Okay, guys, I am so so so sorry for taking so long to update. I have been going through a lot of medical problems and a lot of school problems. And my laptop crashed so I had to get a new one. Please don't be mad at me. I'm trying my hardest to fix my other stories while getting chapters out and getting my grades up and dealing with medical problems and it is very stressful.
Jace pov.
Once Clary fell asleep Seb had come into the room and handed me a coffee. Seb sits down in the chair while I continue to sit on the bed and hold Clary while she sleeps.
"So what do you think this is Jace?" Seb asks quietly.
"I honestly have no clue Seb. I just want it fixed. We have so much that needs to be done with college and music."I say.
"You only care about the music and college? Not about her getting better?" Seb asked me shocked.
"No, I want her to get better. I really really do. But she is going to stress so much about everything, and you know it just as well as I do."I snap at him and pull Clary closer to me.
"Can we not do this right now Jace it is too early in the morning and we are in the hospital for my baby sister, and I do not feel like fighting right now." Seb snaps at me and I roll my eyes but keep my mouth shut. After a few hours, we get a call from Jon wondering where we are. An hour after that phone call the doctor came in so we woke up Clary.
"So what is wrong with me?" Clary boldly asks him and he pulls a chair over and sits down on it facing her directly.
"We checked all the blood tests, and nothing looks to be wrong. I want to help you I really do my wife suffered from migraines. What I have to ask you is if you have ever been in a place where you were being abused?" The doctor says and Clary looks down and grabs my hand.
"Yes, our father abused her for years." Seb states and the doctor nods his head in understanding.
"It might be caused by depression. You might be too stressed or have anxiety. There are many things that it could be. So I am going to send you to a doctor who will put you on either depression medication or anxiety medication, and a therapist." The doctor says and Clary freezes and doesn't say a word.
"When can I leave?" Clary asks sharply.
"You can sign yourself out now if you would like." He says he gets a nurse to take the iv out of her arm and she signs herself out.
"Let's go." She says sharply and Seb and I both look at each other like oh shit. I sprint after her to catch up to her and pick her up and hug her.
"Clary you need to calm down," I whisper in her ear and that's when she started to struggle against me.
"Let me go, Jace!" She yelled as she struggled against my hold.
" No babe I can't because I can't risk you getting hurt because you mean the world to me," I say to her and she finally stops and she starts to cry. Simple crying turns to sobbing and it breaks my heart to hear.
"I'm not fucking depressed! I don't have fucking anxiety!" Clary yells as she sobs into my chest, I rub her back trying to calm her down.
"It isn't a bad thing Clary," I say while rubbing her back and she rips herself from my grip.
"Of course you would say that! You don't understand it Jace, I can't have that stuff. I have to be perfect."
"Clary you don't have to be perfect at all, who told you tha- Valentine did didn't he?" I ask her and she freezes and looks down hugging herself.
"Clary he can't rule you anymore! He can't control you anymore, he is locked away in jail!" I shout and she flinches.
"Jace leave her alone," Seb says and rushes forward and brings her into his arms. I groan and walk around the corner and punch the wall for being an idiot.
"Jace come on we are going home," Seb shouts. I groan and get in the back of the car while that two of them are in the front seat. We all sit in silence except for the soft music in the background from the radio. When we pull up to the house Clary rushes out of the car and runs into the house probably running to her room. I get out and storm up to my room not wanting to deal with her right now. Seb kinda just goes to his room to sleep.
She won't listen, she won't believe she is safe and I don't know what to do to stop her from feeling that way. She's closing herself off and that is never a good thing. I don't know how to help her without getting pissed off. I love her very much, but she aggravates me to no extent sometimes. I want to solve all of her problems for her. I never want her to get hurt, and yet that's all that seems to happen to her. She's tired of it and so am I but we both have no clue what to do. We don't have parents to lead us. We have each other and sometimes we are all ignorant children in certain subjects.
I fall onto my bed, trying to get her out of my head for right now. After about an hour I fall asleep after my mind can't take anymore thinking about anything. It's only a few hours until I'm awoken to someone softly knocking on my bedroom door.
"Jace can I come in?" Clary asks softly but her voice breaks giving away that she was crying.
"Of course Clary. Come here, I'm sorry for everything earlier." I say as she walks into my rooms and silents closes the door. I can see the tears fall down her cheeks. I move to the other side of the bed so she could get on the bed and have room. She lays next to me on her side and we both just face each other. No words being exchanged just sitting in each other company but in our own minds.
"I l-love you," Clary whispers with tears falling down her face. I wipe her tears away and lean down and kiss her softly on the lips.
"I love you too Clary and nothing will ever change that, okay?" I whisper back to her resting my forehead against hers as my hand cups her cheek with my thumb brushing her cheek back and forth making sure their is no trace of any tears left.