WARNING: SLIGHT SMUT IN THIS CHAPTER.
Phil's P.O.V.
It's been a few weeks since Dan has came home and he seems to be settling in alright. He's been getting a lot of flashbacks so hopefully when the time comes, he will get his memory back completely.
Of course, he is still a bit shy around me and he has yet to start filming a video but I tweeted out letting everyone know that Dan most likely won't be recording up uploading anything right now. Thankfully they understood completely.
I put all the pieces together and I figured out that Dan remembers everything up until the point of meeting me and starting Youtube. He doesn't remember any of the videos he has made. He doesn't remember PJ, Chris, Zoe, Louise or any of them. He only remembers his family and people from his past...
In a way, Dan and I were never together nor are we together at the moment. But I'm being patient. I'll do anything for him even if it means waiting months to kiss him again and hold him while he sleeps. I'll do anything for Dan.
"Hey Phil?" Dan asked, sounding nervous when he walked into my room.
I looked up from my computer screen. "Yeah?"
"Can I talk to you about something?" He asked walking more into my room, over to my bed.
"Sure." I closed my computer and set it beside me. I sat up more and Dan sat down on my bed.
Dan bit his lip and I looked at him worried.
"Is something wrong Dan?" I asked, now myself being the nervous one.
He shook his head. "No, it's just... I've been thinking."
"What about?" I asked, tilting my head.
He started to bit his lip again. "About... Us. You." He said, looking down and blushing.
"What about me?"
"Looking at old videos and photos made me realize how much... we belong together." Dan said, still blushing.
I smiled a bit. "Really? Dan I don't want to rush you into anything. I can wait for you." I said sincerely.
"But... but I want to Phil." He looked me in the eyes. "Please?" He whispered.
I looked down for a second and bit my lip. When I looked back up I got knocked back a bit. I relaxed slightly when I realized it was Dan clinging to me.
"Please Phil. I want to." Dan whimpered.
I sighed and looked down at him. He pulled back slightly to look me in the eyes. He looked at my lips before leaning in and catching my lips in a kiss.
In seconds I was kissing back, my hands wrapping around his waist and his finding his way in my hair. I sat up a bit more with Dan on my lap, twisting my body slightly so that both Dan and I were comfortable.
After much needed air, we pulled back and leaned our foreheads against each others. We stared each other in the eyes before I spoke up again.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked, biting my lip again.
He smiled a bit and nodded against me before catching my lips in another kiss. I flipped us over so that I was now on top. I slowly started to push him down on to the bed, feeling him smile against my lips as I did so.
"I love you." I whispered against his lips, smiling.
I felt his smile grow a bit more. "I love you too, Phil... I promise everything will go back soon." He said when we pulled away.
I kiss his forehead. "I know it will."
I recaptured his lips in a searing kiss. His tongue begged for me to open my mouth and that's exactly what I did. Our tongues had a battle, fighting for dominance.
My hands made there way to the hem of his shirt where I pulled it up over his head. Dan's instincts much of kicked in because his hands flew from my hair to his chest.
"Hey, there's no need to hide from me." I whispered.
He looked down and blushed crimson red.
I brought his face to look me in the eyes. "You're beautiful." I whispered before kissing him again.
I wasn't lying... He really is beautiful.
Sorry if it wasn't that great. I'm still a bit uncomfortable writing any type of smut but I'll get better hopefully as years come and stories :)
Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! Yay for Dan for reaching a milestone for... having sex with Phil for the first time since? I don't know... Gosh, I wonder how I got this weird. Haha... I blame the internet. XD
Bye guys! :)
