Disclaimer - I wish I owned Glee, but alas I do not. :(
Chapter 19 – Bombshell
Rachel and Jaxon were singing karaoke together when Quinn arrived home from work that night. She leaned against the front door and watched as the two people she loved most in the world sang and danced around the living room. What added a touch of amusement was the fact that they were singing a song from Sesame Street, and badass Rachel Berry was singing it like she was performing at the Grammy's.
As the last note rang out, Quinn applauded her girlfriend and son. Both singers turned toward her, startled she had been watching them.
"Mama!" Jaxon shrieked as he ran into her arms. "You home!"
Quinn held her son tightly in her arms. "I'm home! What do you think we should all do tonight?"
Jaxon pulled away and tapped his chin, a deep thoughtful look on his face.
Quinn had to bite her lip to keep from laughing at his seriousness.
His eyes suddenly lit up. "Movie!" he exclaimed.
Quinn glanced up at Rachel and saw the singer give her a nod and a wink. "That sounds like a wonderful idea. Why don't you go get into your jammies and grab Lankie, then come back down and we'll all watch a movie together?"
Without having to be told twice, the three year old was running down the hallway toward his bedroom.
Rachel chuckled. She crossed the room and brought her girlfriend into a warm hug. "I missed you today," she murmured in Quinn's ear, placing a soft kiss on her neck.
Shivers went up the blonde's spine at the feel of Rachel's warm breath. "I missed you too." She reluctantly pulled away so she could look into Rachel's eyes. She had been thinking about something for a while now and she decided that now was a good time to bring it up to the singer. She chewed nervously on the inside of her lip then bluntly stated, "You're Jaxon's mom, Rach, and I think it's time he knows and understands that."
Rachel was surprised by the sudden change in topic. She wouldn't lie, she had been thinking about it too, but wasn't sure how to bring it up to Quinn. Jaxon had just been calling her 'Rachel', and she was fine with that. She was just happy to be in his life at all. But now that Quinn had brought up the subject and they were talking about it, she would honestly love for Jaxon to know she was his mom. A big grin spread across her face. "Okay. I would love that, Quinn."
Quinn chuckled because she could see the excitement radiating from Rachel, but the brunette was trying really hard to contain it.
Suddenly Rachel grew serious, her eyes timid. "Are-Are you sure you're okay with that, Quinn? I don't want you to feel like I'm taking something away from you."
Quinn smiled. She appreciated Rachel's concern, but it really wasn't necessary. She gently cupped the singer's cheek. "I'm really okay with it, Rach. Actually I'm ecstatic! This way you get to deal with all his meltdowns and help give him proper punishments for misbehaving. It's a win/win deal for me," she teased.
Rachel scoffed. "Our son does not misbehave. He has always been nothing but a perfect joy around me."
Quinn flat out laughed. "Oh, you just wait, Rachel."
Rachel furrowed her eyebrows at Quinn's words as the blonde turned and made her way toward her bedroom to change into more comfortable clothes. "What does that mean?!" she called out after her, but Quinn just continued to laugh as she disappeared into her room.
Fifteen minutes later, they were all snuggled up on the couch together, blankets and pillows everywhere. Rachel had popped some popcorn and the bowl was settled on Quinn's lap. After they had been passing it back and forth from one end of the couch to the other for a while, they finally decided to let it stay with the blonde since she was in the middle.
Halfway through 'The Little Mermaid', Jaxon's eyes were still glued to the screen, completely enthralled by the animated characters.
"It's like he's never seen this movie before," Rachel whispered in Quinn's ear, pulling the blonde closer. "When in fact I know this is at least his third time he's watched it this week."
"Who can blame him?" Quinn said, a smirk on her face. "It's the best Disney film, hands down."
Rachel lifted her eyebrow. "Is that so?"
Quinn gave a sharp nod. "Yep. The very best."
Rachel giggled. She loved when Quinn was in a playful mood.
"I thought you would be more into 'Beauty and the Beast' since it has a girl who loves to read books."
Quinn nodded, thinking for a second. "True. But a half naked mermaid who's singing voice makes my heart flutter? Seriously… who could possibly ever turn that down?"
This time Rachel full out laughed, but was quickly shushed when Jaxon turned and glared at the women. And when he focused back on the screen, Rachel and Quinn giggled, their heads together and hands over their mouths.
After the movie ended, they stayed cuddled on the couch as Jaxon informed them, yet again, why Ariel was the overall best princess. Rachel was impressed with his logic, especially since he was only three. Knowing he was her son, she wouldn't be surprised if he was making PowerPoint presentations before he was eight.
