Hey! First sorry that it took me so long to update, but I was kinda busy, I still am. Anyway I have planned that I will write the story at the weekend, this weekend there will be a new chapter, saturday or sunday, you will see it. So the new chapters will mostly be posted weekends or beginning of the week. I promise it won't take me so long this time.
Sorry if I'm just the wrong tenses, it's not my mother language and I'm still learning but I give my best that it's not completely wrong. I hope you know what I mean when I'm writing. I'm trying to make the chapters longer, this one is a little bit longe, but the next chapters will be longer, more things are going to happen, so more to write :).
Now enjoy the new chapter :3
The Pain In My Heart
Chapter 5: "Na- naruto?"
"..." - speaking
'...' - thinking
The sounds of someone crying reached through the room. The door locked, not wanting to someone come in. Knocks and pleading reached through the closed door. "Sasuke, please open the door. We want to talk to you." Kakashi's voice was heard. "Sasuke, please let us in." This time it was Itachi's voice. "We can explain!"
'Liars' thought Sasuke, 'all they did was lying to me my whole life.' More sobs escaped his lips. "GO AWAY!" he screamed, "just ... just leave me alone" he added in a quiet whisper. He laid himself on his bed, hoping to calm down. Everything was quiet for him now, Itachi and Kakashi's voice banned from his mind. Slowly his eyes closed, feeling tired and betrayed. His hand caressing his little baby bump. Quietly he whispered "Don't worry little one, everything will be alright ... just the two of us ..."
~ beginning of Sasu's dream~
Sasuke was running, running for his life. Knowing 'he' would follow him. His breathing was troubled and his heart beating faster for his own good. "Leave me alone!" he screamed. His view was troubled by his tears. Suddenly Sasuke fell down, one of his foot got caught in a root of the many surrounding trees. "AAAHHHHH!" He tried to stand up, but couldn't. "There you are you little bastard!" 'he' said. "Please, please leave me alone ... please ..." Sasuke pleaded, but he knew in the end 'he' would always get him.
Now everything was for him in slow motion, the pain, the fear, everything. The man, no the monster, always left him in a puddle of blood, leaving him crying, begging that this will have an end.
~dream end~
Heavily breathing Sasuke sat up in his bed. "Calm down Sasuke ..." he talked to himself "it was just a dream, 'he' won't hurt me anymore". But Sasuke knew better, it wasn't just a dream, it was a memory. A memory of his painful life that he lived so far. "Kakashi and Itachi pro-, no I can't trust them, they lied to me my whole life ... I ... I can't trust them."
Sasuke lay himself on his bed , getting as comfortable as he could. Trying to relax he began thinking of his unborn baby. 'My little one, I will make sure that you will have a happy life ... Even if it is just the two of us. No father, grandmother ... ' he gave a sad sigh ' ... and no uncle and ... grandfather' He began smiling, letting his fantasy run wild about how his child would look and what it would be like.
After some time he fell asleep again. But this time dreaming of his child and his hopefully happy future.
Some couple of hours later Sasuke woke up again, planning to go outside for a bit. With that thought he stand up and changed into some clothes fitting for outside. Slowly he went outside of his room and made his way towards the front door. "Where are you going, Sasuke?" asked Itachi. "I'm just going out and don't think I forgive you." said Sasuke annoyed. After that he shove Itachi away from the door and went outside. His little walk took him to a little lake outside of the village. There he sat down, his back leaning against a tree. Just sitting there, enjoying the view he was able to calm down.
"Hey Sasuke!" someone shouted. "Huh?", Sasuke sounded suprised, but when he saw who was walking his towards him he blushed. "Oh ... He- hey Naruto. ... Wh- what are you doing here?" he asked. Naruto smiled "I saw that you were walking here ... and you kinda looked down, so I came to see if you were okay. And we wanted to meet each other today ... so ... yeah here I'am." he ended sentence with a small blush. Hearing this Sasuke blushed harder and his heart beat a bit faster.
"Yeah, I forgot that, sorry" Sasuke said. Naruto heard immediately the sadness out of Sasuke's voice. He said down beside Sasuke. "What is wrong Sasuke? You can talk to me." "Why? Why do you care so much?" Sasuke asked in a confused tone. In his pain and fear he has not realized that one person was always on his side, his friend Naruto. "Because you are my friend Sasuke. And I care a lot about you." This made Sasuke look up to Naruto, since he was smaller than him. His big and beautiful eyes made Naruto heart melt with love. So much emotion in these eyes, hope, fear and even a little bit of love shined between. "Na- naruto?" With their faces already close it didn't take long to close that gap. Sasuke's eyes widened before they closed themselves.
Their shy little kiss turned soon into a more passionate one. Arms closing around a waist and around a neck. Leaving them breathless when their kiss ended, small kisses followed.
Both of them were unaware of the pair of eyes that was watching them. A smile on his face and happiness in his eyes. Itachi has followed his little brother to make sure that he is not getting hurt, but seeing this, his little brother so happy his heart swelled with happiness. He just has to make sure that Naruto will not his beloved little brother, planning to have a little 'talk' with Naruto.
Quietly he made his way back to Kakashi's house. But on his way there he saw someone that he wished he would not see. "Hello Itachi ..."
to be continued
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In the next there will be more about what happend and why Sasu is so angry with Ita and Kashi and more NaruSasu :3. Maybe you can guess what happend between them and who Itachi is seeing at the end. Until next time, saturday or sunday, bye and have a good week ;)