As soon as the door slammed behind Nick, Sebastian let a single tear roll down his cheek and collapsed back onto his bed his mind racing with one million thoughts that all revolved around the fact the Nick knows. Sebastian had kept his other life very much a secret from everybody, over three years he'd been able to buy special make up to cover his wounds, he even had Dalton believe he had chronic fatigue so he would be excused from missing the odd day of lessons. Everything that could have exposed him was protected by numerous stories and fake doctor's notes; Nick however was the last element that he thought would be a problem. Sebastian knew his roommate like the back of his hand, after living with Nick for two years he knew that Nick would leave to go back home on the weekends at 5.08pm precisely every friday and would not return until at least 3pm (depending on traffic) on sunday, everything was like clockwork to Sebastian he knew how long he had alone and used Nick's OCD as an advantage.
The worst part according to Sebastian wasn't Nick walking in on him (even if it was pretty bad, it just wasn't the worst), the most worrying part to him was that he had actually passed out from pain for what must have been a good four hours and not known anything that had happened before hand.
Sat nursing a hot cappuccino in the corner of the Lima Bean Nick stared out of the glass wall to the left of him, vivid images of Sebastian lying on the bed so vulnerable and hurt flew through his mind. The possibility that it might have happened before quickly joined his thought process, the idea of somebody hurting Sebastian or even him hurting himself made Nick's stomach churn. The two boys had never really seen eye to eye during the two years they roomed together, Sebastian was difficult to get along with to say the least, since his first day at Dalton he got the reputation of a man whore who had outstanding grades and could flirt his way out of any situation, but alas for some unknown reason Nick couldn't not care about the self confident and promiscuous boy who looked so young and scared.
Stirring around his drink mindlessly Nick watched as a young girl fought against her mother's grip, flashes of terrified green eyes haunting his every thought.
A waving palm suddenly shot in front of his eyes "Nick you in there?" a familiar voice chuckled pulling out of his train of thought, glancing upwards he was met with a lanky blonde.
Readjusting his position in the cheap coffee shop chairs he smiled back "Hey Jeff, what are you doing here man?" Jeff beamed back, pulling out the chair opposite and taking a seat.
Blowing over the rim of his boiling coffee cup Jeff replied "I went to find you in your room but Sebastian said you were here." The mention of Sebastian had Nick tense up and leaning forward in anticipation, however it was obvious Jeff was completely oblivious to it all.
"You saw Sebastian?"
"Well yeah, he told me you were here?"
"What did he, erm... seem like?" Nick asked awkwardly.
Jeff sat his cup back onto the table and looked up at his best friend with confusion all over his face "he seem fine I guess, just Sebastian-ish I guess, you know douchy and hands on. Why?"
As soon as Jeff mention Sebastian being hands on, Nick couldn't help himself "Did you have sex?" he blurted out regretting the moment those words left his lips.
"What? I was at my Gran's 80th birthday party this weekend, of course I didn't have sex?" Jeff questioned raising an eyebrow.
"No...I mean, um..." he took a deep breath and kept his eyes focused on the coffee stain on the wooden table that was shaped like a monkey, "did you...y'know with him?" he muttered.
Jeff looked completely puzzled by the whole situation "Did I y'know with who?"
"Sebastian...?"
"Oh" he halted and after a long pause Jeff sighed "once."
Nick wasn't sure if he was hearing correctly, did Jeff just admit to sleeping with Sebastian Smythe? As far as he was concerned Jeff was a virgin and more importantly straight he couldn't get his head arount it "But, you arent gay?"
"I'm not! I-he was so... I didn't know...I just thought...you know what he's like, I mean you live with him!" Jeff babbled itching the back of his neck, a sign Nick knows to mean Jeff is nervous.
"I do know what he's like! That's why I don't get it at all! He's rude, lazy, perverted and overall gay!" Nick could feel his anger rising against Sebastian and Jeff, suddenly it mattered not that Sebastian could be in danger, the only thing that mattered in that moment was how Jeff could have been so stupid. "When did it happen then? Where did it happen? How did it happen?!"
Anyone could see the effect of Nick's anger on Jeff's face, he paled, eyes watering in tears "Nick, I'm sorry!" he pleaded.
"Just answer my question" Nick answered sternly glaring holes into the table.
"It-it was before christmas... After Warblers practice, he-he told me to stay behind to rehearse the dance routine with me since I was apparently lacking" Nick gave a nod to carry on "he kept touching me, l-like little touches, over my arms... then he told me, oh god I sound so stupid! He told me I was special and he w... wanted me. Nick you have to believe me, Jess had just broken up with me, you were with Thad doing that chem project, I was lonely! He said he wanted-no needed me and offered himself up on a plate, I couldn't help it!" he cried letting the tears finally come out.
Nick was seething in anger by this point "was he good?" he spat.
"what do you mean Nick?"
