Omg! You guys don't even realize how much your reviews meant to me. They honestly inspire me to keep going regardless of whether I'm writing this for me or for other people. I hope I have helped someone in my own way just by writing this story. P.s. this chapter is definitely rated m. enjoy! Oh and the song is 'Save me' by nicki minaj. You should definitely give it a listen.

"Are you sure?"

"Ashley, I want you to touch me." I whispered as I caressed her cheek as she looked unsure at me.

"You don't know how much I want to, but Spence, we're in a hotel room in the middle of nowhere. I want that moment to be special for you, for us." God I can't even explain how much I love her right now. She is always trying to protect me.

"Baby, you don't know how much I love you for saying that but no matter where we are or whatever the circumstances may be it will be special for me. I love you and this is what I want." A lone tear fell down her cheek as she softly nodded. I kissed the tear away before pressing my lips to hers.

We found ourselves in a passionate kiss and I couldn't get enough of her. I wanted to feel her skin against mine. I began to pull her shirt up and she helped me by removing it the rest of the way. She unclasped her bra causing my eyes to go wide.

"You are so beautiful." I whispered causing a light red tint to her cheeks. I never really see her blush so it felt good to know that I could do that to her.

"So are you." She whispered back before pulling my shirt up and I leaned up so she could take it off. She reached around my back and unsnapped my bra so that we were only in our jeans. We quickly pulled them off and found ourselves completely naked after removing our underwear.

I saw her eyes go dark even in the dark lighting we were in as she eyed my body hungrily. She ran her fingers down my body as she pressed her lips back into mine with a fever. I was finding myself completely turned on when she would bite my bottom lip and then soothe it with her tongue. I placed my hands on her hips before pulling her into me so that are centers were moving together causing us both to let out a loud moan. I felt her fingers slowly trail down my stomach until they were in between our bodies. I unintentionally tensed up as I knew what was about to happen.

She placed a soft kiss on my temple as she ran her fingers through my folds and rubbed my clit causing me to shudder.

"That feels so fucking good." I groaned causing her to let out a husky laugh.

"I was hoping you'd say that." She whispered causing me to gasp as she quickened her pace.

"Babe you're gonna have to slow down or this is gonna end a whole lot faster then I want it to." I mumbled out causing her to chuckle before slowing the pace down.

Her fingers slowly traced my entrance causing a slight worry to build up. I know she'll protect me. I can let her do this. It's what I want.

"You sure?"

I looked into her eyes and saw nothing but love and protection. I nodded slowly, still a bit uneasy.

Her fingers began to slide into my entrance cause me to inhale sharply. "Are you okay?"

I nodded quickly without saying anything. She began pumping her finger in and out of me with a slow steady pace. It didn't take long for the thought of her fingers in me to turn me on. I began bucking my hips up causing her to go a little faster. She kissed my cheek, my neck, down my chest, and continued down my stomach until she met her destination. She placed a firm kiss on my clit cause my hips to buck up into her face. Her tongue snaked out and ran up and down the length of my center as she continued to pump her fingers in and out of me. My chest was heaving heavily as I ran my fingers through her curly hair and gripped it. I couldn't stop the moans and pants from escaping my lips and it encouraged her to keep up the pace.

I could feel the heat building up in my lower stomach and I knew I was close.

"Baby, I'm gonna cum." I groaned out. "Oh fuck, Ashley."

I moaned out the loudest I had the entire time as I came. My fingers were still clenching her hair as she lapped up what I had left to give. She finished cleaning me up as I released her and she made her way back up to me.

"You're so amazing." I panted out as she laced our fingers and placed them above my head. She placed tender kisses on my neck before leaning close to my ear.

"The way you pulled my hair and moaned out my name was so fucking sexy." She whispered huskily causing me to shudder.

I leaned my head and softly bit her neck causing her to moan. I used this to my advantage and quickly flipped us over. I raked my fingers down her tight, flat abs causing them to tense and flex under my touch.

"I love your dark curly hair. I love your smoldering brown eyes. I love your sexy abs. I love that sexy grin of yours along with those perfect lips." I said as I quickly entered her with my fingers causing her to gasp out. "And I love how wet you are for me." I whispered out the last part as I quickly sped up my pace.

"Spencer!" She groaned out before I slammed my lips into hers. I could already feel her walls tightening around my fingers and I knew she was close.

"Are you gonna cum for me, Ashley? Are you gonna cum all over my hand for me?" I had never been like this before and I could tell she enjoyed every bit of it as she mumbled yes before biting her lower lips to keep from screaming.

"Don't hold it in, baby."

"Ahhh fuck!" She screamed out as her wet heat covered my hand. I smirked at her as she tried to recover.

After her breathing began to calm down she ran her fingers through my hair. "I have never seen you like that before."

"I guess you bring out the naughty side of me." I replied with a soft giggle.

"I'll take it." I slowly pressed my lips against hers and enjoyed the feel of her lips against mine.

"You know we can't run for three weeks. We both have school." I said with a sad smile.

"I know." She replied with a sigh. "I just want to stare into those beautiful blue eyes for as long as I can and know that I can protect you."

"As much as I wish you could, you can't always protect me."

"I know, but I can try." I smiled at her, still leaning over her. Her hair was tousled and she had a few small bite marks. I couldn't help but feel so lucky to finally be with someone I was actually in love with.

"Ash?" There's something that I have always wanted to ask her and I feel like I finally can.

"Yeah baby?" She asked with that beautiful smile displayed on her face.

