This chapter was inspired by Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson.
Hello Minna! Finally here! The 5th chapter! Enjoy!
*Kaoru's POV*
''Kaoru!'' I turned around to see Tamaki running after me waving.
''What is it?'' I asked cheerfully.
''Whoa! You seem happy today.'' he noted.
''Yeah. I have a good day today.'' I smiled cheerfully.
''And what is it?'' I asked.
''Actually I have a very big favor to ask from you.'' Tamaki said seriously.
''Nani-nani?'' I asked excitedly.
''Could you please gather todays cosplay clothes from the dressing room?'' he asked.
I just stood there.
''Really? This was the 'big favor' you were talking about?''
''Yep.'' he said and handed me a plate with teacups. ''And also could you place them int he changing rooms' closet please?''
''Okay I'll be right back.'' I ran off to the direction of the changing rooms. When I arrived I wanted to open the door, but I heard someone talking. I couldn't guess who it was. I opened the door.
''Sorry for intrudi-'' I began but cut off myself. I couldn't believe my eyes. That was the moment when my heart shattered into million pieces.
Seems like just yesterday, You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
What I saw was not anything I could prepare myself for.
Your arms around me tight, Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
I saw my dear brother whom I love so much kissing a girl.
Now I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
And of all girl it was Haruhi.
I'm barely hanging on
My eyes started to water up. I could feel the tears falling from my eyes.
Here I am, Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
I dropped the plate that I was holding. I was holding into it like it was dear life. But I still dropped it. The teacups broke into million pieces. Just like my heart.
Broken up, Deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
They seemed to hear the noise which was caused by the teacups.
I told you everything, Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, For once in my life
They looked into my direction.
Now all that's left of me, Is what I pretend to be
So together, What's so broken up inside
Hikaru's eyes widened at the sight of me.
Cause I can't breathe, No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
I must have looked ridiculously.
Here I am, Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
I couldn't take it anymore.
Broken up, Deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow, Then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No I don't cry ont he outside, Anymore
Anymore…
When Hikaru opened his mouth to speak I turned around and ran.
Here I am, Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
'I don't want to hear it!' I screamed in my head.
Broken up, Deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
'It's obvious. He'll say that he is sorry and that he loves Haruhi and he was just playing with me!' Just the thought of him saying like this made my chest to hurt more.
Here I am, Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
I ran straight home. I didn't notice the distance I ran. It's impressing! The power of pain!
I'm so stupid.
For believing him.
Broken up, Deep inside
For giving in to him.
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
For loving him…
Behind these hazel eyes…
''Welcome home Master Kaoru!'' came the greeting by our twin housemaids. I ignored them and ran into my own room. Yeah I had one. I locked myself in and fell onto my bed. I buried my face in my pillow and just laid there crying.
*Hikaru's POV*
After separating from Haruhi I went straight home.
''Welcome home Master Hikaru!'' I was greeted by ou maids.
''I'm back!'' I said sadly.
''What's wrong Master Hikaru?'' they asked tilting their heads. ''Did you have a fight with Master Kaoru? He came home running and he was crying.''
I froze. At least I know where he is.
''It's nothing important.'' I reassured them and went upstairs to our room. I stood in front of the door. Dare I open it? I sighed and prepared myself for the worse the opened the door.
Nobody was in there. Then he is in his own room. I put my backpack down and went to his room.
Again, I stood in front of the door. I gathered my courage and knocked on it.
''Kaoru. It's me. Please open the door.''
*Kaoru's POV*
I was crying for hours in my sense. Then I heard a knock on my door.
''Kaoru. It's me. Please open the door.'' I heard my brother say gently. I ignored him but stopped sobbing. I continued crying silently. The fact that he was in front of my door made my hears ache even more. I know what face he is making. He's looking sadly, but ont he inside he's happy of his newfound girlfriend.
''Kaoru. Please.'' he kept begging me. I didn't even tried to make an attempt of moving.
''Onegai Kaoru! Just open up the damn door!'' he sounded like he was crying. I sighed and finally answered him.
''Why should I?''
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