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Story:
They have something and came back to Abhijeet's room found Abhijeet waken and staring silently at the ceiling….Adi went forward and asked "Abhijeet aab kaise ho?"
"Abhi..jeet..mein…"
"ha tumhara hi naam hey Abhijeet.."
"ooo… I'm fine now.. jaisa ek shaks ko khud ko bhul k lagna cahiye waisa hi lag raha hey…"
"dekho tum itna socho mat.."
"kya sochu doctor..kya sochna hey yeah bhi to yaad nahi.."
His tone was vacant and dull.. weak and tired.. Daya just turned away may be to hide his eyes.. Adi sighed…
"tum mujhe Adi bula sakte ho..pehle yeahi bulate thay.."
Abhijeet just nodded…
Adi checked him then said "Daya tum baitho…HQ ki doctors ate hi honge.."
Abhijeet looked at Daya and found him looking at him..Abhijeet silently closed his eyes… Daya sat beside him and said "Abhi.. I'm sorry.. wo uss waqt.."
"please mujhe thori der akela rehna hey pls…"
Daya nodded and moved out..
Time passed in its own rule and HQ agents one doctor along with ACP Freddy Salunkhe came in… Adi was busy with an emergency so after completing the formalities the HQ agent and the doctor dr. khanna went in asking Daya ACP and others to stay out…
Daya was feeling very much impatient so he started strolling up and down… others were also bit tensed…
After some minutes they hear a loud voice f the doctor as "come on senior inspector Abhijeet kahiye kuch to yaad araha hoga aapko.."
The agent is also saying something which can't be clearly heard
The doctor is telling "dekhiye iss photo ko… yeah dekh ke kuch yaad araha hey koi tasver..kuch."
Abhijeet shouted painfully "nahi..kaha na kuch yaad nahi ata..please..aap log please.."
"aap thora koshish kijiye..dekhiye photo ki taraf dekhiye.."
"aahhh mera sarr..pls nahi aata yaa..add aap.."
It was enough for Daya he just pushed open the door.. ACP said "Daya ruko.."
But Daya had already entered the room.. Freddy rushed to call Adi and ACP Salunkhe followed Daya…
Abhijeet was sitting on bed sweating and panting badly clutching his head tightly looking really scared and the HQ agent is standing with the photos of the gang members from the data base… the doctor standing in front of him….
Daya just moved in with "yeah kaisa ilaj ho raha hey?."
"dekhiye inspector Daya aap bahar.."
But Daya cut the agent with "bahar mujhe nahi aapko jana cahiye…aap jimmedari lnge ager inhe kuch ho jaye to?"
he while telling all this moved towards Abhijeet who immediately hugged him tightly with "inn logo ko jane ko kaho pls…bahut dard ho raha hey sarr pey please mujhe kuch yaad nahi wo photo…bahut dard…"
Daya hugged him back with "Abhi Abhi relax…relax…shant ho jao…." But Abhijeet was not relaxing but sweating heavily…literally shivering… Daya was patting his back…. With one hand and moving his fingers in his hairs…
The agent again started as "dekhiye yeah information…"
"pls aap log filhal bahar jaiye…pls…"
The doctor was about to argue… when Adi came in with "please aap log bahar jaiye…aur aap bhi…" turning to ACP and Salunkhe…
All of them left…but the HQ agent before leaving says "dr. Aditya aap check up ker lijiye per hume yeah kerna hoga yeah jaruri.."
Adi just answered "will u pls leave now" the voice was too commanding to argue..
They moved out.. Adi turned towards duo…
Daya with one hand patting Abhijeet's back with the other grabbed the glass of water and attached it to his lips.. Abhijeet grabbed the glass with trembling hand Daya also helped him in sipping the water.
After drinking the water Abhijeet looked at Daya with "mujhe sach mey kuch yaad nahi..wo log..wo tasveer…mujhe.."
Daya nodded then took away the glass… sat beside him and said "koi baat nahi…tum shant ho jao…dekho..wo log chale gaye…"
But Abhijeet didn't calm down.. "wo tasveer wo mein..janta hu..mujhe kuch…."
