Kage: This has to be my shortest chapter…
And it's very different from what I originally had planned. It was supposed to be RusCan with one-sided AmeCan. But then my thoughts turned to England so I replaced RusCan with MapleTea but then the thought of this becoming America's Pov changed it.
Then it changed again to it being a letter or poem of sorts to Matthew.
O.o And this is what was born.
Thank you Luckysee12(I'm happy you enjoyed you're one-shot. ^^), Mew I is Dinosaur, moonlightgaia123, Anonymous Void, and TheNextAlice for reviewing.
Anonymous Void: I never thought of it like that. It was supposed to be Mattie's mind, he listens to it unlike Matthew. And now that you mention it, it does sound like Prussia... odd.
TheNextAlice: I like adding characters that are possibly not added usually to stories and I'm trying to make it my goal to add every nation (big role or small, character design or not) into these one-shots. ^^
Just so you know:
Australia = Bruce
Hong Kong = Kaoru
New Zealand = Kaelin
Enjoy.
Malchik Gey(T.A.T.U.): MapleTea. One-sided: UsUk AmeCan.
Warnings: Obsessed Alfred?
Matthew, Matthew, look at me Matthew.
Why can't you see me?
Handsome,
Tender,
Soft,
Why must you look through me?
Can't you see how much I love you?
Can't you see how much I need you?
And yet you only have eyes for Arthur.
Don't you know he's only dating you because you look like me?
Oh Mattie…
You know I wouldn't do that to you right?
You know I wouldn't use you right?
I can't deny my feeling for you.
I love you Matthew.
You can call me sick.
You can call me twisted.
You can look at me with disgust.
You can look at me with shock.
You can look at me with pity.
You can say I have a brother complex.
You can say that you don't want me around you.
But I don't care.
Because I still love you.
Haven't you noticed?
Noticed how overprotective I was of you?
How I didn't trust Arthur,
And with good reason.
How I always held you a little too close for comfort?
But I paused when you looked at me with your wide lavender eyes.
You make me feel frozen when you look at me like that.
Do you notice how my touch would linger a little too long?
How I tried to keep you away from Bruce, Kaoru, and Kaelin.
Because you're mineminemine.
You would give me a smile when I did that.
Such a small innocent smile that made me want to kiss you.
You would giggle and say playfully that I was jealous as you're cheeks turn pink.
And I would stare at you're cheeks because,
They're so silky smooth and white under that shade of pink.
It makes me want to touch you,
Hold you close,
And yell "MINE!" when someone else comes along to try to take you away.
But you wouldn't like that would you?
But I would risk it because…
You're so cute when you're mad.
I can see you trying to pound your fists into my shoulders,
But I simply block all your attacks with my palm all the while laughing.
Though not at you.
Never at you.
I just laugh because I know you're stronger,
Much stronger then that.
But you Canadian's are very peaceful and it's a plus that you don't enjoy conflict.
Though you'll fight when necessary.
I love that,
Not many other nations are like you Mattie.
And I have to force back my emotion.
Because I know you don't feel the same.
Oh, how I long for you to hold me like your boyfriend does.
But you won't.
All your hugs are innocent and brotherly.
While mine are possessive and loving,
Too loving.
I want to be the objects of your passion but it's hopeless.
I can be all you need Mattie.
Please Mattie don't leave!
I can't bare the thought of you being kissed by someone else.
Being held by someone else.
Being touched by someone else.
But it's already happening.
I should have pressed harder,
Made you realize that you don't need Arthur.
Made you realize that I was here.
And as you keep that smile on your face I have to tell you,
You being unnoticed wasn't an accident.
I did it on purpose in hopes that I can keep you for myself.
But you and I can both see how well that worked out.
And I know this is selfish of me.
But I still want you all to myself.
Kage: Yeah… Very different from what I had planned. And it looks almost like it's in poem form. But I kind of like it…
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