A/N- I do not own Supernatural or Charmed.
Chapter 19
Sam pulled out of the kiss to slide the ring on Addie's finger. She was honestly so happy that she didn't think anything could bring her down. They returned to the table and everyone congratulated them. Dean slapped Sam oh the back and Zoe hugged Addie, hard. She knew she could never fully go through with what she'd been planning now, but she didn't care as she saw how happy her friend was. She'd leave, but it would only be for a few months. Piper, Paige and Phoebe were over the moon in happiness because they hadn't planned a wedding since Cole and Phoebe got married. They didn't talk about planning the wedding just then, but proceeded to have a happy night together. Afterwards, they split back up into their groups of four, but this time Addie rode home with Sam, Dean and Zoe in the Impala, while Leo rode with the girls.
When they got home, Adora ran upstairs to get the first shower. She was really wanting to surprise Sam tonight and decided to look through her underwear drawer for something really sexy to wear. A quick glance at the floor however, gave her an even better idea. She grabbed the flannel shirt that Sam had worn earlier that day, remembering something she had read about how guys found it sexy when a girl wore their shirt with little under it. She grinned to herself mischievously as she went to shower off the makeup and sweat from the evening.
Sam followed her a little more slowly, not understanding what her hurry was, but wanting to hold her and be close to her. It still amazed him that after a year of looking for her, he had found her and she agreed to marry him. He was grateful for Paige's help in picking out the ring, he knew she would love it the minute it was brought to his attention, but he wouldn't have noticed it if it weren't for Paige specifically looking for something with their birthstones. He walked into their bedroom to notice that Dora had picked up their clothes and put them in the basket. He smiled and shook his head and started to undress, after finding a pair of sleep pants that would be comfortable to wear. He grinned when he heard the shower across the hall turn off and climbed into bed, waiting for her.
Addie looked in the mirror and magic dried her hair to fall naturally in waves down her back. She then put the bra and panties that she'd been wearing that night back on and buttoned Sam's flannel shirt on over, being sure to leave a couple of buttons undone to hint at what was underneath the shirt. Grinning at her reflection, she left the bathroom to head to her room. She almost ran into Paige, who was headed into the bathroom. Paige leaned in and whispered.
"Don't wear yourself out too much," she reminded. "It's movie morning. Meet Phoebe and I in the living room at five AM for some Jim Henson goodness." Addie nodded and continued into her room. She saw Sam stretched out, reading something as she closed the door behind her. He looked up and smiled before turning back to the book. He then paused and set the book on his bedside table. He gave her a heated look as he realized she was wearing his shirt.
"You like my PJ's?" She asked him innocently. He growled softly in a teasing way that sent chills down her spine as he left his side of the bed to stalk her. The intensity in his eyes almost froze her but as he was about to grab her, she giggled and ran for the bed. She didn't make two steps before he wrapped his arm around her waist and was kissing her firmly.
"I love your PJ's, Dora." He said huskily in her ear. She felt shivers of anticipation work their way up and down her back as he threw her on the bed, following. He kissed her again, running his hands up her thighs to encounter her silky underwear. "What are you wearing?" He asked, his voice dropping another pitch as he gazed intently into her eyes.
"That's for me to know, and you to find out." She said sweetly, kissing him. His eyes darkened with arousal as he started to unbutton the shirt she was wearing. Her fingers traced up his spine, noting when he jerked because she brushed past a ticklish spot he had. "Ticklish much, Sammy?" She teased him, earning another growl that went straight to her groin. He kissed her, biting gently at her lips. She opened her mouth to moan and he gently explored with his tongue. He pulled her into a sitting position, she straddled his lap while he removed the shirt. He took in her cute little blue underwear, his eyes darkening as he realized they were the exact same shade as her eyes.
"Dora," he moaned, pulling her in for another kiss. "I love you so much." He kissed down her neck to where her neck met her shoulders. He bit down gently and sucked, causing her to moan while his hands removed her bra.
"I take it you like my choice in underwear tonight, Sammy?" She asked him a little breathlessly. Sam nodded against her neck as one hand traced down her back making her arch into him. "I love you." Her words were almost covered up by a moan as his fingers slid under her panties, to find her already soaking wet.