Adi checked the BP and said "BP bahut high hey…"
Then turned to Abhijeet "Abhijeet… dekho tum suno baat suno.."
Abhijeet looked at him.. "tumhe apne dimaag pey jor dene ki koi jarurat nahi hey..ok…just relax..jab yaad ana hoga sab yaad ajayega..ok"
Abhijeet looked at Daya.. Daya nodded and wrapped him in his arms…Abhijeet's face reflected a sooth.… Adi gave him injection… Abhijeet felt drowsy but still manage to says "yakin karo mujhe..kuch..yaad nah..wo log yakeen..meine bahut koshish kia pr kuch.."
Daya said in a strong determined tone "aab koi nahi pchega kuch bhi tumse… koi nahi pareshan karega…" Abhijeet looks at him Daya said softly "promise"
Abhijeet nods.. Daya helps him in lying down with "chalo aab ankhe band karo apni…thora arram kro.."
Abhijeet obeyed silently but opened in next minute with "tum…."
"mein yeahi hu..aab ankhe band.."
Abhijeet closed his eyes and being tired and with the effect of medicine dozed off..
Daya confirming his sleep… came out found Adi and ACP sir speaking
"Aditya wo log job hi ker rahe they wo jaruri tha..aur.."
"aap ko Abhijeet ki haalat dekh ke bhi lagta hey yeah kerna hey aapko? Aap to use beta mante they na..aap ko najar nahi ata yeah itni si puchtach mey kitna stressed ho gaya wo.."
"manta tha nahi wo aj bhi mere liya beta hi hey..per hume apne emotions se pehle desh ka sochna hota hey…hum kuch shapath lete hey uske agey yeah sare emotions bahut chota hey.."
"jara aap batayenge yeah kaunsa kanoon hey jo permission deta hey ki ek aisa shaqs jo physically fit nahi hey yeah tak mentally iss waqt fit nahi hey uske saath sawal jabab ke naam pey torcher kiya jaye?taki wo aur bimar par jay.."
ACP felt a pinch in his heart but no.. the stone hearted ACP have to do his duty.. "Aditya baat ko samjho.. HQ I orders immediate basis pey follow"
"sir iss waqt Abhijeet mera patient hey..aapka officer nahi..aur mere patient ke mamle mey koi HQ interfere nahi ker sakta.."
The HQ agent is listening all this silently interrupted with "so dr. Aditya in this case we have to move to court to take the permission..aur yeah kya guarantee hey ki S.I Abhijeet ka memory loss Sach mey hua..aap unke dost hey..aap jhute report bhi to.."
But he stopped as Adi cut him with a commanding voice as "you are welcome to move to court…"
ACP tried to calm down Adi with "Aditya desh ki liye jeene walo ke liye yeah sab kucgh bhi nahi hota kal ko Abhijeet thik ho jaye to wo bhi yeahi kehega…yeah duty kya hey tum nahi samjhoge.."
Adi smiled sarcastically "aap log jo yeah duty ki dam varte hey na…aur maut se khel ke bapas ate hey wo mere jaise kisi doctor ki sense of duty ki bajase…"
He gave a challenging look to the HQ agent and moved away to his cabin… Daya was still silently standing there listening to all this.. HQ agent says "ACP Pradyuman hume head office mey report kerna hoga..so please,.."
ACP nodded "chaliye.."
They left.. dr. Salunkhe and Freddy was also silent in the whole procedure.. dr Salunkhe had noticed Daya so came near him with "Daya wo Abhijeet.."
Daya without looking at him answered "so gaya.."
Freddy said "sir hum ek bar.."
"Nahi…koi bhi nahi jayega ander…tum bureau jao Freddy…"
Dr. Salunkhe asked "Daya humse kiu naraaj ho.. orders ki agey hum majboor hey aur Pradyuman duty ki agey kuch.."
"Sir please.."
Daya excused him and made his way to Adi's cabin..
Dr. Salunkhe and Freddy looked at each other and left..