"Was he good? Did it hurt? I mean I assumed you were a virgin until ten minutes ago, were you one before he had his dick stuck up your ass?!"
Shock crossed Jeff's face "I-I was, I promise, he was the only person and I wish I hadn't, I swear! He was rough and just shoved himself in with no warning he didn't kiss me or anything, then just ignored me! I'm sorry Nick!"
Contemplating all he had heard Nick spontaneously stood up letting the chair screech against the wooden floor "He stole your virginity and you never told me? Bye Jeff."
Leaving the small table with now only one occupant Nick stormed out of the Lima Bean straight to his Mini, turning the radio off he began his journey back to Dalton, deciding if he wanted to cry or punch something. Unfortunately for Sebastian it was the latter.
Pacing around his abandoned dorm room Sebastian was almost radiating stress "I know" there was short pause as he listened to the aggravated voice through the phone "Yes, I'm aware-" he began but was quickly cut off forcing him to halt. "It won't happen again" his voice begged "I understand... I promise" The voice started talking again causing Sebastian to visibly tense at the words "No, no he won't be a problem...I haven't seen him since" another pause "I won't let him tell a soul, I won't let him" after a few more final words Sebastian disconnected the call and carefully placed it back in a small box then hiding it under his bed, freshly made bed. As he crouched down to slide the shoe box under his bed a searing pain travelled throughout his body, "fuck" he moaned letting himself fall onto his side breathing heavily and trying not to cry out in pain.
After years of practice Sebastian could disguise any physical wound he may have with concealer or longer shirts but he could never heal his internal pain. "Jesus fucking christ" he spat as he attempted to heave his broken body up on the bed, gripping on the sheets he tugged himself onto the bed where he just laid and caught his breath "stop hurting so much!" he groaned at himself clasping his eyes shut in agonizing pain.
Muffled voices came from down the hall which drew Sebastian out of his misery, listening to the sounds of shouting getting closer he sat up trying to deduce what was occurring outside. "Stop it, please! Nick!" a panicked voice yelled sounding like Jeff, Sebastian stood up slowly walking closer to the noise, as soon as he reached the door it suddenly flew open and in seconds Sebastian is back onto the floor letting the familiar lacerating pain travel through his body and a tingly sensation on his right cheek.
"You are a fucking jerk Smythe! I don't care anymore, I hope what ever happened earlier happens again" a kick causes him to yelp in pain "and again" kick "and again!"
"Stop it Nick! Please!" The second voice said, opening his eyes he realized who his attacker was.
"Nick w-what have I done this time?" Sebastian gasped trying to keep up is ignorant facade by smirking up at then furious boy.
"You don't know what you've done? You've got to be fucking kidding me! You shoved your penis inside my best friend and stole his virginity from him then never looked his way again!"
"You know what Nicholas, I hated every second buried inside that prude's ass he was practically crying the whole way through. But you know what? I carried on because I knew that you wanted him Nick, I knew you loved him and I wanted to prove I could have him at my disposal" Sebastian bitterly chuckled coughing up blood but still keeping his signature smirk.
Nick was turning red with rage throwing another couple of kicks at the boy on the floor, Jeff attempted to pull him back but as soon as he touched him Nick pushed the blonde back glaring "fuck you too you slut! You're as bad as each other, you deserve each other!"
Slowly Sebastian felt his head getting heavier with every second and then all he could see was black.
Have you heard the news? xx -Blaine
Um no, what's happened? Rachel lost her voice again? xxx -Kurt
Haha nope, its about the warblers! xxx -Blaine
TELL MEEEEEEEEEE xxxxxxxxxx -Kurt
Well apparently Niff have had a huge fall out and aren't speaking! :o xxxxxxxx -Blaine
What?! No way?! Our Niff, fake blonde Jeff and nerdy Nick?! xxxx -Kurt
Yeah Trent just called me. That's not even the worst part xxxxxx -Blaine
What could be worse than no Niff:( xxxxxx -Kurt
It's Sebastian xxx -Blaine
Oh what? A zoo has finally captured him and put him in a
meerkat enclosure? ;) xxxx -Kurt
Kurt, he is in hospital... -Blaine
What a shame. -Kurt
This isn't funny Kurt, he is apparently in intensive care and
they aren't sure if he will wake up xxxx -Blaine
Shame I guess xxx -Kurt
You could be a little more sympathetic Kurt! -Blaine
I don't really have anything to do with him or any care about him x -Kurt
Nick put him in hospital Kurt -Blaine
WHAT? Our Nick?! -Kurt
Yeah, I'm going to go and see Sebastian tomorrow thought we could see Nick too...? -Blaine
You want me to see that slim bag that almost ruined us? -Kurt
For me, please x -Blaine
Okay, but don't expect me to be happy x -Kurt
I love you Kurt, you're amazing xx -Blaine
I love you more Blaine Anderson xxxx -Kurt