Kage: Ok, This is that Obsessed!Alfred story…so…yeah.
Thank you, Mew I is Dinosaur(glad you liked your one-shot ^^), FrozenDreamBox(Yay~ Thank you for telling me~), TheNextAlice(You like JB? I don't really like-like him, I like one or two of his songs but you get kind of tired of the girls squealing all over him. ^^U People at my school are insane about him.), and Can'treallythonkofausername (Ooh~ Rare pairing me like-y, I was thinking of writing a story with Pirate!Spain, Pirate!France, Pirate!England, Pirate!Prussia and Merman!Matthew. XD)
ISDK(I Seriously Don't Know.) T3T
Pet(The Perfect Circle): Dark!AmeCan
Warning: Mentioned Non-con, Insane!Alfred, Obsessed!Alfred, Possessive!Alfred, kidnapping, Mind-fucked!Matthew, sort of in the 1812-1814 era.
"Alfred."
Blue eyes open and meet a figure standing in front of the window gazing down at his burned capital while his fingers dig into the window sill.
"Don't fret, precious, I'm here." Alfred whispered approaching his Mattie.
"Alfred." Matthew whispers wide eyed, tears burn his cheeks. His grip goes to the cloth over his heart and he cries out as a shock of pain shoots threw it. Alfred is there in an instant, holding Matthew against him. His nose brushing the crook of Matthew's neck and he inhales deeply before squeezing Matthew closer with a groan.
Matthew's frozen unsure of what to feel, but a part of him tells him that this is so wrong.
"Stop, Alfred, we're broth-"
"No! We're not Mattie!" Alfred cuts him off harshly and Matthew cries softly.
"We're so much more, Mattie. Oh, Mattie. My Mattie." Matthew shakes at the possessive tone in Alfred's voice.
"A-Alfred." Alfred groans and peppers Matthew's neck with kisses, gaining a negative response from Matthew.
"Alfred! No!"
"Yessss, say it just like that Mattie! Say my name just like that!" Alfred allows his hands to wander and Matthew is ashamed that he's wearing a nightgown, had Alfred changed hi-
"Ah!" Matthew gasps when Alfred kisses a sensitive spot on his neck. Matthew can feel Alfred smirk against him.
"Did you like that?" the American teases pulling away much to Matthew's confusion, enjoyment, and…displeasure…?
"You need to step away from the window and go back to sleep, we can continue tomorrow." Matthew's numb as Alfred pulls him towards the bed. He looks down at himself before gazing at Alfred with a frown.
"Did you have to change me?" he would have rather continued to wear his red coated outfit. Suddenly he's pinned to the bed beneath a chuckling Alfred.
"Of course, I wouldn't let you keep on that filthy outfit. Besides," Matthew's eyes scrunch closed as Alfred kisses him again.
"you look so innocent with this on." as though he wanted to punctuate that statement Alfred's hand slides up Matthew's leg pulling the silky cloth with it.
"No! Don't do that!"
It feels so wrong and weird.
"Aw Mattie you're no fun!" and Alfred rolls over so he's besides Matthew, the Canadian is shaking in confusion and fright.
Had Alfred always been this way?
"Lay your head down, Mattie, I won't let the boogeyman come." the words were whispered into his ear and Matthew didn't notice before but he was so tired.
Before he knows what happened next his eyelids fall over his eyes and he's surrounded by darkness.
…
"-lets get going."
Matthew blinks groggily and the first thing he see's is Alfred.
"Alfred?" his voice if full of confusion and he closes his eyes because the light burns them.
"Shhh Mattie go back to sleep, if you can't… count the bodies like sheep." Matthew holds a hand above his eyes and stares up at Alfred in confusion, count the bodies like sheep? Looking down Matthew gasped bodies of British and Canadian soldiers covered the floor.
"Alfred."
"Shhh. Listen to the rhythm of the war drums."
Quieting down Matthew heard the sound of drums.
"Go to sleep."
He doesn't know what makes him listen.
…
When Matthew wakes up again he's in a room on a bed and there's sounds of yelling, but it sounds far away. Sitting up Matthew finds himself frowning, Alfred had changed him again. He shutters at the thought of Alfred touching him.
Besides his bed is a desk that has hot food and a cup of water besides it. Matthew feels his stomach rumble and his mouth waters but he stands and ignores the food to instead look out the window and find out what the sound is.
"Matttie, pay no mind to the rabble."
The curtains are pulled together casting the room into darkness. He feel's Alfred grab onto his hand and pull, he's dragged to the bed and Alfred sits down. Wary Matthew moves to sit besides Alfred but is instead grabbed around the waist and pulled into Alfred's lap. He makes a whine of discomfort but Alfred ignores it. Alfred keeps an arm around Matthew's waist and begins to force feed Matthew, though there isn't much struggle since Matthew is hungry. Once done and the last sip of water is gone does Matthew speak.
"Alfred the sounds-"
"Pay no mind to the rabble." Alfred interrupts, his hands running up and down Matthew sides making Matthew shutter at the strange feeling.
After Alfred nuzzles Matthew's back does he fall back onto the bed gaining a squeak from Matthew.
