Okay, I know I haven't updated in a long while but I've truly been doing so many things. I've had to deal with midterms and then some other things in my life, that have happened. So I'm sorry and I'll try to update more often!

Bella

June 11th 2007

I'd been having contractions for the past four days and it truly sucks, thankfully my water hasn't broken just yet. But it could at any second.

Carlisle and I had talked about me being changed after college, since it was easier. Then after being changed, I'd go to Law school and it wouldn't have an effect on me being a vampire. Jasper said, it's going to be hard the first few months but he's sure I'll be alright.

Thankfully, Edward or my mother has appeared so I think we are in the clear though I knew I'd have to talk with Edward sometime, I didn't want to but I had too. Not anytime soon but sometime in the future.

"Bella, are you alright?" Alice asked. I shook my head and tears flooded down my cheeks, I was having another contraction.

"It's alright, just breathe." She said. She was looking at her watch to see how far apart my contractions were, they were only 9 minutes. Finally it stopped and I laid back.

"That one was 9 minutes and 4 seconds. But the way their hearts are beating it's soon." She said excitedly.

"Alice, as much as I love you. I'm not in the mood for all of this happiness." I said and getting up and walking to my room. Sitting on my bed, I placed a hand on my large belly. Truthfully, I was scared. I was pushing out three babies, something could go wrong. I laid back on my bed and closed my eyes; I heard the door open but I didn't open my eyes, already knowing who it was.

He sat beside me and placed a hand on my belly, he placed a kiss on my stomach and I smiled. I opened my eyes and he was lying next to me. My smile disappeared the moment I felt pain in my stomach. Carlisle tensed and his eyes turned black; I panicked. I looked down at my pants and I was bleeding.

"ALICE!" I screamed. Carlisle hadn't moved and his eyes trained on mine. Alice brushed through the door and she moved so fast, I didn't even see her.

Before I knew what was happening, I was in the back of her car and she was in the front seat.

"Alice, what's going on?" I asked. She didn't meet my eyes but instead, pulled out of the driveway and speed down the street. My eyes started to feel heavy and they started closing.

"Bella! Bella, keep your eye open!" Was the last thing I heard before blacking out.

A few hours later

I woke up and looked around; I was in a hospital. I slowly sat up and looked around. Everyone was in the room and it looked bad. Rosalie was sobbing as was Alice and Esme. Emmett looked sad and Jasper looked like he was in pain. Carlisle looked truly dead, he wasn't moving, wasn't even breathing.

"What's going on?" I asked.

"Everyone get out." Carlisle said. Everyone moved from their seats and out of the door, with Alice closing it behind her. Her expression sadness.

"Carlisle? What's going on?" I asked. My voice broke at the end; something bad had happened.

"Are the babies alright?" I whispered. He shook his head no and tears brushed to my eyes. He was suddenly sitting next to me and I started to cry.

"Rayne, she wasn't growing. She had a heartbeat but she wasn't growing like she should have been. When you started to feel those pains, it wasn't contractions, she was just in there." He said, I burst into tears and he brought me to his chest. One of my baby girls were gone. I don't know how long I cried before I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I couldn't believe one of my baby girls was gone. The doctors said Carly and Hanna were alright and I would be giving birth sometime soon so I had to stay in the hospital. Carlisle had called Charlie and he had come down two days after it happened.

Carlisle and I had decided that we wanted Rayne to be buried in Forks, so Charlie had agreed to take care of everything; I was a wreck, I couldn't do it. My sprits lifted somewhat when I started having contractions once again; although I'd miss my baby girl, I knew she was God now and she was in a good place.

June 17th, 2007 – 6 days later

"Come on, Bella! Push." Carlisle said. He was the only one in the room, since Jasper couldn't because of the emotions and the others decided to just let it be myself and Carlisle; I was shocking fine with that.

"..9.10." That's when I heard the baby cries. They placed the first baby, Carly Rose, on my stomach. Her dark brown hair, matching mine and her big brown eyes looking up at me.

"Hi, baby." I whispered. She cooed and I smiled, one baby down one more to go. They took Carly away to get weight and cleaned up as I pushed out, Hanna.

"Come on sweetheart." Carlisle whispered in my ear as I gave on final push and I heard the sounds of another baby crying. They placed her on my stomach and her big blue eyes was looking up at me, her hair a honey blonde, just a big dark than Carlisle's; weird. She cooed and then started to wail once they took her away. And before I knew it, I was sleeping.

I woke up a few hours later to Carlisle holding two babies in pink blankets.

"Good morning, Mama." He smiled as he handed me Carly Rose. I smiled and she grabbed onto my finger, of course this is the time Alice rushed in with a camera.

"Smile!" I don't know how many times I heard that before Rose had to come in and drag her away.

"They both look so much like you." Carlisle whispered in my ear as I looked down at my babies. My babies. Our babies.