A/N: Sebastian decides to stretch Kurt's boundaries by having sex outdoors, and Kurt wants to try something new of his own. This is Kurt and Sebastian from 'Special Delivery' but you don't need to read that story to appreciate this. Just a note for those of you who don't know - Kurt in that verse has suffered past physical and sexual abuse from a ex-boyfriend. Warning for extra light bondage, mention of outdoor sex, concerns about anxiety. Futurefic, romance, fluff.
The golden rays of the late afternoon sun warmed Kurt's skin ever so slightly as Sebastian kissed down the length of his side. Kurt giggled when his boyfriend's tongue swirled over the soft skin of his hipbone. He felt Sebastian's smile against his skin when he did it again, coaxing another giggle from Kurt's lips.
"Stop!" Kurt whined, wriggling to get away from Sebastian's persistent mouth.
"I can't help it, gorgeous," Sebastian said, his voice rough and seductive, "I love hearing you laugh." Sebastian ran his tongue beneath the waistband of Kurt's skinny jeans, barely slipping through the tight space. Kurt arched his back and moaned, shutting his eyes to the light so he could absorb the feeling of Sebastian's silky tongue against his skin.
"But I like that sound even better."
Making love outdoors on a blanket tucked beneath the base of a hillside in view of the highway was Sebastian's idea. He wanted to stretch Kurt's boundaries; try something that felt a little taboo, even though in reality no one could see them unless they drove off the asphalt into the meadow and all the way to where the tree line began, several hundreds of feet away.
The neck-tie binding Kurt's wrists was Kurt's idea.
It was an experiment. Something he wanted to try, even though being tied up wasn't something he was necessarily comfortable with, but he felt safe with Sebastian – safe beneath his mouth and in his arms. The strangest side effect of all, however, was how beautiful Kurt felt, how tremendously powerful. Sebastian moaned, humming with pleasure. He muttered a hundred 'I love you's and other words of affection against Kurt's bare flesh.
Sebastian made sure Kurt wasn't really tied down. The neck-tie was wound loosely around his wrists. If Kurt wanted to, he could unroll the silky material and he set himself free.
Still, when Kurt froze, Sebastian stopped and looked up at him, concerned that something he whispered or some way he kissed him triggered a memory, causing Kurt's mind to shut down.
"Are you alright, gorgeous?"
"Yeah…yeah, I'm fine," Kurt said, swallowing hard. "It's just, I feel…"
"What?"
"I feel selfish," Kurt admitted. "I mean, I'm basically doing nothing. I'm lying here while you go down on me."
"Kurt…" Sebastian crawled up his boyfriend's body to kiss him sweetly on the lips, "you're doing everything. You're giving me this gift, and I'm enjoying it." Sebastian growled as he kissed Kurt again, a little harder this time. "God, am I enjoying it."
Kurt laughed when the kiss changed to nips along his jawline.
"What is there to enjoy about it?"
"Well," Sebastian grunted, sexually frustrated when he was forced to stop his downward momentum to have this conversation with his boyfriend, "the noises you make, for one."
"Why?"
Sebastian laid his body carefully over Kurt's so he could lick long lines up and down Kurt's neck, chasing the shivers that followed each swipe of his tongue.
"Listening to you make those noises is transcendent," Sebastian murmured, tracing lines and patterns over Kurt's skin, signing his name over Kurt's heart with the tip of his tongue. "It makes me think about the future."
"Wh-what…what about the future?" Kurt panted, stretching out beneath his boyfriend, exposing every inch of skin that he could to Sebastian's talented tongue.
"About you and me…" Sebastian sounded far more relaxed than Kurt, who squirmed, bucking up his hips, hoping Sebastian would get the hint. Sebastian did, and he blatantly ignored Kurt's agony. "I think about the rest of our lives."
"You think about that?" Kurt stared down at Sebastian, lazily flicking Kurt's nipple, a smile growing on his lips.
"Of course," Sebastian said. "I think about doing this to you every day until I turn up my toes and die." Sebastian latched down over the sensitive nub he was teasing and suckled hard. Kurt struggled against the weight of Sebastian's body but Sebastian had him effectively pinned. It didn't bother him, though. It came with a feeling of security and comfort. It turned Kurt on to no end.
"Is that all you think about?" Kurt took a deep breath as soon as Sebastian's mouth moved away from his skin.
"No." Sebastian blew gently across Kurt's chest, watching goose bumps bloom across his heated flesh. "I think about traveling the world with you…" Sebastian let his hands wander, starting at Kurt's shoulders, his nails raking lightly down his chest. "…dream about every birthday I get to spend with you…every first I get to cross off my list with you…"
Sebastian climbed to his knees and straddled Kurt's hips, running his nails up the underside of Kurt's arms, meeting his eyes with his own darkening, emerald stare.
"I think about marrying you someday."
Kurt watched Sebastian's eyes, waiting for them to dart uncomfortably away after his admission, but they didn't. Sebastian leaned in closer till they were nose to nose, rubbing the tip of his nose against Kurt's.
"You want to marry me?" Kurt asked with a naïve sort of quiet awe.
"Pretty much every day since I met you," Sebastian whispered against Kurt's lips. "Even on those days when you were kind of a bitch."
Kurt laughed, biting at Sebastian's lower lip in retaliation.
"Do you want to marry me?"
Sebastian didn't let Kurt answer right away, pausing to kiss him, brushing over his lips gently and then engulfing him in the heat of his desire.
"Is this your idea of a proposal?" Kurt sighed into his mouth.
"No," Sebastian said quickly.
"Then, yes," Kurt replied. "I do want to marry you." Kurt's eyes rolled up to where his wrists were still pseudo-tied together above his head. "Just not today."
Sebastian followed Kurt's eyes to his hands, wringing together in their binds.
"No," Sebastian agreed. "Not today. Today is for carnal pleasure…" Sebastian crept down to Kurt's fly, unbuttoning, and then unzipping, freeing his half-hard cock and smiling, eying the aching beauty before him hungrily. "And we haven't even gotten started yet."