Austin leaves today and I must admit I am sad to see him go. It has been so nice having him here. He has helped with the kids and we got to spend time together just the two of us and that hasn't happened in awhile. I feel like he is leaving for tour all over again and I wont see him for months when in reality he is only going to be gone like three weeks.

I wake up to someone kissing me. I smile and open my eyes to see Austin leaning over me. "Morning beautiful." I smile, "Morning Rockstar." He laughs and leans back as I sit up, "So what are we doing before you leave?" He smiles, "I have a date planned for us. Alex is taking the kids and Dez is coming over to help him along with Trish." I smile and hug him, "Yay we get a date." He laughs and wraps his arms around me. "Let's get up and get ready."

I swing my legs over and when my feet hit the floor I stand up and stretch feeling a small pain but the doctor said that would be going away anytime. I am feeling great and the cut is already starting to heal. I can basically do what I did before just I cant really lift Aubrey yet.

I start walking to the bathroom when I feel a hand across my butt I gasp and turn around to see Austin smirking. "Don't put it out there if you don't want me getting it?" My mouth is open a little and then I smirk and tilt my head, "Ah Really?" He nods and leans back on his heels, "Yep." Making the p pop. I smirk and take my shirt off leaving me in just underwear. "Too bad, you cant get this." I smile and walk into the bathroom before getting in the shower.

I feel a breeze and turn to see Austin holding the shower open. "Really?" He smiles, "Don't tease." He gets in and starts to wash his hair. He purposely stretches his muscles and bumps into me. I smirk and look over my shoulder at him. Two can play this game. I reach around him to get my body wash and he watches as my hand touches his chest when it comes back around.

Smiling I grab my sponge and put my gel on it. Smiling at him I start to wash my body. I put my leg up some and start to wash it. I see out of the corner of my eye Austin watching me. I smile and put my leg back down and lift the other and wash it. I wash my arms and then my stomach. I put my arm behind me and wash my back. Lastly I start to wash my chest when I catch Austin staring at me so hard. Next thing I know I am against the shower wall and he is kissing me.

He pulls back and starts to kiss my neck. I start laughing and he pulls away and looks at me. "What?" I laugh and shake my head. "Your so easy." He starts to shake his head then starts laughing. He leans his head against mine and smiles, "I am only with you baby?" I laugh and then smile kissing him. "Let's get out before Alex comes looking for us." He laughs and nods.

I rinse off and then get out while he rinses off. I wrap the towel around me and grab another and hold it out for Austin who opens the door and smiles before grabbing it and getting out. Wrapping it around him he leans down and kisses me.

I walk out the door and into my closet where I put on a yellow bell dress. It is fitting to my waist and then bells out until it stops mid-thigh. I slip on a pair of black heels. I leave my hair down after brushing it and lightly apply some soft make up. Putting on my necklaces I always wear and my bracelet I walk out and head into the bathroom to brush my teeth.

Walking out I see Austin come out of his closet in a pair of black jeans and a blue shirt. I smile at his black jacket in his arms and his red high tops on his feet. He looks up and smiles, "What?" I shake my head, "You look like old Austin." He looks down then laughs, "I guess I do." I walk over and wrap my arms around him placing my head on his chest. "I loved you before and I still love you." He kisses the top of my head, "I always loved you too baby, even if it didn't show." I smile and lean up kissing him. "Lets go check on our kids."

I walk out of my room and into Aubrey's to see her playing with her dolls. I walk across the hall where Alex use to stay into now Aiden's room and see him sleeping. I close the door and smile before walking downstairs and seeing Alex asleep on the couch. I laugh and walk over to him and lean down, "Sleepy head?" He stirs and I lean in and kiss his cheek. His eyes pop open and he looks around before his eyes land on my. "What?" I smile, "Why are you asleep on the couch?" He looks down and sits up groaning, "I was cleaning up after putting Aubrey to sleep again last night and must have fell asleep." He stretches and groans even more. "So sore." I laugh and nod standing up, "I bet, you had one arm over the back of the couch. One leg on the floor and one leg straight out while your other arm was over your chest." He laughs and stands up, "Wow, I didn't know I was that tired. Aubrey woke up twice last night." I look at him confused, "I didn't hear her?" He shakes his head and heads out to the kitchen, "I turned the monitor off for you so you and Austin could sleep." Throwing my arms around him I smile. "Thank you, that was so sweet."

Austin comes down with Aiden in his arms, "What was so sweet?" I smile and look at him, "Alex turned off the monitors so we could sleep without Aubrey waking us up." He smiles, "That was sweet man." Alex shrugs, "No problem." We all sit down with coffee and just try to wake up.

After Alex got a shower and woke up even more he came and sat in the living room with us and watched Aubrey watch a singing bear on television.

"When do you leave?" Austin looks at his phone, "Four hours." I nod and Alex just turns and looks around not knowing what to say. Austin gets up and looks at us. "We should probably be going soon?" I nod and get up handing Aiden to Alex. "Trish and Dez will be here any minute, do you want us to wait?" Alex stands up smiling, "No, I got this." I look at him, "Are you sure?" He nods, "Yes, Now go. Have fun." I smile and hug him before walking out the door with Austin.

