Phil's P.O.V.
It's been about a week since the car accident and Dan has yet to wake up. There hasn't been a day that's passed that I haven't cried. Cried for Dan's life... Cried knowing Dan may never wake up... Cried knowing that he could die at any minute... Cried for the fact that I may never see his brown eyes again.
It's been about a week since mine and Dan's parents came down to the A&E department. Unfortunately, they couldn't stay for long and only proceeded to stay for about 3 days before they needed to be back where they came.
It's been about a week since I tweeted out to our fans the devastating news. But I didn't tell them the part about Dan falling into a coma, only that we were in a terrible wreck and that we will be absent for a bit. Luckily, they understood and sent us a lot of love. Only our family and close friends really know what's going on...
It's been about a week since Pj and Chris found me, my head next to Dan's hand, releasing heart-wrenching sobs. Crying out for Dan to wake up. Whispering things into his ear. Kissing his bandaged forehead. Deja-vu spinning around me. I don't want him to die. I don't want to lose another close person to me! I lost one of my closest friends back in Uni. I refuse to let it happen again.
It's been about a week since I got a phone call from Cat. She was sending us her sympathy, saying how sorry and upset she was. She said she will be coming down to England soon, which made me smile for the first time in that week. Good to see who our true friends are.
It's been about a week and I'm going insane. I don't know how I survived the first 23 years of my life without him. It's one of those times that you wonder how you lived without that special person and Dan was that special person in my life. He's my best friend, boyfriend, love, and so much more. My brain just can't make it out into words.
It's been about a week since I was questioned. I have yet to see the man who caused this all and quite frankly, I don't think I want to, give or take how angry and upset I am. I don't need Dan's coma and a lawsuit coming at me because I decided to kill the man who did this. One thing at a time Phil...
It's been about a week since the flowers came in from Zoe and Alfie. Letters from Marcus and Niomi. Tweets from Louise, Jim, Tanya and just about everybody else. In a way, it made me cry even more just knowing that we have the backing of our amazing friends, family and fans. I couldn't ask for better friends.
I don't know how much longer Dan will be out but in all honestly, I'd rather him be in a coma for weeks or months than lose him all together. And I feel like everyone would agree... All I can do is pray for his life and hopefully... He won't leave.
Please don't leave...
Aww Poor Philly! :(
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Byebye guys! :)