Rachel felt her stomach tense up from excitement and nervousness about finally telling Jaxon who she really was. She didn't know how Jaxon would take to calling her 'Mom' and it made her worry, even though she and Jaxon had become really close.
"Jaxon?" Quinn said, and waited until the little boy was looking at her. "Rachel and I need to talk to you about something." He scrunched his eyebrows in confusion, then looked to Rachel then back to his mama. Quinn smiled at him. "Jaxon, you know I'm your Mama, right?"
Jaxon laid his head back on Rachel's chest and giggled, pointing at Quinn while the thumb of his other hand was in his mouth, "You my Mama."
Quinn had to laugh at his silliness. "Yes I am. Do you know what a mama does?"
"She luv Jaxon!" he cheered.
"That's right, a mama does love Jaxon," Quinn told him. "But mamas are special women, because not only do they love their children, they take care of them and teach them and keep them safe." When Jaxon nodded his head in understanding, she continued. "Did you know that Rachel is your mom too?"
His eyes widened and he turned quickly to look up at the brunette who was holding him. "'Chel my mama too?" he asked, wonder in his voice.
Rachel could only nod and smile at him, her emotions were getting so close to the surface that she was fighting the urge to cry.
Quinn could see her girlfriend struggling so she went on, "Yes, she is also your mama, just like me. So, Jax, I know that she would love it if you called her 'Mom'. She loves you just as much as I do and she will be in your life forever. She's very special."
Jaxon looked at Rachel with a serious expression, then turned back to Quinn who silently chuckled at the look on his face. Sometimes he could be so serious. "'Chel my Mom?"
Quinn nodded and said, "Yes, Jax, Rachel is your mom."
Jaxon looked up at Rachel and repeated, "You Mom?"
Rachel grinned and hugged him closer to her chest. "Yep, I'm your mom. Is that okay with you?"
The famous Berry watt grin spread across his face and he bounced up and down on Rachel's lap. "Mom 'Chel!" he cried out, giggling. "Mom 'Chel!"
Quinn couldn't help the laugh that escaped her mouth. And the shocked expression on Rachel's face was priceless. "Wow, Rach. Not only does he call you 'Mom' but he also says you're a 'bombshell'," she teased her shocked girlfriend.
"Ha ha ha," the singer said sarcastically. "He can call me whatever he wants, just as long as he knows I'm his mom."
"Mom 'Chel!" Jaxon called out again, his arms in the air like scoring a touchdown.
Rachel tickled him, making him squeal and thrash around in her lap. Quinn watched on in amazement. Both brunettes looked so happy. She wished she could grab her phone to take a picture, but decided her memory would have to just hold on to this moment and store it forever in her mind.
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Jaxon fell asleep easily that night, much to both his mothers' relief.
They were quietly slipping out of his room when Rachel gave Quinn a brief chaste kiss and said, "Thanks for a great night, Quinn. I guess I better get going…"
She walked toward the front door, grabbing her baseball cap off the table as she went. But before her hand touched the doorknob, she felt Quinn slip her hand in hers. She looked up surprised at the blonde and saw happy, shiny green eyes looking back at her.
Rachel reached out with her free hand and cupped Quinn's cheek. At the soft touch, Quinn closed her eyes and leaned into Rachel's hand, inhaling her addictive scent.
"Please don't go," Quinn whispered.
If Rachel hadn't been standing so close to the blonde, she wouldn't have heard the words. "What?" she asked just as softly.
Quinn's gazed locked onto Rachel's and the singer's heart began pounding furiously in her chest at the unadulterated loved shining back at her.
Quinn cupped Rachel's face in her hands and whispered, "I want you to stay… I want to be with you tonight, Rachel."
Rachel smiled, then gently brushed her lips against soft pink ones. "Are you absolutely sure, Quinn? There is no rush."
Quinn saw the sincerity in Rachel's dark brown eyes and her heart swooned that the singer was asking permission and not just jumping her bones. Quinn smile and nodded.
That was all Rachel needed. She captured her girlfriend's lips with a passion that had been building up, their fingers laced together. Quinn pulled back with a soft smirk, knowing what she was doing to the brunette. She then led Rachel down the hallway toward her bedroom.
Rachel smiled when they entered the bedroom and a comforting warmth enveloped her. This was the first time she had been in Quinn's bedroom. It was decorated with classic colors, all soft tones. The large sleigh bed looked to have been stained a dark cherry color which went perfectly with the pure white comforter and pillows. Photos of Jaxon were hanging on the walls along with pictures and paintings of beautiful natural scenery that was very calming. Soft classical music played from a nice sound system against the far wall. All in all, it was perfectly Quinn, and Rachel wouldn't have had it any other way.
