"Do you know that you are really pathetic? Always whinnying and playing the poor victim. Please stop crying for once, it's so annoying. You are right, you deserve to die, nobody cares about you or will miss you. You are so useless." Shizuru froze when she heard those violent words, her head was throbbing so much, perhaps it was the result of her pain? She lifted her head and shivered.

"I became totally crazy…"

"Yes, my poor little girl. I won't deny it. You are crazy and sick. Kannin na to tell you the truth…ha…hahaha." In front of the judge, there was her own reflection. The person who looked like her but was not entirely her. That other half that destroy everything, the one who hurt her Natsuki. She recognized that dark and evil eyes, that nasty smile. It was the contrary to her, that twin was not sick and weak like her. She was stunning with beauty and arrogance. She was perfect contrary to her. Her evil doppelganger firmly grabbed her chin and smirked:

"Gosh, in the past people said you are so beautiful and breathtaking… but when I see you, you are only ugly and repulsive. No wonder why our Natsuki preferred to stay away from you, I can barely watch you. My eyes are hurting, I much better than you. Look at your hair, they are all falling… but Natsuki already find somebody else, right? She had his baby? It was probably someone normal. A real man with all a man body and not like yours. An abominably, intersex they called that? Takeda perhaps? I know there was something fishy that happen between them, there is no friendship between a man and woman. I am sure they have sex on your bed when you were busy to work. I probably pleased her more than you could hope. After all, he is a man. I could hear Natsuki moaning his name and have an orgasm…what a cute baby they will have together, and you? She will forget everything about you and let you."

"Shut up! Will you shut up! I know you are not real! Stop it! I won't fall into that cheap trick!" Viola snapped, she stood up and nervously walked to her room. It was due to her brain tumor, nothing was real, she was not real. She hummed and closed her eyes. The light was killing her, there was this noise on her ear, she closed the curtain and stayed in the dark. She laid on her bed, but this invisible present was tormenting her, she could feel her breath on her ear.

"Our Natsuki you mean, or should I say, mine? It's such a waste you cheat on her. I mean, we? We are the same person, kind of." Viola growled, she knew it was not real, that person was the reflection of her sickness, however, she hated that representation of herself. So, there was no point in fighting back, it exhausted her more than anything else. Her body was numb. Her heart was furiously beating on her throat.

"You can always try to run away from everything, but you can escape from me, never. We are one person. I will destroy everything and you will be alone. But I already did, no you did it." Shizuru hid her head under a pillow, she did not want to hear more. It was enough. Instead, she heard a knock on the door, she threw her pillow to the door and roared:

"Leave me the hell alone!"

"I can't Shizuru. Not now. You know that I am a stubborn person. I won't give up like someone I know." The named was in distress, she painfully got up from her mattress, her breathing was chaotic, was she hallucinating again? Then, she whispered:

"Na… Na…tsuki… is … that you?"

"…Yes, it's me. Please open the door. You are making your mother worried… and me too." The Kyoto-Ben woman cried, she did not deserve this fantastic person. Not after what she did… and she remembered few horrible moments, she was sure there was worst…

"Please leave." Stay forever in my side…

"I don't need you." I need you so much… kannin na... kannin na... I love you so much...

"If you want me to leave, you should go out from your room."

"I won't. Why are you even here!" Viola insisted. She will die there and that's all.

"And what are you doing! Your mother is sobbing so much! How could you be so selfish! Again, like a coward you are running away from your problems! You should be ashamed of yourself!"

"I am already am! I hurt you so much Natsuki… I remember our fight about Takeda! The way that I treated you and that's almost raped you! Why did not you escape from me!"

"… and what…? Yes, I could leave you and I could always do it. So, you are punishing me again? You want to die, and you think I will be happy?"

"Yes!"

"You are using me as an excuse to kill yourself, you are a coward! I am nothing like you. Yes, you hurt me so much, but you still… my friend… you need me… if you want that one day I forgive for all you did, you need to fight, fight back that sickness! It destroyed us once, and you want to let that thing wins again? Is it what you really want! I should break your door then. You give me no other choice." Kruger warned.

"You have no right to do that!" Shizuru shouted, it was taking too much of her strength, her mind was slowly black out.

"It's true, but I don't care… make a complaint, you are a judge, it will be easy for you and I will have extenuating circumstances on my side, do not forget that I am also a good lawyer. If you don't open until I count until three, I am going to smash the door."

"Natsuki? What will you do with that chair? You will hurt yourself! Don't do that!" Sayaka worriedly asked.

"I will break that damn door! One, two…" Shizuru was afraid, she could bear to hurt anymore her best friend…ex-wife… she went and unlocked the door. She fell on the floor and fainted due to exhaustion.

Next chapter, there will be a new character, I will let you choose who, it's a woman.