"Already wet for me?" He asked her with a grin. He kissed his way down to one of her breasts, pulling her hard nipple into his mouth and sucking, earning another moan from her. His hand that was already in her underwear pressed more firmly, seeking the bundle of nerves that was her center of pleasure.
Her body shook as a jolt of pleasure went through her and she gasped out, "Sam!" He grinned against her nipple as he continued to work her, feeling her entire body shaking as she came closer and closer to the first edge of pleasure. "S-Sammmy," she moaned, pushing her body into him. "I-I think I'm gonna-" her voice trailed off as she continued to shake.
"Cum for me, Dora." He whispered, kissing behind her ear. "I want to feel you come apart at my hands only." Her entire body began shaking even harder as he pushed a finger inside her, curling it up to brush against her sweet spot, while continuing to manipulate her.
"SAM!" She screamed as she felt herself explode apart in a world that was fireworks and explosions. He grinned as he felt her tighten around his finger and took the moment to pull off her underwear. He took a moment to admire her beautiful body before laying her back down and holding her arms down with one hand as he began kissing down her body. She was immediately nervous, as she'd never done this before. "Sam? What are you-" he cut her off with a kiss.
"Shhh, Dora." He said, "I think you're gonna like this. If you don't, let me know okay? But please, trust me." His eyes were so full of concern for her that she couldn't help but nod at him. He smiled and kissed her. "Leave your hands up here. Don't move them." She nodded again, grabbing on to the headboard as he started kissing down her body again. He felt her spasms of ticklishness as he kissed across her stomach and smiled at her. "Ticklish much, Dora?" She growled at him slightly, causing his already hard cock to get even harder. He knew he could have taken her then, but he wanted to try this first. He'd never done it, but he'd heard guys say it was great in high school and even Dean had talked about how it drove girls crazy. He reached the top of where her hair grew in a little more densely and paused, with his lips against her skin and took in her smell.
"Sam?" She asked, still unsure of what he was about to do.
"It's okay, Dora." He said, looking at her. "I want to taste you. Is that okay?" She nodded, trusting him. He smiled at her and kissed her, reaching out with his tongue to find her slit. She gasped as she felt him lick her in the most intimate way possible. "So good, Dora." He murmured sliding further down her legs, using his fingers to split her netherlips and take another lick, cleaning up the juices from her first orgasm. His tongue brushed against her clit and she twitched, making him pause. He reached out and licked it again, a little more firmly and pulled it into his mouth, gently nibbling it. She moaned his name and began chanting in what sounded like ancient greek. He smiled and continued nibbling at her. He then slipped a finger up inside her and she screamed his name as another wave of pleasure rocked through her body, sending out more wetness. Curious as to what it tasted like coming out of her, he attached his mouth to her opening and drank it up, moaning at the taste. He felt himself get even more aroused as she started alternating between screaming and moaning when he pushed his tongue as far in her as he could.
"Sam," she whined. "I need you, please Sammy!" He released her and looked at her. She was magnificent, with every visible inch of her body covered in sweat.
"Please Sammy what, Dora?" He asked, knowing what she wanted as he removed his boxers and kissed her. She moaned as she tasted herself in his kiss. "What do you need?"
"I need you to fuck me, Sam." She said, her moan getting her arousal across. "Please?" He couldn't hold off anymore as he kissed her again and pushed into her with a quick thrust. She met him halfway as he set a punishing pace. She wrapped her legs around him as he pulled her up.
"God Dora," he moaned into her mouth. "You're so amazing like this." She moaned and he felt her body tense as her third orgasm approached.
"Cum with me, Sammy." She whispered, kissing him. "I need you to." He didn't think he'd be able to hold it off anyway and when he felt her body clench around him, he released into her. Both of them screamed their release and fell sideways on the bed, passing out in their post orgasmic glory.
Meanwhile, Zoe was leaving. She needed to get away for a while and knew that the Winchesters would still be here when she was ready to come back. She grabbed the back pack she'd packed earlier and kissed Dean on the forehead, careful not to wake him up. She then left the room quietly and tip toed down the stairs. As she reached the front door, Phoebe came out of the living room.
"You know you don't have to go." Phoebe said to her. Zoe nodded.