Quinn led Rachel over to the bed and turned in her arms, wrapping her arms around Rachel's neck. "I am very sure, Rach," she husked, tracing the singer's lips with her finger. "I need you."
Rachel nodded. This was the first time she and Quinn would be together this way without both of them being highly intoxicated. It was a very special night for the singer and she wanted to make sure it was just as special for her girlfriend.
Her fingers lightly trailed down Quinn's bare arms, eliciting shivers, which made her smile. She gently pulled Quinn's shirt up and off, tossing it onto a nearby chair. She took the opportunity to lavish her girlfriend's naked shoulders with kisses and touches.
Quinn's head fell back at the sensation of Rachel's light caresses. Her body was radiating heat and slightly shaking in anticipation of what the singer was going to do to her. She and Rachel had had sex several times the two different occasions they had been together, and Quinn knew for a fact that Rachel could play her body perfectly to create beautiful music.
Next went Quinn's pants and bra. Rachel bend down and enveloped a hard nipple with her wet mouth, her other hand massaging the other breast.
A whimper fell from Quinn's lips and she tangled her hands in long dark hair, holding Rachel close to her body. Rachel worshiped every inch of skin on the smooth pale torso before her. It was like a blank canvas that was begging to be utilized to create a beautiful masterpiece.
Rachel flung her own shirt and bra over onto the growing pile of clothes on a chair. Then she stepped out of her pants and kicked them to the side. She watched as Quinn licked her lips as hungry hazel eyes took in the site of a growing bulge in Rachel's boxers. The singer's hormones were in overdrive due to not having gotten laid in so long.
Rachel sat down on the edge of the bed then held out her hand towards the blonde, and when Quinn placed her hand in Rachel's, Rachel pulled her down to sit on her lap. "I missed you," she whispered in Quinn's ear.
"I missed you too," Quinn said just as softly. "I missed us." She traced her finger down Rachel's arm and slowed when she passed over the gold tattoo on the singer's left forearm. The three woven hearts were beautiful and Quinn smiled as her other hand fingered her necklace with the same design. "I can't believe you actually kept me in your thoughts all these years," she murmured.
Rachel smiled. "I never wanted to forget you and this design stuck in my head. And now when I look at it, it reminds me of us and Jaxon. What better symbol is there to represent our united family?" She looked into Quinn's beautiful hazel eyes then looked down at her lips.
Quinn knew exactly what the singer wanted, and who was she to ever deny Rachel anything. She turned and straddled Rachel's lap, crossing her ankles behind the brunette's back. She ran her fingers through long brunette hair as Rachel closed her eyes and enjoyed their physical closeness. Quinn leaned forward and captured Rachel's lips with her own. She wanted to pour out her heart and soul into the kiss, to tell Rachel that she really wanted this relationship and that she would always be there for her, even though she knew their lives were bound to get crazy.
Rachel eagerly deepened the kiss as she grabbed a hold of Quinn's hips, slowly rocking her back and forth on her lap.
As she moved, Quinn could feel Rachel's growing erection under the black boxers. Her own panties were becoming increasingly wet and she didn't know how much longer she could last.
And it wasn't long, as all her inhibitions evaporated and she pushed up closer to Rachel's body and began nibbling at the brunette's tender neck as her hands possessively palmed the singer's breasts.
"Fuck!" Rachel groaned as she took Quinn's face in her hands and pressed their mouths together in a joint moan. Rachel's tongue pushed past Quinn's lips and found her velvet tongue waiting for her. It was a wet, sloppy, possessive kiss. Each woman taking and giving and challenging one another to step it up further.
Quinn's hands were buried at the back of Rachel's head, her fingers tangling in the dark chocolate locks. Her hips grinding on Rachel's hard member in a desperate rhythm.
Rachel glided her fingernails up Quinn's legs and across her thighs. Quinn whimpering in Rachel's mouth at the flash of heat that went straight to her core. The singer's eyes glaze over in lust when she heard Quinn's soft whimper. She dipped her tongue between Quinn's breasts, dragging it up as her hands deftly clutched at both Quinn's breasts, squeezing them together against her face and inhaling the sweet smell of vanilla with cinnamon.
Quinn threw her head back and gave an impressive moan. Her fingers scraped through the soft dark hair over the brunette's scalp. "That feels so good, baby," she gasped hotly. "I can't wait anymore… Please, Rach… I've waited so long for this," she begged, her breathing hard.
Rachel groaned as she felt Quinn's wetness saturate not only her girlfriend's panties, but also her boxers.
