Robin's journal pt. 1 -
Monday, August 13
Had a picnic at the park near the tower it was pretty fun. BB asked rae if she wanted a tofu dog and she accepted! usually she would say the usual " respect how i don't eat fake meat' thing but i guess she decided to at least try it too get BB to shut-up, but i think she liked it.
Tuesday, August 14
He stole me again locked me in a cage I don't know where I'll be freed all i know is i'll be beaten from the memories of the last time he kidnapped me.
Friday, August 17
I got out yesterday. He looked into my eyes like i was a dessert and said I was 'quite a pretty bird', I'm so confused!
Saturday, August 18
The threats started. the threat this time was he would kill all i loved in this world without mercy. Where are my friends?! Are they alright?!
Wednesday, August 23
He was closer then he should ever be. i haven't heard from my friends. are they dead?! did he kill them?! I'm so confused.
Thursday, August 24
He kissed me lightly on the cheek. i thought nothing of it just a way to distract me during sparing. and what made it seem that way was he kicked me hard in the stomach afterwards.
Friday, August 25
He...stroked me...why...whats the point...i moaned...he chuckled at my moans as i became harder...i hate myself...
Saturday, August 26
He made me give him a…a blowjob…I cried…he...he...came in my mouth...Oh God!i want to die!
Monday, August 27
He raped me! I'm scared! God I want out of here! im going insane! he pinned me to the wall during training...held me down while i cried.i should have fought harder...
Tuesday, August 28
He got me in the shower, he made me swallow the fluid! i thought i was safe. i thought he would at least let me cry in the shower...no such luck.
Thursday, August 30
Two weeks…do they even care?
Friday, September 1
He called them, they watched…Beast Boy cried while the others looked in horror..why?!
Saturday, September 2
I can't take it anymore! I have to end it! I have to get away! My mind is slipping!
Monday, September 3
I've been slitting my wrists…it takes the pain away…tells me i have some control...takes my mind off 'him'. i didn't want too but felt that there was that or death...i felt no other option.
Tuesday, September 4
He saw! He hit me… shoved his cock so far up my ass!… ripping me… causing blood to flow... repeating the words 'never again' and i don't know what too do he took away the weapons! the only thing keeping me sane!
Thursday, September 11
Its too much I'm going to end it! the world is spinning out of control! i don't have a hold anymore!
Friday, September 12
I can't…my friends...they need me. Don't they?
Sunday, October 6
They came! i must have looked horrible, seeing as star and BB nearly hyperventilated...and Cy and rae coudn't even look at me... at least the pain will cease! At least the physical pain...i'll always be trailed by the emotional...
Tuesday, October 8
I'm back in the tower… it's too much…i was forced to tell them...there disgusted i could see it in there eyes...they hate me...i think the world would be better if i weren't here too pollute it...
Friday, October 11
I'm going into the bathroom with a sharp knife…I will miss my friends…but he ruined my life…it will never be the same! At least i'll see my parents again...