"I do." She said. "I may act all tough like them, but I'm not really one of them. Besides, I'm not going to be gone for long." Phoebe looked at her through narrowed eyes and Zoe continued, "My cousin, Haley, is getting married in a couple of weeks. I'm going to go for her wedding and then go camping with my cousin, Tommy. They don't know I'm coming, I kinda wanted to surprise her."
"Why not tell anyone you're leaving?" Phoebe asked.
"I left a note for Dean," Zoe defended. "Haley just called me tonight to let me know. I don't want them to feel like they have to come with me. Besides, with Addie's recovery, she's best where she feels safe. Just do me a favor, okay?" Phoebe nodded. "I told Dean not to let Addie put off her wedding to Sam. They love each other and deserve happiness. I'm only going to Haley's wedding because it's an excuse to get away if anyone asks. The truth is, Addie doesn't really need me as much as she needs them. Don't let Addie delay her wedding waiting for me to get back. Make sure it's amazing, please."
"Of course," Phoebe said, "but don't underestimate yourself."
"I'm not," Zoe countered. "I'm a realist. And realistically speaking, I know when I'm needed and when I'm not. I will be back when I'm needed. Goodbye, Phoebe. Take care of Addie for me." Zoe opened the door and left, making sure to close it behind her. She walked to the end of the sidewalk before she turned back and looked at the house. She felt like her heart was going to break, even though she knew it needed to be done. "Goodbye," she whispered before walking in the direction of the bus station.
She had walked three or four blocks when she heard a commotion in an alleyway to her left. Curious, she looked to see what it was. Five big men were kicking what looked like a small woman. Angry, Zoe pulled out her gun and fired a warning shot, through one man's shoulder. She pulled back the hammer aiming again, as they all looked up to see her standing there.
"Oops," she said, smirking a little. "I missed." The men all turned at once and growled at her, eyes turning black. "Shit!" She didn't turn to run, but instead pulled out her other gun and fired straight at the first demon's chest, knocking it back. The demons stopped and looked at her for a moment before snarling at her. Smirking, she started to chant the exorcism ritual that Sam had made sure she had memorized. Four out of five of the demons started screaming and fell to the ground, twitching.
The fifth, however struggled to stay on it's feet and stumble walked over to her. Her heart started beating faster as she started to say the last line of the exorcism. The demon tripped over something as the other four started to be spit out of their bodies. The demon still in the human picked up something sharp and stabbed her through a lung. She spit her blood in it's face and finished the exorcism, forcing the demon out of the body it was inhabiting. She had trouble breathing and she knew she was dead. She also knew that if Dean were here, he'd kick her ass for going in alone, but she did and the woman was alive. That's what mattered. She sank to her knees and felt the life flow out of her body as the world around her went black.
She woke up on the floor of a white room. It wasn't blindingly white, but it was white nonetheless. Her first thought was confusion as she stood up to look around. She was sure she'd never been anywhere quite like this before. She felt a calm peacefulness though, like she was truly content.
"Hello, Zoe." A familiar voice said behind her. She turned around to see Castiel, the angel who'd answered her prayer to bring Dean back.
"Castiel," she said. "I died, didn't I?" He nodded at her, his eyes large and sorrowful. "I'm sorry about that," he said. "I got there too late to help you."
"I'm the one who tried to exorcise five demons with out a devil's trap." Zoe countered, "how could that be your fault?"
"Because it's my job to help when I'm needed," the angel sounded distraught. "And I failed at it." Zoe looked at him with concern.
"It isn't your fault, Castiel." She said, "I walked into that alley. I shot one of them, thinking they were human. When I found out they were demons, I should have ran. Instead, I shot again and started to exorcise them. If I hadn't, that woman would have died." Castiel looked at her with respect.
"That's why I'm here." He said, "you have earned a place in heaven, but because of the valiant and selfless way you gave your life, we have a position among our guardians for you, if you want it."
"What would I be doing?" She asked, curious.
"Protecting those who protect the innocent." Castiel said.
"You would become a Whitelighter," A new man said, joining them. Castiel looked at him with annoyance.
"Uriel," He acknowledged.
"What exactly does a Whitelighter do?" Zoe asked.
