Hey guys :D
3. chapter, finally!
Sorry, it took so long, I know! I try my best
And for those of you who are confused about the kiss in the last chapter and the kinda confession in this one: Read to the end and you will understand everything! Of course there is a story behind all of it, so don't get to irritated, it's all as I planned it to be ;)
And thank you for your comment LunaAngel-Eclipse ! Please be more detailed next time, so it is easier for me to understand what you mean :)
I hope you this chapter! Reviews as well as criticism are welcome ;)
Disclaimer for all my stories: I own neither the Manga nor the Anime, all rights go to there rightful owners. Only the storyline (except for the original parts of the Anime/Manga) and the OCs are mine.
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Chapter 3 – The decision (A nightmare?)
The captain came back to his cabin in the evening. In the meantime I had eaten the meal which was delivered to me by a polar bear (!). That bear was really strange, but as in cute strange. He could even speak and somehow he misunderstood everything! As I gave him my thanks for the food he murmured 'I'm sorry'. I got confused a bit but tried to not think about it anymore.
I still lay in bed as Trafalgar walked into the room. He did not look at me, more like completely ignored me, and changed out of his trousers and his Hoodie. Now he only wore boxers! Then he turned to me, or rather to the bed, and came closer. I was about to ask him what was going on as he suddenly fell on the mattress right beside me. With closed eyes.
I just stared at him for some time, at his sleeping face. So peaceful. Totally relaxed. Somehow he seemed actually quite cute. Automatically I stretched out my hand and came to a halt over his lips. I wanted to touch them, just a little bit. Just a little touch, that was all.
But right as I moved my forefinger closer to his wonderful, soft looking lips his eyes opened abruptly and he stared at my hand which still hovered over his face. My reaction was delayed and I yanked my hand back.
His eyes wandered to mine.
"What was that just now?" HA! There it was again! That perverted grin of his!
I did not answer him but rather rolled to the other side and tried badly to sleep. I felt his eyes bore into my back but I brushed it aside.
I fell actually asleep really fast. I heard a "I love you" from him but as I was already half asleep I could only think of it as a dream. A nightmare...right?
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~Time leap~
My awakening was now a few weeks ago. Trafalgar Law, yes THE Trafalgar Law, actually offered me to join his crew. I was not sure if that was a good idea. But on the other hand I had nothing better to do. I had no home, no place where I could live in peace and no friends. I was alone. But still I thought about it a lot. Trafalgar gave me a deadline, so I had to decide within 2 weeks until we arrived at the next island. Well, and that was soon, tomorrow to be exact. The deadline was nearly over and I still had found no answer for myself. I also had to think about the consequences for me and especially for Trafalgar Law and his crew.
Once I was a notorious pirate with a high bounty. My past was shaped with a lot of things I would love to forget forever. The reason for my bounty was just to cruel. I was not only a pirate but a horrible and terrific monster which killed people and loved it! Someday I would have to pay for my sins. Just as the people of the village in which I lived before did. They died because of me, because of my sins.
If I only had known that the marines had found me then... then...I do not know! But maybe I would have had a chance to save them. If only I had known! I could have done anything, just anything! Now they are all dead. Milly, the cute little daughter of baker, Alice, my best friend who had worked in the tailor shop where I had assisted from time to time, and the village elder who was the mayor. They were all killed...And it was my fault...
Tears ran down my cheeks. I was not able to stop them. And so I sat there on the deck of the submarine, we had emerged in the noon, and stared at the beautiful night sky while crying bitterly.
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~Time leap – Next morning~
Today was the day. The island could already be seen and we would anchor soon. Trafalgar waited for my answer. And I had found it. The right answer, or so I hoped at least.
"What is your decision?" I did not turn around, away from the railing, as I heard Trafalgar's voice behind me. I continued to look at the island before us.
"I will stay and join your crew.", was all I said with a quiet voice. Saying those words out loud I felt nice and a warm sensation came over my body which told me that my decision was the definitely the right one. And as I finally turned to my new captain and saw the smug grin on his face I was not so sure about that anymore...