"Please…" Quinn managed to get out as her hips started bucking. She tugged violently on the brunette's hair, her fingers deeply entwined in the curly locks, eliciting a hiss of pain from Rachel. Quinn released her vice-like hold on Rachel's hair to rake her fingernails down her lover's bare shoulders, causing red painful looking lines down her tan back. "Oh, Rachel…"
A groan of sheer pleasure fell from the brunette, loving the sound of her name as it moved across Quinn's lips and feeling the pleasurable pain from her sharp fingernails down her back. "C-condom…" she stuttered, her erection becoming painful.
Quinn shook her head. "I started… oh that feels good… I'm on the pill."
Without further delay, Rachel reached down and pulled her penis through the open gap in her boxers and pushed Quinn's panties to the side. She then grasped under pale thighs and lifted Quinn up off her lap so she could get lined up properly. When she was ready, she plunged the blonde down, completely impaling her in one swift motion onto her stiff member.
Quinn cried out from the shock and relief of Rachel's cock buried deep inside her wet center. She felt so full as her hips rose and fell on Rachel's lap. "Fuck yes!… Oh please, don't stop!" she hissed loudly as Rachel began to thrust her hips up, falling in sync.
Swearing out loud, Quinn was unable to keep her hips from shaking, her body already breaking out in a sheen of sweat. Rachel's hands gripped her hips, guiding her as Quinn rode her with passion. Quinn tipped her head back and moaned loudly. It felt so perfect. This was what she wanted, what she needed, what she had longed for. "Rachel!"
Rachel was so deep inside and she moaned loudly as she felt Quinn's trembling walls squeeze her member tight. "Quinn, you feel so good!" she panted into the blonde's neck, biting down on her shoulder and leaving an angry red mark that she soothed with her tongue.
The extra sensation burst through Quinn, overwhelming her senses and she gave a strangled, wordless cry as she drew closer to the edge. She stared into Rachel's face, watching as dark brown eyes touched her soul. "So good… So good…" Quinn kept repeating over and over, like a mantra.
Rachel leaned forward to press her lips gently against the blonde's. This kiss was soft and slow. Quinn slowed her movements in time with Rachel's delicious lips. She wrapped her arms around the brunette's head, pulling their chests flush together as her hips rose and fell with every thrust of Rachel's.
"Stay with me, Rachel… Please…" she breathed out, pleadingly.
"Always," Rachel promised, her chocolate eyes echoing her conviction.
Rachel groaned as she increased the pace and began pounding inside Quinn's heat. Faster and rougher than before, she worked her hand down between their bodies and pressed her fingers hard against the engorged clit, which caused Quinn's walls to clamp down hard onto her cock and squeezed it so tight that Rachel couldn't even move. "Oh shit!" she panted into the blonde's chest.
Quinn crashed their lips together as she came violently, thrashing in Rachel's arms. When Quinn's walls loosened and her juices poured over the brunette's cock, Rachel was finally able to move again. And after three more hard thrusts, Rachel crashed over the edge, sending ropes of white cum deep inside Quinn.
They panted and clutched onto each other, their breathing slowly going back to normal. Quinn had her face buried in Rachel's neck and the singer's eyes were shut tight.
After a few minutes, Rachel pulled back and looked deeply in Quinn's eyes. "Wow…" was all she could muster out.
Quinn grinned, her smile bright. "Yeah… wow."
Rachel leaned up and kissed the blonde softly. She then rolled them over so Quinn was underneath her. Rachel let her long dark brown hair fall forward, making a curtain around their heads. It gently caressed Quinn's bare shoulders as it flowed around them. Rachel kissed her lover's cheeks, then down her neck. Her lips continued their journey down to her collarbones as Rachel hands found the blonde's breasts and cupped them, relishing in the feeling of their fullness against her palm.
Quinn sighed as she pushed up to make harder contact with Rachel's hands.
"Can I make love to you, Quinn?" Rachel whispered, gazing down at the goddess below her, vulnerability shining clearly in her dark eyes.
Quinn looked up questioningly. "I thought we just did," she chuckled, then quickly stopped when she saw the serious look in her girlfriend's eyes.
Rachel shook her head, placing a soft kiss on Quinn's cheek. "No. We had sex. I want to make love to you, Quinn. The two are completely different."
Warmth swelled in Quinn's heart as she stared into soft brown eyes that were looking at her with… Love. Deep love. She was so in awe that she could only nod.
Rachel smiled in relief. "I've only ever made love to one person in my entire life," she admitted.
Quinn arched her eyebrow. "Really?"
