Spencer's POV:
I woke up the next morning in bed next to Toby. All I remember from last night was that Toby found me and I told him my story. I remember telling him my story then eating, but I could not keep the food down. Crying in the bathroom was the last memory I had of that night.
I flip my body around to see my amazing boyfriend sleeping peacefully beside me, he looks so peaceful, I know Toby needs the rest so I decide not to wake him.
I am aware that I am in need of a shower so I walk into the bathroom and turn the water on, I was about to turn on music but when I tried to unlock my phone it would not turn on. I set my phone down and went in the other room to grab a charger but I couldn't find it, I had left my phone in my room at my old house.
'Damn,' I growl under my breath as I realize I will have to go back to my old house.
After about an hour of showering and then making myself presentable for the day, I finally emerge from the bathroom. Once I am in the hallway, walking to the kitchen I feel a pair of arms being wrapped around me.
"Good morning sunshine," Toby says in his adorable morning voice.
" Good morning," I say as I turn around and hug him.
" Do you feel like doing anything today?" Toby asks as we start walking towards the kitchen.
"Sure, um actually do you mind if we stop by my old house later? I left my phone charger there." I tell Toby as I walk over and grab a banana.
"Sure, but what about running into your parents?" Toby asks sounding worried.
"They will be at work and Melissa is probably doing whatever she does in Philly." I tell Toby, adding the fact about Melissa because I knew she was his next concern.
"Okay sounds like a plan." Toby says as he sits down beside me and grabs my hand.
About 2 hours later I find myself sitting in Toby's truck going somewhere I never imagined going ever again… the Hastings' residence.
We are now in the driveway and I feel myself shake a little, Toby must have noticed this to because he spoke up.
"Are you sure you don't want me to go in and grab your charger?" he asks me kindly.
"No thanks, I know right where it is so I will only be a second." I tell Toby as I unbuckle and hop out of his truck.
I walk up to the front door and grab my key out of my pocket, I insert it into the door and enter my own personal hell. I go upstairs to my bedroom and rummage around a drawer until I find my charger and a few other things I need, right when I am about to leave I hear footsteps coming into my room.
"I told you that you didn't need to come in babe," I said assuming I was talking to Toby.
" Where were you last night Spencer Jill Hastings?" I hear both my father and mother ask me, the anger very clear in both of their voices.
I freeze in fear when I notice who is in my room, I turn around and face them, two very angry people.
"Mom… dad… why are you not at work?" I ask them trying to be as brave as possible.
"We stayed at home, usually people with a missing daughter take a few days off!" My mother snaps at me.
"Sorry I was at Toby's-" I was just about to finish my sentence when in walks Toby.
"Are you okay? You were taking a while so I came to check on you." Toby says before he notices who else is in my room.
"Oh" is all he says when he sees my parents.
"Care to tell us where you were last night?" My father growls at me.
I was about to answer when Toby butted in…
"Sir, last night Spencer tried to kill herself," Toby informs my father as he draws me in closer to him.
"Why did you do that?" My father snaps as he looks over to me, I see the anger in his eyes.
"There was so much stress put on me in the past few months and don't even get me started on your abuse." I say in a very quiet voice as I look down at the ground.
There was a long pregnant pause before my father speaks again.
"That is one of the stupidest excuses I have ever heard, for god's sake Spencer YOU ARE A HASTINGS." My father barks at me.
My father begins to scare me so I hold Toby even closer.
"Sir, I don't think you understand Spencer could have died last night." Toby explains calmly to my father.
"I do understand and that is so selfish and cowardly of her, I wish you had died Spencer!" My father screams as he walks up and slaps me straight across the face.
I can't take this anymore, I burry my head into Toby's neck as I begin to cry. I was expecting that after that we would leave but that was not the case, Toby gently sets me on my bed then he walks up to my father.
"You listen here, Spencer is a precious human being and you have no right to treat her like a piece of shit! Spencer has saved me and she means the world to me, she clearly does not need you in her life! Father's are supposed to always be there for their children not treat them like this! You may call Spencer worthless but that sir is not the case because the only worthless people in this room are you and Veronica!" Toby snaps as he begins to get in my father's face.
The last thing I need is Toby going to jail for assault so I get up and step between Toby and my father.
"Come on baby, we can leave now." I tell Toby as I wipe away another tear that falls down my cheek.
Toby stands there for a minute but he finally gently grabs my hand and we start to walk to the door. Once we are in the hallway I stop and turn around, realizing my mother has barely said anything this whole time.
"Do you have anything to say about this mom?" I ask my mother as I look her straight in the eyes.
"Goodbye Spencer," is all she says.
I feel a lump in my throat being to rise as I turn around an start walking to the door.
Toby and I are now out the door but on our way to the truck Melissa walks past us in a hurry to get inside.
"Bitch," I hear her mutter under her breath.
Toby was about to say something but I stop him.
"Babe don't worry about her," I say as I place one hand on his chest.
Once Toby and I are back on the road I lay my head against the window and begin to cry.
"Thank you for standing up for me today, nobody has ever done that for me." I say as I look over at Toby.
"Anything for you princess," Toby says as he grabs my hand.
Toby continues to drive but oddly enough, we pass the road to the loft.
"Toby we missed the turn," I tell him as I look behind me.
" I know, I have a surprise for you." Toby tells me as he continues driving.
"Cool," I say before going quiet.
About 15 minutes later Toby informs me that we are where he was taking me, I look out the window and immediately smile knowing where we are. Toby gets out of the truck and walks over to my door and helps me out.
"Stay right here, I have to get a few things." Toby says as he walks to the drivers side of the truck.
I stay where I am and listen as Toby grabs the things out of his truck and then walks behind the truck. I still do not understand what he is doing when I hear the back of the truck being opened. I stay where Toby told me to and ponder on what was going on until he calls for me. When I walk over to him I see pillows and blankets set up on the bed of his truck, the view was overlooking Rosewood and it was beautiful.
"I know we both come here to clear our minds so I figured we both need a trip here." Toby tells me as he lifts me up and sets me on the bed of the truck.
"Thank you Toby, for everything." I say as he settles in beside me.
"No need to thank me sweetheart," he says as he wraps me up in his arms.
I lay my head on Toby's chest and take in the scenery for a few minutes before Toby speaks up again.
"You know what I want you to know? That you are never alone, not even for a second." Toby tells me as he plants a loving kiss on the top of my head.
I turn my head around so I am facing Toby and I kiss him with all the passion I have.
"Thank you Toby, I honestly have no idea where I would be without you. Toby Cavanaugh you are my world, my everything, my rock and I love you so much." I say as I look him straight in the eye and kiss him again.
"Spencer Jill Hastings I love you more then words can express. You saved me from a dark time in my life and turned me into something new and I intend to do the same for you. I never thought I could love after my mother's death but when you came around, you proved to me I could and I love you so much for that." Toby tells me as he hugs me tight.
A/N: Finally! A new chapter! Anyways thank you so much to the guest that goes by 'spoby' for giving me the idea to add the line from the 100th episode in here!
Anyways guys I have a few other fanfic ideas so keep your eyes out for them!
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Mady