I'll Be Here When You Wake Up

by strawberry4life

Raining can be a relaxing thing to some people and a horror that doesn't seem to end for others. Some people are meant to drive and some are idiots who don't know what they're doing and always end up hurting someone. Sadly for Dan and Phil, they suffer the consequences for someone elses actions... Dan/Phil. Phan. Disclaimer: Don't Own Anything.

5. I Miss You

Phil's P.O.V.

It's been another week. After much convincing, Louise and Pj managed to get me out of the hospital and back to the flat to get cleaned up as I haven't been back there for about 2 weeks.

I don't want to though. Without Dan there, it's just so lonely. So quiet. I really hate it. Having Dan in my life for almost 5 years can do something to you. I miss him terribly.

I miss his voice.

I miss his laugh.

I miss his smile.

I miss his dimples.

I miss his beautiful brown eyes.

I miss cuddling with him at night.

I miss kissing those soft lips.

I miss recording with him.

But most of all, I miss him.

It's only been 2 weeks and I feel like he's dead.

I fell to the floor once I made it into the flat. I pulled my knees up to my chest and hugged them, softly crying...

After what felt like years of crying, I wiped away from my tears and headed for the bathroom. I needed a shower...

Once I finished in the shower, I felt clean after being in a hospital room for 2 weeks. Now that I think of it like that, I'm quite disgusted. Not for being with Dan obviously because there's no where else I'd rather be but for the fact I was in a hospital without cleaning for so long.

I exit the bathroom and looked at the time. It's half past 9 at night. I felt my stomach grumble. I guess with everything that's been going on, I haven't thought about my own needs.

I trudged onwards into the kitchen and turned on the lights. I made some food and sat down on the sofa in the lounge and put on Buffy.

I get sad again though knowing that Dan isn't here, watching it with me.

I eat my dinner and sigh heavily, turning off the tv and putting my dishes away.

I walk into my bedroom and climb into my bed.

"I miss you." I whispered quietly.

"I don't know what I'll do without you Dan." I thought to myself.

Some tears quietly make their way down my cheeks and I laid down, hugging a pillow close to my body and close my eyes, attempting to fall asleep.

But to any avail, it doesn't work. I sighed and sat up. I looked at the clock. It's almost half past 11. I get out of bed and make my way towards Dan's room. I gently climb into his bed and hug one of his pillows to my chest, breathing in his scent.

I smiled softly, as if he's here with me.

"That's it Phil, think positively. He'll be fine." I thought to myself again.

I crush the pillow to my chest and soon enough, I was asleep in Dan's bed.

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