Rachel nodded. "I've had a lot of sex and fucking, but I've only made love to one person."
The blonde was surprised at the consuming jealousy that flashed through her mind. She knew she was being unfair, but it was still upsetting that another woman had been that intimate with her girlfriend.
"It's you," Rachel whispered in Quinn's ear. She pulled back to look into deep hazel eyes. "It's you. It's always been you. Quinn, you are the only person I have, and will ever, make love to. It was our first night together almost four years ago and I have thought about it every day since."
Quinn was stunned. No words could make it out of her mouth. But that was fine with Rachel, because she leaned down and captured the blonde's lips with her own in a soft, sensual kiss.
The kiss was slow, passionate, loving, and it ignited a fire within both their stomachs, rising up into their chests and spreading throughout their bodies. It was unlike any other kiss they had ever shared, and it meant so much more than it ever had. It was as if it solidified something, repaired all that had gone wrong within them. It healed the wounds on their hearts and sealed the cracks. It melted off the ice that had been created around them. It seemed as though everything had fallen into place. The stars had aligned, and all was right with the world. This was right. They were right.
The singer kissed down the middle of Quinn's chest and teased her as she kissed the gentle swell of her breasts. It was painful, but Rachel pulled her lips away from the sweetness of the mounds and kissed her way down slowly as she continued to make her way to Quinn's belly button. Her fingers latched onto the waistband of Quinn's panties and slowly pulled them down long tones legs. Once they were off, Rachel quickly discarded her boxers.
Quinn instinctively opened her legs wider as Rachel settled between them.
Rachel looked up at her beautiful girlfriend, their eyes meeting with passion-filled gazes. "I love you," she sighed, a sweet smile on her lips.
"I love you too, baby," Quinn answered back.
Quinn closed her eyes as Rachel placed a soft kiss on the inside of her right thigh, then another one on her left. The brunette could feel Quinn push her hips up, trying to close the gap that Rachel was holding between them. Then Rachel finally gave in and covered her clit with her mouth, pulling the largest sigh and moan she had ever heard out of Quinn. Taking the time to lick, suck and love Quinn's sex for several minutes was heaven in Rachel's eyes.
Quinn was disappointed when Rachel eventually pulled away, but it quickly subsided as she felt Rachel start to work her way up Quinn's body. She left small kisses and nips on her collarbone, then taking creamy breasts in her hands and rolling both nipples between her fingers. She stopped only to take one into her mouth and flick it gently with her tongue.
Quinn's breath hitched in her throat at the sensations flooding her body. Her back arched as heat spread throughout her body. Rachel inched her hand lower, running her short nails over Quinn's stomach and further down. She groaned loudly as she ran her fingers through the warm, wet heat between the blonde's thighs, breathing in the musky aroma that she always craved. She easily slipped her fully hard lady cock deep inside Quinn, eliciting a small gasp from the girl at the invasion.
Quinn pulled Rachel up and into a passionate kiss. "I am so wet for you, Rach. I love you so much."
They continued their kisses as Rachel started pumping in and out at a slow pace. Quinn gasped for breath, a long moan falling from her lips. Rachel sustained the same slow pace of her thrusting for several long minutes, loving the look of wonder and passion on her lover's face. And she loved that she was the one who put it there.
She quickened her movements slightly as Quinn's hips started rolling. She attached her mouth to a pert breast and lavished it.
Quinn was moaning and tightly gripping the sheets as she felt a wave of pleasure threatened to overtake her. "Oh, Rachel… oh, baby… I'm so close… You love me so good…"
The brunette loved the sound of her name coming from Quinn's lips. And felt so happy that her girlfriend was feeling her love and passion for her. This was exactly what making love was like.
A moment later, Rachel could feel Quinn's muscles gripping her member tightly as she continued to thrust faster, caressing Quinn's breasts with her fingers and peppering her neck and jaw and lips with kisses.
Wave upon wave of pleasure crashed over Quinn as she screamed out Rachel's name over and over as her orgasm lasted longer than any other orgasm she had ever had. And it was a couple minutes before her grip finally loosened on the sheets and she was able to inhale a lungful of much-needed air.
Rachel trailed soft kisses back up to soft, waiting lips. She tilted her head to get a better angle to deepen the kiss. Quinn opened her mouth eagerly and the brunette massaged her tongue with her own. Quinn basked in the sweetness she found.
And for the next several minutes, both girls explored and caressed the exposed skin of the other, basking in the sweetness they found. It wasn't long before sleep overcame them and they held each other all night, soft smiles gracing their lips.
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A/N - There you go! Lots of Faberry lovin'!