Keeping my promise to Charlie was hard I just couldn't find a way to get out of my zombie period as Charlie called it but it was getting better with the help of Charlie.
Charlie and I have a closer relationship now , we're still way off the mark from being father and daughter but we'll get there in time or at least i hope.
today my computer broke while I was doing an assignment for my English class about what makes a hero (not that i would know much on the subject anyhow) ,so here i am having to drive to Seattle to go get new parts and a manual on computers to fix it because i cant afford a new one and after an hour long drive from forks to Seattle, i finally get to the hardware store .
As I park my truck and I get the weirdest feeling as if someone's watching me but when I look out through all the windows of the truck that miraculously made it to Seattle even though some said it wouldn't, not seeing anyone nearby ,i mentally scold myself for being so paranoid now that... THEY have left.
I get out the car and go into the computer store when I look around I see a load of weird looking parts scattered around the store and for a second I actually feel something that after so many months of felling sad and depressed fells this feels foreign to me, I feel excited.