"A Whitelighter protects her charges. They go help when they're needed." Castiel said, explaining. "We will teach you how to use the gifts that will be given."
"So I will learn how to protect those that protect the innocent," Zoe clarified. "And all this because I died saving a woman from demons?"
"Yes," Uriel confirmed.
"So I would be protecting Hunters?" Zoe asked.
"No, Hunters need no protection." Uriel answered.
"Then who?" Zoe asked another question.
"Witches," Uriel responded. "The good kind that protect people, not the kind that you're used to from the time you spent hunting."
"Huh," Zoe said. "I guess I'm not surprised that there are good witches out there. They are humans after all. We all have the capacity to choose good or evil." Castiel smiled at her from behind Uriel's back and Zoe continued. "All right I'll do it, but I don't want my friends to worry about me."
"Don't worry," Uriel said. "Your body was burned when you exorcised the last demon because it was so close to you. It's unrecognisable, even with the modern DNA technology." Zoe nodded her satisfaction.
"Where do I sign?" She asked.
The alarm on Addie's phone buzzed at 4:45 that morning, waking her up. She quickly turned it off before it could wake Sam and rolled over to kiss him before untangling herself from his arms. She stretched, feeling muscles she knew hadn't been exercised in a while protest, and grabbed her favorite Cookie Monster PJ's for her, Paige and Phoebe's movie morning. She quietly left the room, after grabbing the light blue blanket that matched her PJ's and her Cookie Monster slippers and went to join them.
Paige was already in the living room, wearing her Kermit the Frog PJ's and matching slippers. "Good morning, Addie!" She said, cheerfully.
"Morning Paige, where's Phoebe?" Addie said.
"Right here!" Phoebe said, coming in the room with three steaming cups of hot chocolate and wearing her Fozzy Bear sleepwear. She set them down and went to get popcorn.
"So which Jim Henson movie are we watching?" Paige asked.
"Muppet Treasure Island," Phoebe said. "But first, Addie I have to tell you something."
"What's up?" Addie asked.
"It's Zoe," Phoebe said.
"What about her?" Addie asked another question.
"She went to visit some family in Colorado." Phoebe said, "I tried to stop her, but she said she really wasn't needed at the moment and that she would be back when she was. She also wanted me to tell you not to put off your wedding waiting for her. She left a note for Dean, explaining." Addie looked like she was going to cry.
"Did she say why she left?" Addie asked, "or was it just that she was going to visit her family?"
"She said it was just her family," Phoebe said.
"Okay then," Addie pulled out her phone. "Imma call her. Be back in a moment." She left the two looking at her as she walked into the hallway and dialed Zoe's number. She mentally groaned when it went to voicemail. "Zoe, it's me. I'm sorry you felt like you had to leave or something. Remember that we love you and will be waiting for you to come back, but if you have hurt Dean with this, I will so kick your ass. Call me when you get my message please." She hung up and walked back into the living room.
"Are you okay?" Phoebe asked.
"Not really, Pheebs." Addie sighed, sitting down. "My best friend just basically abandoned me on the night I got engaged because of something I couldn't tell her. I get that it hurt to have me not remember her, but as soon as I could, I acknowledged her. I don't know why she felt like I don't want or need her around, but I do. I'm glad you guys are here for me, I really am."
"But she knows who you were before Leo found you," Phoebe said, nodding in understanding.
"Exactly." Addie nodded, "I may have the memories, but I still have no sense of who I was. Being with Sam helps, but she was there during a time in my life when I know Sam wasn't there, and oh man, Dean's gonna be a mess! She may have broken my brother's heart, and it's my fault!" Addie started to cry. Phoebe and Paige moved at the same time to hug her.
"It's not your fault, Addie." Phoebe said, "none of us tried very hard to make her feel welcome. It's natural that she should feel like an outsider when none of us tried to make her feel like an insider."
"We will change that when she gets back," Paige said. "We can't change what we did in the past, but we can change what we will do in the future." Addie nodded sadly, then sighed.
"Dean is gonna be hurt," she said. "I don't like that she left like this, but he's gonna be so hurt. He won't show it, but he will be." Paige nodded.