"Put your head down, and go to sleep." Alfred whispers.
"But Alfred." Matthew has been sleeping all this time and isn't really tired.
"Allow the rhythm of the war drums to sooth you." Alfred whispers pulling Matthew against him, with both still on the bed, Alfred's hand goes to Matthew's hip and he allows himself to gently rub circles into Matthew's flesh.
"Alfred, this is wrong. Arthur told m-"
"Pay no mind to what other voices say." Alfred cuts off in a whisper as he runs a hand through Matthew's hair.
He catches Matthew's gasp and crushes it when he presses his lips to Matthew's.
"They don't care about you, like I do."
Matthew's so confused and his lips tingle. He allows Alfred to press him onto the bed and kiss him again.
'You're safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils.' Alfred thinks as his hand clenches in Matthew's hair, he feel's Matthew claw at his back, possibly to reject his affection.
"Alfred! Stop…Stop. Arthur he'll…he'll…" Matthew leaves off because he doesn't even know if Arthur is here.
"See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do." Alfred spreads Matthew's legs so he can go into a more comfortable position, much to Matthew's embarrassment.
"Alfred, this isn't-" Alfred cuts Matthew off with a kiss as his hands wander Matthew's body.
"Mine! Mine! Mine! You are mine!" Matthew yelps in fright at the possessive harsh voice Alfred uses and Alfred's gropes get harsher.
Matthew is no longer pure after that night.
Alfred is just happy that Matthew is all his.
…
"Alfred." Matthew whispers the next morning, shaking and tearful. He's naked under the blanket and he's scared.
"Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums." Alfred murmurs back his face nuzzled into Matthew's neck.
"Alfred, stop I'm scared of-"
"I'll protect you from your enemies and all your demons, Mattie." Alfred say's not allowing Matthew to finish. Matthew allows his tears to fall because he's so frustrated and so angry at Alfred, how could he do this to him!
"I hate you."
It's stiff and quiet; Matthew want's to take it back when he see's Alfred's face. Alfred's face might have been passive but there is a look of ice cold anger in his eyes.
"A-Alfred?" Matthew whimpers.
"Am I too late? Don't worry Mattie. I'll be the one to protect you from a will to survive and a voice of reason." Matthew stares at Alfred in mute horror and confusion.
"What?"
"I'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and your choices, Mattie." Alfred places his arm around Matthew bringing him closer. Matthew's quiet and stiff, he lets loose a shuttering breath when he feel's Alfred nip at his shoulder. Matthew's hands shake as they clench into the sheets.
Matthew is taken again.
Alfred is satisfied.
…
"I must isolate you. Isolate and save you from yourself." Alfred cooed to Matthew, Matthew raised his head and turned towards Alfred.
"Alfred? Alfred! Alfred I can't see! Where are you? Are you here…Alfred…" Alfred frowned to himself as he heard Matthew cry.
'This is for the best.' he thought silently exiting the room.
"Alfred!"
…
"The boogeymen are coming, Mattie."
"What do you mean?"
"The boogeymen are coming."
"Alfred, I'm so confused."
…
"Alfred, where were you? I missed you." two months in solitary confinement in a deep dark basement, arms tied behind your back and blindfold around your head can cause you to loose your memories you know. Matthew smiled up at Alfred and held his arms out. Alfred immediately lowered himself to the bed and brought an eager Matthew onto his lap. Running his hands through Matthew's hair he pressed a kiss to Matthew's forehead.
"I love you, Mattie."
"I love you too, Al."
...
"Keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of a war drums." Alfred whispers into Matthew's ear as he hugs the Canadian closer.
"Mmm…Kay." Matthew murmurs sleepily.
…
"Stay with me, Mattie."
'Safe and ignorant.' he thought.
Matthew laughs from his spot besides the dresser and playfully raises an eyebrow to Alfred.
"Well I don't know…~" he teases but gasps when Alfred is immediately behind him pressing him to the dresser.
"Just stay with me, Mattie. Please." Alfred pleads desperately and Matthew is frozen for a moment because he's never seen Alfred like this.
"I'll hold you and protect you from the other ones." Alfred murmured as they both stay against the dresser.
"Other ones?" Matthew whispers innocently as he turns and wraps his arms around Alfred's throat.
"The evil ones don't love you Mattie."
"Who are the evil ones?"
"Arthur." Alfred wouldn't normally say Arthur's name around Matthew but he's being careless.
Matthew stares at Alfred for a moment; Alfred doesn't know that he's remembering what Alfred did to him.
"…Go back to sleep, Alfred." Alfred's too tired to deny Matthew and goes into the bed. Matthew stays against the dresser and stares at Alfred with hard eyes.
…
Smoke, fire, screams, cries, scent of burning flesh. Alfred writhes on the floor as his capital burns. From a blurred vision he can see Matthew, his Matthew with Arthur.
"Matthew is mine." He whispers through narrowed eyes.
They don't hear him.
Kage: Why are all my stories different from what I wanted to write? -.-U
Is this pushing the T and M barrier or is it still in the T range? O.o
I hoped you still enjoyed it though. ^u^
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Thank you for reading.