I'm sorry I haven't written in a while. I've just been super busy.
The heartbreak
(Chapter 7)
Kagome opened her eyes and felt the warm sun on her face. How long have I been out? Kagome thought to herself. She turned over to stare at her clock and it read 11:45a.m. Kagome crawled into her blankets and just laid there prepared to not move all day.
She was surprised to hear the opening of her window. Kagome didn't even have to look up to see who it was. "I told you to leave me alone." She bit out but when she looked up it was Koga and not Inuyasha standing there and Kagome shot up. "Koga…?"
Koga's face lit up and when he spoke his voice had joy in it, "You can see me?" Kagome slid out of her bed and flung herself into Koga's arms. She felt the cold chill her skin but she didn't care she was so happy to see him even as a spirit she didn't care if she froze. "What are you doing here? And I'm so sorry for letting you die." Kagome sobbed into him shoulder, "I'm here because I could feel your pain. I wasn't sure if you would be able to see me, I knew that you could see the dead but I just wasn't sure." Kagome leaned up and kissed him hard and Koga's arm snaked around her waist and deepened the kiss
When they finally pulled away from each other Koga sat down on her bed and Kagome climbed into his lap. "I don't know how this is possible…how can I touch you and kiss you and it feels so real?" Kagome was questioning, Koga met her eyes "Because you are willing it that way. This might be a punishment but you have control over your powers." Kagome's face finally lit up and she pressed herself into Koga "I miss you so much." she whispered
"I miss you too." Koga whispered back "I'm so sorry Koga I didn't want any of this to happen. I should have tried harder to save you." Koga held her tighter "Do you regret your choice?" Kagome's head shot up "What are you talking about?" Koga looked deep into her eyes "Do you regret picking Inuyasha to save." Kagome became very quiet and thought everything through and Koga waited patiently, when Kagome finally responded Koga was shocked. "I love him Koga you know I do…but I love you too and I'm not sure which one I would have picked now if I had to make the choice again. Once you were dead I finally was able to see how much I really did care about you and how much I loved you. But now it's too late and I'm so damn sorry about that Koga." Tears started streaming down her face again
"Kagome you have to understand that I am gone now. And I will always love you and you will always be my mate. But we can do nothing about it now, you need to be happy and if that means you be with the mutt then that's how it's going to be because I care about your happiness more than anything." Koga words sunk deep into Kagome, but something else came into her mind and she reached over the side of the bed and pulled Koga's jewel shards out of the nightstand. "What are you doing?" Koga looked at her with a confused expression. One of the jewel shards was cracked in half, and a smile spread across Kagome's face.
"Koga I can bring you back to life…" Koga's eyes widened "How?" he muttered "Just how I saved Kohaku."