"That makes sense, your brother isn't the type to show his feelings like that. Is there something we can do? Just to be nicer to him?" She asked.
"I was going to steal his car and take it to be washed, detailed and give it a tune up." Addie said, "he probably hasn't had time for that lately."
"Are you sure that would be a good idea?" Phoebe asked.
"She's his baby," Addie explained. "Pampering on her equals pampering on him." Phoebe nodded her agreement.
"Wanna do that now, or watch the movie?" Paige asked, "I know there are some car washes that are open all the time."
"Let's take care of the car now, that way she should be done when Dean wakes up." Addie said, "then we can make an exception with our movie morning and watch it with Dean and Sam.
"That means we need to get them Jim Henson themed PJs," Phoebe smirked mischievously.
"Oooh, yeah, like Bert and Ernie!" Paige said.
"Or Miss Piggy and Abby!" Addie suggested.
"I like that last one," Phoebe said. "All of our characters are male, so it makes sense that the boys' should be females. We need to get a pair for Zoe for when she gets back."
"Grover!" Addie and Paige said together. Phoebe nodded, and the three girls dissolved into a fit of giggles.
"Okay, so we need to change, get Dean's keys and go take care of Baby." Phoebe said. "Addie, I'll get clothes for you if you get the keys to the Impala." Addie nodded and the girls went to get the things they needed. Addie went into Dean's room and tip toed across the floor to where the bed was.
"Dean." She whispered, shaking him gently. "I need to borrow the Impala for a few hours, is that okay?"
"Huh?" Dean asked, "what time is it?"
"Not time for you to be up yet, but I have an errand I have to run and Paige can't orb me, may I borrow the Impala?" She asked. Dean threw her the keys.
"Don't mess up my car." He said, falling asleep before she even left the room. Addie shook her head. He probably wouldn't even remember this conversation when he woke up. She crept out of his room, to run almost face first into Sam. She smiled brightly at him.
"Taking the Impala for a joy ride?" He asked.
"Shhhh," Addie said, covering his mouth. "Come downstairs, we'll explain." He nodded and she took his hand, following her downstairs. Phoebe threw her a basic outfit.
"Sorry, Sam." She said, "I didn't mean to wake you.
"You didn't," he said. "I woke up and Dora was missing, so I went to look for her and ran into her outside of Dean's room."
"You get the keys then?" Paige asked.
"Yup." Addie showed them the keys. "You two fill Sam in while I change." She walked out of the room and quickly slipped out of her PJs into the black tank top and yoga pants set that Phoebe had grabbed for her. When she came back into the room, she saw all three of them standing there, waiting for her.
"So Operation:Cheer Dean up is a go." Sam said, "I want to join in on the car wash fun."
"Okay then, but you need to change to match us." Phoebe said, grinning at him.
"I'll get it!" Paige said brightly, orbing out of the room. She came back quickly and handed Sam a black tshirt and black sweat pants. After he changed, Paige took their PJs upstairs to drop them off their their room.
"So Zoe walked away for a while, huh?" Sam asked her, Addie nodded sadly. He kissed the top of her head. "I'm sorry, Dora."
"I am too," Addie said. "I wish I could have told her. I know that she knew I wasn't telling her something."
"It's not your fault, Dora." Sam said, "who knows what she was thinking."
"I know," Addie said, sadly. "I just wished she'd have talked to me about this. I mean, what's this gonna do to Dean? You know he doesn't show his emotions much, but he loves her." Sam nodded.
"I know," he said. "It's gonna hurt him bad if she doesn't come back soon." He then thought a moment and then looked at her. "I understand if you want to put off marrying me until she gets back, I mean I think you probably figured on having her for a bridesmaid or-" He was cut off as she kissed him.
"I don't want to put off getting married to you. If Zoe is gone, then she's gone. She told Phoebe not to let me put it off and I'm not going to." Addie said, "if she's back in time, then she can be a bridesmaid. If not, then it's her fault for leaving like she did." Sam looked at her a moment before nodding.
"You're really mad at her about this, aren't you?" He asked, she nodded an affirmative.
"She could have at least answered her phone when I called her." Addie said, the hurt clear in her voice. "She's like a sister to me, she really is, and I don't understand how she could just leave like she did. It's not about me or my hurt feelings right now, though. It's about cheering Dean up."