We arrive at this nice Italian restaurant. I smile as Austin leads me to our table with the host and pulls my chair out for me. We order our drinks and then he grabs my hand kissing it. "I missed you so much on tour baby." I smile and nod, "Me too." He looks at me and smiles, "You look so good tonight." I laugh and feel a blush take over. I then hear his laugh, "I got a blush out of you, still after all this time." I smile and nod, "Yeah you have every effect on me." He smiles as the waitress comes over and we order the chefs special.

Austin sighs, "I don't want to leave again. I missed seeing you, touching you, kissing you. I missed Aubrey. Now I have a son and I don't want to miss anything." I smile and squeeze his hand, "Baby, I know. I don't want you to go either but you will only be gone a few weeks." He nods and sighs, "Its going to feel like forever." "Awe." I lean over the table and give him and kiss. Sitting back in my seat I take a drink and watch him stare at me with nothing but love in his eyes.

We eat our food and wait a few minutes before getting the check and paying. Austin comes around and grabs my hand and we head out to the car. I look at the clock and see we have a little over an hour. "Should we go get your stuff?" He shakes his head and starts driving.

He pulls into the park and grabs my hand taking me for a walk. I smile as he stops at the swings and runs to them with me. We get on the swings and start swinging and just having a blast. Austin stops and jumps out coming over and picking me up spinning me around. He stops and kisses me before sititng down on a swing with me in his lap. "Baby I love you so much." I smile and kiss him before laying my head on his shoulder, "I love you too Austin."

After we see people coming and going we realize we need to go. He stands up with me and takes my hand leading me to the car. My feet start to hurt and he laughs before bending and putting me on his back. He stands and gives me a piggy back ride to the car.

We pull into our driveway and he gets out and meets me at the front of the car before we walk in and smile at Alex holding Aiden in one arm and Aubrey sitting on his lap. I whistle, "Wow, you are natural." He laughs and nods, "I think I am too, thanks for noticing." I smile and walk over picking up Aiden, "Hey little guy." I give him a kiss and then lean down kissing Aubrey. "Hey sweetie." "Hi, Mommy." I smile and stand back up looking at Austin.

Nodding he walks over to Aubrey and picks her up. "Princess, Daddy loves you so much. I have to go on tour for a little bit longer. I wish I didn't have to but I do. I will be back real soon and I will call and Skype all the time." Aubrey looks down and then punts before her eyes get all watery. "No leave." I sigh and Austin looks down, "Princess, it will be quick. It will be like I never left." She looks down and shakes her head. Austin sets her on his knee and looks at her, "Princess, I will be back soon and I will miss you so much. I will bring you back something and we can have a whole day for us. Just me and you." She looks up still upset, "Okay. I love you daddy, I miss you." I smile as Austin hugs and kisses her.

He stands up placing Aubrey down and letting her play. Austin walks over to Alex and smiles before man hugging him. "Take care of them please." Alex nods, "I will I promise." Austin sighs and nods, "I know. I trust you."

He comes over and picks up Aiden giving him a kiss, "Be good for Mommy little guy. I will miss you. Don't do anything major while I am gone." He hands him back to me and runs upstairs. Sighing I walk over to Alex and hand him Aiden. "I will be back soon I promise. Thank you so much for doing this today. It means a lot." He nods, "I wouldn't do it if I didn't want to. Trust me."

Austin comes running down the steps and smiles at Aubrey before coming over and grabbing my hand, "Are you ready?" I nod and follow him out as he gets in the car and heads off to the airport.

He parks next to the jet and I look at it. "I cant believe Jimmy got you a jet for this." Austin shrugs, "It was a jet or lose the tour." I nod, "Yeah I can believe it now."

I am against the front of the car as Austin is in front of me like before. "Ally, I really wish I didn't have to go. I wish I could stay and wake up to you everyday like these last few days. I want to help with my son. I hate leaving you. I feel bad leaving Alex with all of this too." I smile a little and nod, "I know, I feel bad too. I wish you didn't have to go either but you will be back soon. College will be starting soon and then no tour and it will be us." HE smiles slightly and kisses me. "You always know how to make me feel better." I smile and leans against him as he wraps his arms around me, "Its my gift." He laughs and I hear the rumble from his chest. "I have to go baby." I nod and lean back before giving him a kiss which he deepens and wraps his arms around me again. He asks for entrance which I gladly accept.

After air is much needed we pull apart and he looks at me before giving me a quick peck and just holding me. "I want to talk to you any chance I can. Okay?" I nod, "Sounds good." He kisses me one more time before letting me go and heading for the jet.

He turns at the stairs and looks back at me as I smile slightly and wave at him. He enters and I don't see him again. I get in my car and look at the plane, "Here we go again." I turn the car out and back out. I stop at the line and watch the plane leave. I feel a few tears slip and wipe them. He is leaving again and even though I said it would be okay, it feels like cut all over again. This is what happens when you are engaged to a pop sensation. They have to lean and tour is a part of that. I love Austin more than anything but sometimes I think its all too much.