At first I wanted to thank you for the reviews and telling me what I can do better ... well thank you. For the story right now I have planned that Sasuke will keep his baby, but I'm not exactly sure. If he would lose it would be some kind of 'accident'. Furthermore I'm not really sure what will happen to his parents, maybe jail, maybe death ... I don't really know. Naruto will appear in the next chapter. He will also have a crush on Sasuke, unknown to everyone else. Also the relationship between Sasuke and Kakashi will be more focus on. The only thing left to say is have fun to read!

The Pain In My Heart

Chapter 4: "Aniki ... you're here"

"..." - speaking

'...' - thinking

Sasuke was now sitting in his new room, that Kakashi has given him. He has left him alone to have some time for himself and to calm down. But relaxing was far away from Sasuke's mind. Thoughts plagued him. 'Why does he care so much about me? ... Wi- will he hurt me too?' His suicidal thought came back to him, torturing him. "Ka- kakashi ..." Slowly he was standing up, his legs shaking a bit. Quietly he was making his way towards the living room.

In the living room, some time earlier

Kakashi was sitting on his couch. He has left Sasuke alone so he could get some rest. Suddenly someone knocked on his door. Quietly he opened the door, surprised to see who was standing there. The tall body of a 19 year old was standing there. His long hair tied together in a low ponytail. A furious look in these dangerous red eyes of him. "Itachi ... what are you doing here?" Kakashi was asking him. "What am I'm doing here? Do you honestly dare to ask me that! My little brother is here!" Itachi said with an serious voice. "It would be better for you if you didn't hurt him. After all Sasuke is your -" Itachi stopped himself when he heard a door being opened.

Slowly Sasuke came into the room. He stopped walking when he saw who was standing there. "Ita-itachi ..." Sasuke's said quietly. Tears were forming in his eyes, when he saw his beloved older brother. As fast as he could he launched himself in his brothers arms. "Aniki ... you're here." said Sasuke. With an comforting voice Itachi answered him "Of course Sasuke ... I will always be there." With sentences like these he always managed to get Sasuke to calm down. "I will never leave you, otouto."

two weeks later

During the last two weeks Sasuke became a bit closer to his former self. The looks of fear has disappeared from his eyes, his trust in people slowly coming back. Kakashi and Itachi, now that he was living with them, were a great help from him. From his parents, Fugaku and Mikoto, he has heard nothing. Although this made him happy that they were leaving him alone, he can't help himself to feel a bit sad, that they obviously don't care about their son. This pain is eased with the knowing that he still had his brother and Kakashi, his sensei.

Furthermore it made him happy that his crush and teammate Naruto was asking about his well being. He hasn't seen him since his suicide attempt and he still wasn't allowed to leave the house. But knowing that Naruto will visit him the next day made his heart beating faster. Kakashi told him that Naruto came to him about asking to see him, which he allowed hoping this will be good for Sasuke. Neither Kakashi or Itachi knew about his little crush and he didn't plan to tell them. Knowing his brother would want to 'help' him, only in the scary way a big brother would do. With this thoughts lay Sasuke in his bed, dreaming about the following day, Naruto and annoying big brothers.

to be continued

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