Chapter 15: Dark Clouds
Sonny's little visit took my mind off of Taylor for that brief moment, but as soon as he left, it was all coming back to me.
Adrian didn't get back until later that night. When she did we had our little girl talk. She told me about her night with Matty, those two seemed to hit it off right away. The way she smiled when talking about him, I knew I would be hearing his name on her lips for days to come. When we got to the subject of Taylor, the tone of the conversation had shifted. There were no more smiles and giggles, just long faces as I cursed his name. Just the thought of it made me feel stupid. I poured my heart of to him, and not a minute later, it was broken.
The next day I called out of work, I lied and told Matty that I had a stomach bug; I really didn't feel like facing Taylor today, or any other day for that matter. He's been calling me every since I walked out on him. Every time he called I sent it to the voicemail, and I didn't even bother checking the messages. It was most likely going to be him telling me how sorry he was or how childish I was being, but I didn't care.
I spent the day snuggled up on the sofa in my comfy pajamas while watching television. Adrian went out that morning looking for a job, when she came back that evening I was in the same spot. Adrian sat her portfolio on the table and sat down next to me. "Don't tell me you spent your whole day sitting here watching sad movies?" She asked.
"Fine then I won't tell you, now quiet you're making me miss my movie." I turned the television up and continued watching Casablanca.
"Have you talked to Taylor yet?" she asked. I simply ignored the question and she got her answer. Adrian sighed and got up from the sofa. "You are not about to sit around moping over a guy." She turned the tv off and snatched the remote control before I could get to it.
"I'm not moping blondie, I'm just trying to enjoy my day off, if someone let's me." I got up and turned the television back on and resumed my previous position. Adrian stood there looking at me with her arms folded. As soon as I got good and settled, a knock came to the door. I threw my hands up in defeat, "now what!"
Adrian went over to the door and checked the peep hole, "its Taylor."
I jumped up and rushed over to her, "What is the hell is he doing here?" I whispered so he wouldn't be able to hear me on the other side of the door.
She shrugged her shoulders, "How am I suppose to know, do you want me to open it?"
"Yes," I glanced down at my flannel pajamas and fuzzy slippers and changed my mind, "wait no!"
Adrian took her hand off the door knob and turned to face me with frustration written all over her face. "Well what is it yes, or no?"
"Open the door, but don't let him know I'm here." I said. Adrian nodded and went to open the door. I quickly hid behind it.
Adrian opened the door and leaned against it. "Hello Taylor, how are you?" she asked.
"I'm breathing, how about you?" he replied.
"Same here. So what brings you by?" she asked sounding quite chipper.
"I just came by to see Gia." Taylor's voice sent shivers down my spine and I hated it, I hate the way he makes me feel, and I hate the fact that he knows it even more.
"I'm sorry Taylor, but she's not here." Adrian went to close the door, but a hand stopped her.
"That's funny; Matty told me she was home sick today." He said in his deep drawn out voice.
I could only see the side of Adrian's face, but I knew she was panicking. "Um, she is… what I meant to say was, she not right here, I think she's sleeping." I slid me hand down my face while shaking my head. I could only imagine Taylor's expression, Adrian was the worst liar ever.
"She's still not talking to me is she?" he asked, and silent no's repeated over and over again in my head.
"Now what would make you think that?" She responded condescendingly.
"Just tell her that I stopped by, and I'll call her later."
"Sure… no problem." Adrian closed the door. She looked at me, giving me the evil eye. "So how long do you plan on avoiding him?"
"I'm not sure; I'll let you know when I find out." I truly didn't know. I couldn't dodge him forever, then I'd be out of a job and I really like working at Element. I would have to face the music sooner or later, but for right now I was content hiding behind the confines of these walls.
The next day was pretty much the same. Adrian lectured me, Taylor called my phone nonstop, it got to the point where I just decided to turn it off. Adrian was getting ready for her date with Matty. We searched through her closet trying to find something for her to wear. Finally we both agreed on a crimson colored spaghetti strap dress, with a pair of black heels.