"Right," Paige said, orbing down in some new clothes. Phoebe came in the room, with the hot chocolate in go mugs and one for Sam, too.
"Ready to go clean up Baby?" Phoebe asked.
"Yeah, I'm driving." Sam said, grabbing the keys from Addie and smirking at her.
"You don't know where to go, and technically, I borrowed her." Addie replied, grabbing the keys back. "So I'm driving."
"Fine," Sam said, pouting a little. "Take away all my fun."
"Oh, you'll get fun, Sammy, don't worry." Addie said, winking at him. Sam swallowed, his thoughts immediately going to the gutter.
"Speaking of fun, Abby or Miss Piggy?" Phoebe asked him.
"Huh?" He asked, confused.
"Of the two characters, who do you like better? Abby or Miss Piggy?" Phoebe repeated, as they left the house.
"Oh, um.. Abby, why?" He asked, still confused.
"You'll see." Phoebe said, in a sing-song voice. Paige and Addie started laughing, making Sam pause.
"Are you girls, sure you want me to join you?" He asked, concerned.
"Yes!" They all three said at the same time. Sam put his hands up in defense.
"Okay, okay. I just didn't want to interrupt." He said.
"You aren't interrupting anything." Paige said, as they got in the car. "We were gonna have a movie morning, but due to recent events, we decided to do this instead." Sam nodded and got in the front seat. Addie started the car and they drove towards the parts store.
"We're tuning up the Impala, too." She explained, "I need to get oil and the filter and all the plugs and such that are needed. Oh yeah, and the coolant and necessary fluids. We should probably change her tires too."
"Seriously?" Sam asked.
"You know Dean. He's gonna want to beat the stuffings out of our punching bags and he's gonna get introspective for a while. I know you guys didn't take any time for TLC on his baby while you were looking for me, so I'm going to." Addie explained, "Dean isn't going to want to for a while."
"Makes sense," Sam said, nodding. They pulled into the parking lot of the parts store and Addie went in to get the stuff. Sam stayed in the car with Phoebe while Paige joined Addie. The guy behind the counter leered at them.
"How can I help you girls?" He asked with a greasy drawl that sent shudders up Addie's spine.
"I need an oil filter for a 1967 Chevy Impala, an air filter, 16 inch fan belt and spark plugs, too. Ten quarts of 10W-30 oil, ten quarts of transmission fluid, two gallons of coolant and a pair of 14 inch windshield wiper blades please." Addie rattled off. The man behind the counter looked at her blankly.
"Okay then," he said, gathering the items she asked for. "Planning some work on your car?"
"Just a tune-up." Addie replied, "the baby is a little overdue." The man nodded.
"And you're going to do it?" He asked.
"Yeah." Addie answered, "I'm not gonna let some stranger work on her, she's a classic."
"And you know what you're doing?" The man sounded skeptical.
"Of course I know what I'm doing." Addie snapped, "I was rasied around that car, it's practically my childhood home. My brother and father both made sure I could take care of her."
"Right," the man looked a little ashamed of himself. "Just making sure, you know. A pretty young thing like you doesn't seem like the type to know her way around checking the oil, much less changing it." Addie looked at the man in disbelief as he rang up her purchases. When he gave her the total, she handed him her credit card. He scanned it and handed it back to her, with a receipt, which she signed for him. Afterwards, she and Paige grabbed the stuff and carried out to the Impala.
"Can you believe that guy?" Addie said, closing the trunk and looking at Paige.
"Way out of line." Paige said, shaking her head. They got back into the car and both of them just kinda glared out the window as Addie started the Impala.
"What happened?" Phoebe asked.
"Idiot basically told Addie that he didn't think she could tune up the Impala because she's a pretty young girl." Paige growled. Sam looked at Addie, who was honestly fighting not to cry. He leaned over and kissed her gently and she kissed him back.
"Don't listen to that idiot, Dora." Sam said, "he doesn't know you or he would know that you are more than capable of doing whatever it is you want to do. Let's get this car tip top for Dean." Addie smiled at him, feeling better. She put the car into gear and pulled out of the parking lot.