up at me and I see a few tears. "Ally, I love you so much. I would have given everything up to be there for you with Aubrey. I know about this baby and I haven't been there. That is stopping Ally. I am going to be here and I want to know everything."

He smiles up at me and I wipe a tear. He grabs my hand and kisses it. "I really love you Ally, more than anything. I love that Alex is there to help you but I don't want him to be. I want it to be me you go to and rely on not him." I smile and lean in kissing him.

Pulling back I smile, "Austin this was really nice but you didn't have to say anything. I never should have gotten mad. You were just working. You are a pop star. That means you have duties you have to do. I know what they are and I love you for you. I know I'm a little famous but you are big time. I have to deal with that and that includes you working late sometimes and going around the world and meetings. I can't ask to much of you. You have already changed so much and for the better. You are an amazing dad and fiancée."

He smiles and pulls me back in kissing me. We pull back and he smiles. "Wait one more thing." I sigh and shake my head, "Yes?" He laughs, "Well, umm… has the baby… umm… You know." I laugh and slap his arm a little, "Austin. don't worry the baby has not kicked yet. Doctor Harper said it should happen any time." He smiles and leans back, "Thank god. I am so happy I didn't miss that."

He pulls me to him and I lay my head on his shoulder and he puts his hand on my stomach. We are watching SpongeBob when I hear Ally. I smile and go to get her but also pushes me back down softly. "I got her. You don't need to be carrying her, I read that in your letter." I smile as he gets up and walks out the door.

He comes back a few minutes later and I laugh as Aubrey and her hair sticking up everywhere. "Awe, come here baby." Austin puts Aubrey down and runs over jumping in bed hugging me. I laugh and shake my head, " I meant Aubrey." He shrugs, "I'm your baby too." I laugh and shake my head, "Come here sweetie." She walks over and me and Austin pick her up and put her in the middle of us. "What are we doin?" I laugh and shake my head, "Relaxing."

Aubrey leans back with a smile. She turns and puts her feet by mine and Austin's hips and her face at the bottom of the bed with a pillow. I shrug and Austin leans over and kisses me.

I wake up later and see Austin and Aubrey asleep to. Man, we all must be exhausted. I smile and lean over pecking Austin's lips. He has other ideas and kisses back. He then deepens the kiss. I smile and pull away and he opens his eyes, "Oh man." I laugh and he looks down at Aubrey. "Oh she is so cute." I laugh and lean back down. "What do you want to do?" He smiles, "Lets eat." I shrug and get up and Austin leans over and whispers in Aubrey's ear and the next thing I know she is up and grabbing my hand, "Lets go."

I laugh as we all head down the stairs. Austin pushes me in the direction of the living room and I smile as he heads in the kitchen.

After a few minutes I lean back and start to watch Cinderella with Aubrey. She is holding her doll as she leans her back on the bottom of the couch. I smile at how she loves her princesses.

I feel something and I look at my stomach. I shrug and go back to watching the movie. I feel it again and realize what it is. I smile, "AUSTIN!" He slides into the living room, "What? What's wrong?" I grab his wrist and pull him to me. I put his hand on my stomach and smile.

He looks at me weird then he feels it. He smiles, "Really?" I nod, "You didn't miss it." He smiles bigger and leans in kissing me. "What's goin on?" I look over and Aubrey is watching us. I smile and look at Austin who can't stop looking at my stomach. I shake my head, "Come here sweetie." She walks over and I pick her up.

She looks at me, "You want to feel something?" She shrugs her little shoulder. I smile and put her little hand where I feel the movement. She holds it there then smiles when she feels the movement. "What's that?" I smile, "Your getting better at talking, And that is your brother." She looks at me then the stomach, "He move." I nod and she leans down to my stomach, "I La…Love you." I smile as she places a little kiss on my stomach.

Austin has me move over and he sits down with his hand on my stomach. Aubrey is laying in my lap with her hand on my stomach too. I laugh and then don't pay any attention to me. I shake my head and finish watching Cinderella.

I look down as the movie ends and see Aubrey asleep with her little hand still on my stomach. I smile and look over and see Austin looking at me with a grin on his face with his hand on my stomach. "What?" He leans in and kisses me, "That was amazing." I laugh, "You felt Aubrey." He shakes his head, "Its different. This is his first kick. I was here for the first one. Plus he is my son, she was my daughter." I laugh and lean back some.

Austin moves to get more comfortable and we sit there watching television with their hands on my stomach.

Hey guys, Just taking a break from studying. I hate to study.
Anyway, hope you like it. And I am closer and closer to being able to write all I want.
Anyway, Please review and let me know what you think and like.
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