Hello, guys, I know that I haven't updated a lot recently. I'm going through a lot of medical problems right now. Anywho onto the story.
Clary pov
After the song, I got up from the floor and ran up the stairs and into my bedroom. I sit in there for a little while crying. Jace tried coming in but I kicked him out. I just wanted to be alone. My head was killing me and the lights were making it worse. So I get up and turn the lights off and then lay down on my bed and stare up at the ceiling. I hear Jon call me from downstairs for dinner and I get up.
When I get up my skin gets prickly and then I can't feel anything. My vision starts to go black. I can't hear anything. I'm not even aware of what's going on. I don't have control over my body at all right now. Suddenly my vision, sight, and hearing come back at once and I feel warm liquid run down from my forehead. I get up from the floor and bring my hand up to my head, when I pull my hand away I see my blood.
"Shit," I say and I rush to get up and get to the bathroom but I get really dizzy and fall to the floor.
"JACE!" I yell and I hear footsteps coming up the stairs. He rushes into the room and sees me on the floor holding my head.
"What's wrong Clary?" He asks and turns the lights on. I squeeze my eyes shut trying to block the light out.
"I'm bleeding, I can't get up and please turn that light off," I say and he turns the lights off and walks over to me. He picks me up and brings me to the bathroom and sits me down on the counter. He starts to wipe away the blood with a washcloth. Then he puts peroxide on it and then a band aid.
"What happened, love?" He asks and I sigh.
"My head was killing me and I got up and then I couldn't see, hear, or feel anything. I fell and hit my head on something. My head is still killing me, and when I stood up again I got really dizzy." I say and he nods his head.
"Let's go get dinner I'm starving." He says and I nod my head yes in a silent okay. We walk down the stairs and go into the kitchen. But the lights are too bright. I squeeze my eyes shut again.
"Jace turn the lights off please they're too bright," I said and he said okay and shut them off. But it's not helping at all. I sit on the floor bringing my knee's up to my chest. I have tears running down my face because it hurts so much. I hear everyone laughing in the dining room but it's too loud.
"Jace it's too loud it hurts." I sob out and he rushes out of the kitchen and gets everyone to shut up. Everyone is worried now and Jace comes back in.
"Clary you need to calm down. I'm going to bring you to the hospital, okay?" He asks and I continue to sob because it hurts too much to answer. I get carried by Jace out to his car and I know that Jon and Seb are taking a different car. I continue to cry loudly trying to make it go away. I have never been in this kind of internal pain before. Soon it hurts too much to even think anymore. The only thoughts running through my head are for it to stop hurting so much.
"Jace it hurts." I cry and he grabs my hand and starts to rub circles into it.
"I know, I know it hurts. But the doctors are going to help you okay." He says but I can tell that he is freaking out. I grip onto his hand because it hurts so much. I start to sob more because it suddenly got worse. We pull up to the hospital and Jace gets out and comes to my side of the car. He picks me up and brings me into the hospital. Jon and Seb are right behind us. When the nurses see me they rush me in. I get hooked up to an iv and they put an oxygen mask over my face and then my vision slowly goes black.
Jace pov.
Once we got to the hospital they put an iv in her arm and then put her under with anesthesia. She was freaking out too much and she was going to hurt herself if she stayed awake any longer. It hurt to look at her in pain and to hear her sobbing in the car when I could do nothing to help her. It hurt a lot more than anything else did. Once they put her under anesthesia the nurses came over to talk to us three. They asked us if there was any medical history for her and we explained that she was abused. Then I told them everything that happened before I brought her here.
"We really can't do anything other than run a couple of tests." She said and we nodded our heads and went to sit in the room with her. I grabbed her hand and the boys sat on the other side of her.
"What do you think that was?" Jon asks and both Seb and I shrug.
"I honestly don't know. I didn't know what to do. she just kept crying and crying in the car and I couldn't get her to calm down. It was terrifying knowing that I couldn't do anything to help her while she was in so much pain." I said and they both nodded.
"I don't know what to do. I'm the oldest one here and I can't even help my baby sister how bad of an older brother does that sound? I couldn't even help her through the years of the abuse, I was absolutely oblivious. And now this I really should get the worse brother award." Seb says and we all look up at him surprised. He had tears streaming down his face and he was holding Clary's other hand.
"We all want to help her. But we all have to be strong for her as well. We are all just as clueless as you are Seb, we all are. Even Clary doesn't know what's really going on. I just wish I could give her all the answers but I can't, so we are going to do our best to get those answers for her as fast as we possibly can. No matter what." Jon says and we all nod our heads in agreement.
Hey guys sorry it's been so long. Honestly I think I updated more in the school year than in the summer. So school is starting in 6 days and I can't wait. I can finally get back into a schedule. But I promise you all that I will not make you wait long inbetween chaoters anymore. I am going to realy start trying to get at least one chapter out a week.