Daya entered Adi's cabin after a light knock found him leaning back on his chair playing with a paperweight..
Daya came near him called "Adi.."
Adi didn't moved his fixed gaze from the paperweight answered "Daya ager court procedure hua to mamla bahut khichta jayega… time lagega.. aur court ki doctors.. HQ ke pressure.. Abhijeet ki haalat nahi hey ki wo yeah sab handle ker sake…ager uske brain ko trauma jyada ho gaya to sayed uski brain ko damage…kahi frse use wohi problem.."
Daya instantly said "Adi.."
Adi just looked at him… asked "Abhijeet?"
"So gaya.."
"ACP sir?"
"chale gaye.. per Adi.."
"Daya tum chutti manage ker sakte ho?"
"Chutti?"
"Hmm"
"Ha..per.."
"to tum kal se kuch dino tak ka chutti le lo.."
"Adi..tum kya soch rahe ho?"
"Abhijeet ko mein release kerne wala hu kal…aur use physically fit hone ke liye.. lagvag ek hafta lagega.. utna din tum chutti manage kro…memory bapas ane ka time to fixed kaha nahi ja sakta per…(he gave a long pause) job hi ho tumlog kuch din ke liye mera jo farmhouse hey woha chale jao..thik hey?"
"Okkk"
Adi got up with "raat ho chuki hey..gher nahi jana?"
"nahi..wo Abhi k pass rukunga.."
"hmm… mera bhi aj night duty hey..round pey bhi jana hey.. round khtam ker ke ata hu.."
They both left and Daya can easily sense that Adi is in tension not in his usual self… Daya went in Abhijeet's room and sat silently on the couch.. he was lost in some thoughts when he suddenly heard some mumbled words as
"n..a..hin ba..tau..nga. kuc..h n.. b.a..ta...unga jo k..er..na hey.. ker..lo n..a..hin ba..tau..nga. kuc..h n.. "
Daya looked at Abhieet who was restlesslesly changing his position in sleep.. and murmuring… struggling to open his eyes…
Daya came near him patted his head softly to relax him but in vain so he sat beside him caressed his hairs whispering "Abhi..kuch nahi kehna hey tumhe.. shant ho ja.. dekho tumhara Daya hey na yeaha so jao…"
Abhijeet stopped mumbling... move his hand as if to grab something... Daya hold his hand... Abhijeet secured the hand tightly near his heart and went in deep sleep...
Daya sat there itself and continued caressing his hairs... after some moments he felt a touch over his shoulder...
He turned found Adi standing there... Adi asked in low voice "kya hua?"
"pata nahi..Abhi nind mey bol raha tha use kuch nahi bolna..cahe kuch bhi kerle… bahut bechain bhi tha.. fir baat kiya to aise so gaya.."
Adi looked at the hand grip then say "hmm.. sayed uss gang members ki photo se uski unconscious mind mey halchal ho rahi hey… wo kidnapping ki yaad nind mey arahi hey.. isiliye tumhare pass hone ki ahsas se shant ho gaya… yeah acha sign hey… sayed jald hi ise sab yaad ajaye… per Daya ise pressurize mat kerna.. isi pressure se durr kerne ke liye meine tumlogo ko gher nahi farmhouse jane ko kaha.."
"Adi… Abhi bas thik rahe.. takleef na ho ise yeahi kafi hey mere liye.…" Daya says staring at Abhijeet face lovingly… then added "tum jao duty karo..mein hu yeahi koi pareshani ho to bula lunga.."
Adi nodded… patted Abhijeet's shoulder softly and left.
Next morning
Daya felt someone shaking him lightly… he opened his eyes and found him sitting on Abhijeet's bed resting his head on the head rest.. he sat straight found Adi standing near.
"jao fresh ho jao…fir coffee pina hey…jao.." Daya nodded.. he found his hand still in Abhijeet's grip.. so he slowly freed himself while patting Abhijeet's head as not to disturb his sleep..
he went to attached washroom and came back soon after freshening up.. Adi was sitting on the couch with two cups of coffee Abhijeet was still sleeping. Daya joined Adi..
after sipping coffee for some time silently Adi started "tum Abhijeet uthte hi usse baat ker lena,..wo ager khud jane ko tayar na ho to jabardasti kerna thik nai hoga.."