She wore her hair down and applied little makeup, I gave my friend a once over and she looked beautiful. Someone began knocking on the door, it was most likely Matty. I gave her a quick hug and told her to have a great night. I couldn't walk her to the door, since I was still 'sick'. When I heard them leave, I went back out to my spot on the sofa.
The clock ticked by slowly, too slow. As I sat there Taylor drifted into my mind, his face, his strong hands, and that chiseled chest of his. I knew I had to stop myself; here I am sulking around thinking about him, when he's off doing who knows what. Adrian was right; I was pathetic, but not any longer. I already have the night off, so I might as well make use of it. So I got up from the couch and jumped into the shower. The hot water was like a breath of fresh air for my mind, it seemed to clear all my thoughts and just focus on fun. When I got out of the bathtub, I started in on my hair; that was going to take the longest. My eyes stared at my reflection in the mirror as I poked and prodded my hair, trying to figure out what to do with my crop of curls. With a blow dryer in hand, I took my time drying each piece and then started in with my flatirons until it was straight. It took some time, but when I was done I felt five pounds lighter and two inches shorter.
Next I made my way over to my closet to find something to wear. It was overstuffed with so many clothes and garment bags, I had enough clothes and shoes for three women, so there shouldn't but a problem there, but tonight I was looking for something special. I was sliding hangers left and right trying to find just the right outfit. Finally my eyes settled on a white dress I had hanging up in the back. I held it up getting a good look at it, before I went to try it on. The zipper was hell to get up, times like these you need your best friend around to zip while you inhale. I stood in front of the mirror and my first thought was 'wow' it fit me like a glove, hugging my every curve. The cleavage portion of the dress was sheer, not showing my breasts, but enough to turn some heads.
Now it was time for cosmetics, I put my robe over my outfit, I was wearing white and it'd be a pain trying to get that stain out. It only took me a few minutes to apply my makeup, just some mascara, a little eyeliner and a nude lipstick. The only thing left to do was put on my heels. I strapped on my shoes and was ready to go. It was chilly out so I grabbed a jacket before leaving. Tonight was going to be eventful, I could feel it.
Taylor's Pov
The place was packed tonight; it's been that way for the last few weeks. Me, Scarpa and Marbles were having drinks up on the second floor. Through the glass I could see the crowd of people dancing around. Matty was a no show, he's been hanging around Gia's friend a lot lately. That was a good thing, I always said the guy needed a break away from this place. Scarpa and Marbles were busy talking, I nodded my head like I was listening, but my mind couldn't be any further. Three days, three whole days and I haven't seen or heard from Gia. I call, she doesn't answer, I go to her house, she's not home, this girl was driving me nuts. When she found out I had sex with Vanessa, I knew right then and there my chances were gone. I was getting caught up fast, and I wasn't even in relationship with her yet. 'Relationship' picture that. I'm not gonna lie, when I first met Gia, all I wanted to do was get her in my bed, but somewhere along the chase it became something more, she became something more. I know, I sound like a fuckin pussy right now, if the guys ever heard me saying any of this, I'd never hear the end of it.
"Are you okay over there Taylor?" Chris put out his cigarette looking at me with a left over smile on his face from whatever he and Marbles were laughing about.
Marbles chimed in behind him with the same look. "Yeah man, you look out of it."
I shrugged my shoulders and took another puff of my cigarette glancing at Scarpa and Johnny. "I just got a lot on my mind, that's all."
Marbles began laughing, "I know what you got on your mind, she stands about 5'5" with tits and an ass that makes me wish I had x ray vision."
"Marbles, drink your beer and shut up." I warned and he stopped his laughing.
Scarpa shook his head looking at the both of us; he leaned in trying to offer a word of advice. "Why don't you call her?"
"Tried that."
"Damn Taylor, you look bad, but I know just how to fix that." Scarpa waved over Vanessa and two of her friends, and I felt myself digging a deeper hole. They joined us at our table, one of them sat down on his lap, the other next to Marbles. I got up so Vanessa could slide into the booth. Something told me to keep on walking, but instead I sat back down.