Chapter 71
[A/N: I really don't feel like writing anymore. Sigh.]
He tossed and turned the whole night. It wasn't out of his character to be awake the whole night, but then, he knew it was pointless as well.
He had to.. Just had to accept that mother was going to die. Yet, why couldn't he just stop hoping and dragging his ass to her room whenever he could?
"Paagal..." He breathed... "Kyunki mai Paagal hun.."
He could feel the burn in the back of his eyes. It was just today morning, when she had been awake and there had been preparation of sweets just for her. He wondered if she even tasted any.
"Gadha... Kahaan se khaaengi kuch woh?" He reprimanded himself, the salty liquid slowly making its way out of his eyes, "Wind tubes toh hatt nahi sakti... Khaaengi kaise?"
He sniffed and tried in vain to stop the tears, but it seemed that it was an impossible task to fulfill. Yes, his mother was dying. No, there wasn't anything he could do to save her.
Well, he was dumb. He was stupid. But then, he couldn't stop loving. He loved his mother. And quite sadly, his mother found nothing lovable in him.
How easily had she told his dad, that he had done wrong in calling Reyaansh back home. Atleast this was a point they both agreed on, him and his mom. This place was suffocating. This place which everyone called home was literally suffocating.
"Maa.." He slept crying.