"wo raji ho jayega Adi.."
"pata hey mujhe..apne sahjade ki baat tal dey itni himmet to usme behoshi ki halat mey bhi nahi hoti.."
Daya smiled… Adi shook his head with "per tumhari chutti.."
"meine kal DIG sir se baat ker li hey.. ek bar in person milna parega..wo manjoor kerdenge..10 din.."
"ha enough… iss bich physically fit hone ki saath saath Abhijeet apni situation se adjust bhi ho jayega.."
"Adi"
"Daya mera wo matlab nahi tha..wo thora samhal jayega.."
"hmm.."
"aur mey roj ek bar ho ayunga woha se.."
They finished their coffee in some light chit chats when Abhijeet woke up.. Daya noticing him awaken came forward with "good morning.."
Abhijeet look at him silently and says "morning.."
Adi ask "sarr mey dard hey.."
"ha..thora hey…"
Adi nodded
DIG sir called Daya… so he left after assuring Abhi of his return soon
After completing his formalities for a leave Daya came back informed Adi then went in Abhijeet's cabin. Found him sitting on the bed starring at the wall blankly…
Daya came forward and sat on the stool and called softly "Abhi…"
Abhijeet looked at Daya silently Daya continues "yeaha hospital mey bore horahe ho hey na?"
Abhijeet continued looking silently "yeaha rehna to pasand nahi ata hoga?"
"to kaha jau…?"
"gher?"
"gher? Mera gher kaha hey..kaisa hey..pata hi to nahi.. ek gher dikhta hey dhundla sa.. per wo kaisa hey kya hey kuch nahi dikhta..serrf ek gher…" Abhijeet answered dreamily..
"mein ager le jau…jaoge?"
"tum..kaha le jaoge? Wo log kal kehh rahe they mujhe kahi le jayenge..woha tum..nahi le jaoge na?"
Daya's heart felt as if sliced into pieces.. he shook his head "nahi..hum gher jayenge… humare gher mein tumhe apne saath le jaunga.. jaoge?"
Abhijeet looks at Daya strangely then says "tumhare saath…. Humare gher… ha" he nodded "jaunga…kab jaenge?"
Daya smiled "aj..mein Adi se baat ker lu fir challenge.. thik hey?"
Abhijeet nodded.. Daya was about to leave when Abhijeet says "ekbaat puchu?"
"ha pucho.."
"tum mere kaun ho? Mujhe kuch yaad nahi na to mein.."
Daya looked at him just shook his head and rushed out.. found Adi standing at the door.. he moved out.. Adi sighed..
He entered.. then noticed pain and tears in Abhijeet's eyes.. "kya hua?"
"mein use hurt nahi..kerna cahta..tha.. per mujhe kuch ..yaad nahi.. to meine puch liya.. usko bura laga.. mein.."
Adi cut him with "Uska naam Daya hey…kehne ko to wo tumhara junior colleague hey"
"junior colleague? Per…"
"kiu yakin nahi aya na…? ager formal naam caho tum dono ki rishte ki to yeahi naam hey..per ager explanation caho gehrai jane caho to sayed mein samjha na saku..kiuki aj tak mein khud samah nahi paya"
He found Abhijeet looking at him confusingly.. so he sighed with "waise use bura bhi laga ho na to wo ajayega tum fiqar.."
But was cut by "wo ro raha tha doctor.."
"to?"
Abhijeet just shook his head with "pata nahi aisa laga jaise meine bahut galat kiya..uske wo ansu wo.."
"tumhare dil ko chubh rahe they?"
Abhijeet looked helplessly at Adi.. Adi smiled "jaan samjhte ho?"
Abhijeet looked confused Adi continued "jaan ho tum dono ek dusre ki…"then turned serious "daya ki jindegi ki ek lauta rishta ho tum…aur tumhari jindegi ka safar aur manjil dono hi Daya se hey.."
