Bella
The pain in my body was indescribable. It hurt so much that I would never wish this much pain on my worst enemy, not even Jacob Black.
I heard my heart take its last beat before it stopped.
"She's waking." I heard someone say. Alice. My eyes started to flutter before they snapped open. My vision was amazing, I could see everything, for miles.
"Bella?" I heard Carlisle speak and I was off the table in seconds. I looked around the room with my new vampire eyes and looked at my family, they were all smiling. Finally my eyes settled on Carlisle and I was in his arms at vampire speed.
"Bella." His voice was a big choked up.
"You're extremely stronger than I am." He said and I looked up my death grip on him. He breathed out and looked down at me.
"You're beautiful." He whispered in my ear and if I were still human I'd be blushing. He directed me to a mirror and I gasped. My dyed blonde hair longer and brighter, the normal newborn bright red eyes, my face was perfect. I was taller, from my human height of 5'3 to my new vampire height of 5'10; my hips were wider and my breasts larger. I'd for sure have to get used to those puppies.
"Whoa." I said. He chuckled a bit and I turned toward him.
"I'm a vampire." I whispered.
"That you are." He replied.
"I love you." And I pulled him into another death grip, but loosed up once I realized I was more and likely hurting him.
"Amazing." I heard someone whisper, I turned around and came face to face with Jasper. His expression as full of surprise and question.
"What?" I said, my voice like bells.
"Haven't you spell the blood?" He asked. I took in a big smell and my nose scrunched up.
"God, what is that?" I asked, quickly covering my nose. That's when Rose turned around and I realized she had Carly and Hanna in her arms.
"Isn't their blood supposed to smell good?" I asked my nose still covered.
"You are one strange newborn." Jasper said. I walked to the girls at vampire speed, making me a little dizzy.
"Hi, baby." I whispered.
"Mama." They both spoke, making me smile.
"That's right, mama." I said.
"Bella." I felt someone touch the back of my arm and I screamed out falling to the ground; the pain was gone in a insist.
"Bella? Bella? Are you alright?" Carlisle was at my side in an insist.
"What was that?" I whispered. He was about to speak but someone else did.
"She's a copier." I heard Jasper say. I looked at him with question in my eyes. I'm a what?
"A what?" I asked. Carlisle helped me from the ground.
"A copier. You copy other vampire's gifts." He said. I looked at Carlisle in surprise as he had a smile on his face.
"So I can see the future now?" I asked. He nodded.
"Freaky." I said, making them chuckle.
"Sweet, two Psychic in the family." Emmett said, then getting smacked in the back of the head from Rose. The girls clapped and we all chuckled but stopped short when I realized what had happened.
"Edward." I spoke. Everyone stopped laughing and looked at me.
"He's at the other house." Esme said.
"I want to see him." I said.
"No." Carlisle said before I could even finish the sentence.
"Carlisle – " Alice said but was cut off by a glare from Carlisle, shocking me.
"I said, no." He repeated.
"And the last time I knew you were not my father." I said, removing myself from him.
"Bella – " He said.
"I said, I want to see him. I'm not a human anymore and therefore, I am stronger than him. Have you forgotten that I'm a newborn vampire or do you still see me as the weak human?" Everyone froze as I looked at him. He didn't reply so I walked out of the room. I walked down the stairs and out of the house and across the street to the other house.
"Bella." I heard him the moment I stepped into the living room.
"Edward." I spoke, looking across the room. He was leaning against the wall, his hands behind him.
"I'm – " I cut him off before he could even speak.
"Don't. Let me speak first." He nodded his head and I took a deep breathe.
"Edward, I don't love you anymore. I did at one time. The time when I thought you could never hurt me, when I thought you would never leave me. But when you left, I realized I was so wrapped up in you, I wasn't paying attention to what you were doing. But when you left, I realized that what you were doing. You were trying to be my father and not my boyfriend. You were taking my inexperience and using that to make me think that it's what all of the couple did." I paused, flinching a bit at his hurt expression.
"But that was not the case, you were dazzling me into doing stuff. You didn't love me Edward, you loved the idea of being in control of someone else."
"Bella! How could you even say that! I love you!" He exclaimed.
"Edward, you know and I know; you don't love me. You never have nor will you ever. And for that I thank you. If I hadn't meet you and fell in love with you then I wouldn't have meet Carlisle. I wouldn't have meet my true mate." I said. His eyes flashed deadly and I knew I stuck a cord.
"You and he are not mates." He snarled.
"Yes, we are. Edward, think. Look at the love between Jasper and Alice or Rosalie and Emmett, they are mates; we never EVER acted like them. You couldn't even touch me without being afraid to touch me, if we were mates you would have never worried about that because you cannot hurt your mate. It's impossible. You need to get it through you're think skull, we are NOT mates." I said, my voice raising a bit.
He took a step forward and I didn't move; I hope he knew better than to attack a newborn.
"We are mates." He said, his voice was low and gruff.
"No, we are not. I loved you but I don't anymore and you never once loved me, I was a toy to you and once your toy started to get old you left." I sneered, I was starting to become angry.
He stopped mid – step and looked at me. He knew I was right, the people behind me knew I was right and I knew I was right. Next thing I knew he was flying out the window.
"Don't worry, he'll come back." I heard Alice say. I turned around and Carlisle was looking at me with a smile on his face.
"I'm sorry." He spoke as the others disappeared from the room, like it really mattered.
"I know, but you can't turn into Edward. You have to understand, I'm not human Bella anymore, and I'm vampire Bella who can kick ass." I said, as he wrapped his arms around me.
"I love you." He said.
"And I love you." He pulled back and bit and placed a kiss on my lips before throwing me on his back and we were out the same window Edward had went and to my house. He ran up the stairs at vampire speed and threw me on the bed, making me giggle. I could get used to this.