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3 monthes later just after second period
I'm 4monthes pregnant now and my family and friends have all been so much help and are very eccepting but I wish I could say the same for school.
"oh look who it is. the whore"said the biggest bitch in the school, britney jordans and her group of air head sluts (and she calls me a whore)
"hello britney your looking slutty as ever"
"and you of all people have the right to say that"
"at least I havent slept with all of the football team well there is one you havent slept with" finn joined the football team over here because he had been captin for his schools team 2 years in a row
"for your information I haven't slept with even half of the team"
"right thats why they all talk about there many knights with you at lunch and practice"
"how the hell did you know that"
"my boyfriend is on the team"
"and who is this boyfriend"
"that would be the only other victors child in the school finnick odiar"
"you're just makeing that up. no way he would go for a filthy skank like you who probley doesn't even know the father of her own child"
"and why would he go for a girl like you who has a stap card for the abortian clinic"
"what the fuck does that mean"
"you know stamp cards 7 abortions get the 8th free" then she went to slap me in the face but I grabed her hand and said "never mess with the mini mockingjay"then punched her in the stomach and when she bent over kneed her in the face. after that she lay in the hall way unconscious while I get praised by my lexi and dave.
"oh my god jay how could you do that?" asked lexi seeming horrifyed
"it doesn'y matter how. god jay 4 monthes pregnant and still a badass bitch"dave said
"arn't you wrryed that shes going to have it out for you"
"she is the revenge type"
"I'm not worried about her I'm worried about how finn will react when he hears about this"
finns pov 2 houres later
I'm in 4 period when I hear the boys infront of me talking about jay
"dude did you hear about what jay did?"said chris. he's from my football team
"dude I was there it was epic" said the other guy I've seen him befor
"what happend?" I asked. I know shes been getting bullyed because of the pregnancy so I was worried for her.
"finn were have you been I mean her being your gilfriend in all I thought you'd be the first to hear"chris answerd
"what did she do exactly"
"only beat the shit out of britney"
"what!?"
"yeah aparantly she britney was being a bitch and all calling her a whore and a skank then jay told her that the she has a stamp card for the abortion clinic. witch I wouldn't be suprised if she did. them britany tryed to slap her then she said 'never mess with the mini mockingjay' and punched her in the stomch then kneed er in the face" after that I picked up my bag and left class and went to the princabls office
"hello finn what can I do for you"asked miss ball(the princable/head mistriss)
"can you get jaycee in here asap"
"may I ask why"
"I need to talk to her" she gave me a quizical look then give in.
"can jaycee mallark please report to the head mistressis office immediately"
she said into a small micrphone on her desk.
jaycee pov
after mis balls boomed through the speakers everybody thought it was about the fight. I walked down the hall towards her office. i open the door to be greeted by finn.
"what the fuck where you thinking jay?" he asked
"what are you talking about"
"you know prefectly well whay I'm talking about"
"who told you"
"does it matter. did you really think I wouldn't find out? everybody is talking about it"
"no. I knew you would find out"
"babe. why did you even start the fight"
"she said that you would never go out with a girl like me, a skank like me. she said I probably dont even know who the father is" i say rubbing my baby bump with tears in my eyes.
"jesus babe. I didn't know"
"don't worry I wont let her hurt me"and that was the biggest lie ive ever told finn truth is that she does hurt me but not the way you would expect. the truth is I would go home crying everyday, she would hurt me so much I needed a escape and cutting was the only way I could do that my thighs have lots of scars on them but I never let finn my parents or my brother knowno one knows only me and thats how it will stay.
after school
I get home and run into my room and pull out my blade from under my pillow everyone thinks I'm a skank I pull the blade across my wrist no one belives finn loves me as I cut the last time finn walkes in
"jay stop!" he screams as he runs into the room and takes the blade "what do you think you were doing"
"I can't take it anymore finn I needed to escape and thats what I do to get a moment of escape" I say as I burst into tears
"just promise me you will stop if you have a problem tell me we will work it out together" he said pulling me in
to a hug
"really?"
"thats what fammilys do"he said rubbing my bump