Abhijeet turned his head down.. Adi noticed a tear slipped from his eyes. Adi came forward kept a hand over his shoulder "Abhijeet.."
"mujhe kuch yaad kiu nahi ata… use kitna dukh de raha hu mein.."
"rone se yaad ajayega?"
Abhijeet looked up Adi said "aansu pochlo use ander vejta hu.."
"nahi doctor.."
"kaha na Adi bolna mujhe.."
"ji…Adi use ander mat bhejiye.."
"kiu?"
"mein to firse use dukh.."
"faltu ki baatein mat karo..yaadash gayi hey tumhari samajh nahi…yeah nahi samjhte ki uska dard tumhare pass rehne se nahi tumse dur hone mey hey.."
Adi moved out.. Abhijeet rested his head on back rest… tears made their way from his eyes "mujhe nahi pata tum kaun ho..kya ho mere lie per tumhara care bahut sakoon deti hey mujhe…tum pass hote ho na to bahut shant sa mehsus kerta hu.. mere liye to yeah puri duniya anjaan hey per tumhare saath bahut…jana sa lagta hey.. mujhe maaf ker do mein bahut koshish kerta hu per kuch yaad nahi ata…"
Outside Abhijeet's room
Daya was sitting on a bench…
Adi sat beside him with "Daya rishto ki naam se jyada uski ehsas jaruri hota hey"
Daya looks at him Adi continued "ha use tum yaad nahi per aj bhi tumhari aansu usi tarah use chubti hey..tumhara dard use chu jata hey tumhe pata hey meine jab kaha ki tum uske junior ho to use yakin nahi aya ki yeah banda serf uska junior colleague ho sakta hey…"
Daya smiled Adi continued "aur tumne kaha na himmet rakhoge?"
Daya nodded… Adi said "to jao ander mein discharge bagera ki papers ready kerke ata hu..bahut kuch samjhana hey.."
Both got up from bench ,Daya said "adi"
Adi turned "wo thik to ho jayega na..Abhi ko sab yaad.."
"Daya.." in a bit strict tone.. Daya moved to enter the room Adi said "wo ro raha hoga accompany kerne mat baith jana.."
Daya smiled and entered.. Adi sat back on the bench.. "iske har dard aur har aansuo ka ilaj tumhi ho Abhijet… jiske ek Muskan samne wale ki rondu se shaqal mey hasi la deti hey uski khud ki hasi to tumse hi hey.."
"pata nahi yaar jab bhi yeah pagal ruth jata hey na tab ise manane ke alawa dimaag mey kuch ata hi nahi.."
"iske aansu bahut pareshan kerti hey yaar"
Inside the room
Daya entered and heard the low sobbing of Abhijeet. Daya came forward and noticed Abhijeet sobbing with closed eyes. He smoothly rubbed his tears and Abhijeet opened his eyes. H looked at Daya silently for sometime then whispered "sorry..mein tumhe hurt nahi kerna cahta tha…mein yeah.."
"Abhi…"
"mein bahut koshish krta hu per kuch yaad.."
Daya kept a hand over his shoulder.. Abhijeet looked at him with hopeful eyes "mujhe sab yaad ajayega na?"
Daya himself was searching for the answer but managed to nod… then said in fresh tone "aj hum log gher jane wale hey na? to jao change kerlo min formalities puri kerke ata hu.."
Daya turned to go.. Abhijeet also descended from bed and about to go to washroom when suddenly felt a little drizzle and was about to fall. But two strong arms grabbed him softly but firmly…
Abhijeet looked up Daya asked caringly "thik ho?"
Abhijet felt a new strength he don't know what to name it but felt that although this world is unknown to him he himself is unknown to him he have a known support he just nodded and then moved to washroom..
Daya sighed and moved to Adi's cabin
A/n: guys please review…
I'm showing the helpless side of Abhijeet not the angry avatar.. do u all like this? There's an old epi of golden era in which Abhi is suspected by public as dishonest cop and they threw stones to him at his house.. later ACP and others reach there.. His helplessness shown there has helped me a lot to portray me this….