"Why did you go back to Aiden?" Her smile quickly disappeared and she looked away from me. I felt a slight pang in my heart.

"You can tell me." I whispered as I tilted her chin so that she was looking at me again.

"Because I love him." Ouch. "He was safe and I knew how we worked but then you showed up and I started feeling things that I never felt before. I was scared and I had never been in love before so I ran back to him. That's why I avoided you. I didn't know how to handle my feelings for you, especially since I wasn't sure if you liked girls or not."

I contemplated her answer before nodding. "But why did you leave him again?"

She looked up at the ceiling and I could see tears building up in her eyes. I pulled myself up and wrapped a sheet around me so I wasn't on full display as I laced our fingers and waited for her response.

"The day that I found you in the hallway on the floor sobbing made me realize that I can't not be in your life. You are mine to protect. You were so broken and I hated myself for not being there to prevent what had happened to you, even if I hadn't known what it was at the time." She looked over at me causing a few tears to fall down the side of her cheek. "I have to be honest with you, Spencer. I didn't break up with him until you fell asleep. I was just so worried about you and he was the last thing on my mind. I'm sorry I lied to you."

"It's okay, we're together now. Just so you know, I don't like girls I only love you." I whispered my confession to her. Her knowing that bit of information could potentially break my heart and that scared me to death. It'd be one thing if she left me and I could find any other girl and not care but I didn't have feelings for other girls. Sure I find them attractive but I have never had the same feelings for them as I do for her. Then there's the option for guys but I have never really found them to be someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Not like Ashley.

"I know you've heard I've slept with a lot of girls and it's true but I never felt the same thing that I have felt with you, Spencer. I just can't even imagine not having you in my life anymore."

I smiled at her before giving her a quick kiss. She gave me the sexiest grin that I love. "Do you know how sexy your grin is?"

"Do you know how hungry I am?"

"Vending machines?"

"Defintely."

We spent the next day driving back to town. I was scared to say the least and I really wasn't sure what was going to happen to me. I knew my dad would protect me, he promised. Sadly, me and Ashley were going to be spending a whole lot less time together.

"Do you know how much it's going to suck not being able to sleep together every night?" I whined as I watched the different stores we passed.

"We could always have Skype sex." She replied with a wiggle of her eyes.

I scoffed as I slapped her leg. "That is NOT what I meant."

"I know, baby. I'm just playing. Only three week's right?" She glanced at me with uncertainty on her face. "This is gonna be the longest three weeks of my life."

"We will make it work." I replied with certainty.

She looked at me with a smile as she laced our fingers, "I'm proud of you."

"For what?"

"You've been trying to be more confident and happy and you're doing a good job."

"I wouldn't be like this if it wasn't for you." I replied with a smile before pressing her hand to my lips.

"Baby will you sing to me like you did the day after my counseling? It calmed me." I asked as I could see that we were getting closer to my house.

"Sure." She replied before hooking her phone up to the auxiliary cord and looked for a song before deciding on one.

"I drove for miles
Just to find
You and find myself
All these screams
All these voices
In my head
You gave me strength
Gave me hope
For a lifetime
I never was satisfied" Her voice was so calming and beautiful. I would listen to her over Nicki Minaj any day.

"This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up

It's not your fault
I'm a bitch
I'm a monster
Yes I'm a beast
And I feast
When I conquer
But I'm alone
On my throne
All these riches
I came this way
All this way
Just to say hey" Her hand sought mine out as she laced our fingers as she sang to me. I rolled the window down and let the wind blow through my hair as my skin soaked up the sun. I hadn't felt this alive in a long time. Well since last night. I smiled at the thought of that.

"This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up

I'm givin up baby
I'm givin up baby
(feels like I've been driven for miles)
I'm givin up baby
(and I can't seem to silence these voices in my head)
This time won't you save me
(please save me)
This time won't you save me
(please save me)" We pull up to my house and my smile faded as I realized it was time to go back to real life. I looked at my house and sighed as the song came to an end. I looked over at Ashley as she finished up the song.

"This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up"

I gave her a genuine smile as I placed a hand on her cheek. "I'll save you any day. It's about time I repay the favor." I told her with a small laugh.

"I know you would save me if I needed you too." She rubbed her cheek into my hand before placing her hand on the back of my neck and pulling me into a kiss. Our lips melded together into that familiar rhythm that I never could seem to get enough of.

"Three weeks and then you'll move in with me permanently?"

"Of course I will. I just can't run from this anymore. You mean too much to me to have to hide and she's going to know that."

"You'll do great, baby." She whispered before giving me one last peck. I took a deep breath before opening the door and stepping out. I could do this for me and for us.

"She told you that you'd realize what a mistake this was?" I was in bed talking on the phone with Ashley. If only I was with her in person, but I'd take what I could get.

"Yeah and then my dad pretty much told her to shut the hell up." I giggled at the last part. I was so happy to have my dad on my side. It changed a lot.

"Was he mad that you ran away?"

"No. He just told me that he understood why I did it but he hoped that it doesn't happen again and that he would make sure she doesn't make me feel unwelcome again."

She suddenly got quiet and all I could hear was her breathing. "Ash?"

"Sorry. I'm just upset that you are going through all of this because of me." I gripped my pillow because she wasn't there for me to touch or hug.

"Baby, when everything slows down we can say that we are stronger for it and I will finally get what I want. That's all that matters."

"I hate not getting to kiss you." She whispered and I could tell that she was tearing up.

"I do too. I guess I'll have to wait until tomorrow." It's the only thing I had to look forward to.

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